I am going to attain nirvana and be free

• caramon.

  1 Jul 05, 23:00

  Dear forumers, one faithful night while I was in the bathroom, I noticed a flying insect flying around.. suddenly, it dawn upon me how carefree and peaceful its life is.. unlike us, everyday is akin to a rat race, fighting against each other over money and power..
  
  From that moment onwards, I felt disheartened and disappointed in lifes.. what are we exactly fighting for? we, after all will die some days, question being sooner or later.. enough is enough.. tomorrow, I will go to shao lin shi and become a monk.. I want to free myself from this materialistic world that we live in.. No matter how much I had achieved in life, I just cannot find peace within..
  
  I shall have no regrets, however, I felt I've let down my parents for not having descendant for them and deprieve them of being grandparents.. Its not easy to make this decision and I had countless sleepless nights over it.. But the time has come and I know it.. I shall hail the advice from the great one above.. I know the seriousness of the consequence but I will adhere to it regardless where it will leads to..
  
  
• NAMELESS WONDER

  1 Jul 05, 23:08

  shaolin monk??learn kung fu there?
  anyway monk nowadays able to drive big car
• caramon.

  1 Jul 05, 23:11

  Originally posted by NAMELESS WONDER:

  shaolin monk??learn kung fu there?
  anyway monk nowadays able to drive big car

  My only wish is to attain nirvana.. I, myself am driving SLK now..
• Lance_han

  1 Jul 05, 23:29

  Originally posted by caramon.:

  My only wish is to attain nirvana.. I, myself am driving SLK now..

  heaven help us all...
• NAMELESS WONDER

  1 Jul 05, 23:36

  Originally posted by caramon.:

  My only wish is to attain nirvana.. I, myself am driving SLK now..

  u serious become monk ah?i thought u play play.......
  u vegetarian?
• FireIce

  2 Jul 05, 00:01

  Originally posted by caramon.:

  Dear forumers, one faithful night while I was in the bathroom, I noticed a flying insect flying around.. suddenly, it dawn upon me how carefree and peaceful its life is..
  

  u shd see how carefree and peaceful it is when i spray insecticide on it.........
  
• k4korny

  2 Jul 05, 00:14

  caramon.. u have to renounce your worldly posessions first.
  Please donate your SLK to me!!
  
  This is your first step towards nirvana!!
• ctstalin

  2 Jul 05, 00:15

  Originally posted by caramon.:

  Dear forumers, one faithful night while I was in the bathroom, I noticed a flying insect flying around.. suddenly, it dawn upon me how carefree and peaceful its life is.. unlike us, everyday is akin to a rat race, fighting against each other over money and power..
  
  From that moment onwards, I felt disheartened and disappointed in lifes.. what are we exactly fighting for? we, after all will die some days, question being sooner or later.. enough is enough.. tomorrow, I will go to shao lin shi and become a monk.. I want to free myself from this materialistic world that we live in.. No matter how much I had achieved in life, I just cannot find peace within..
  
  I shall have no regrets, however, I felt I've let down my parents for not having descendant for them and deprieve them of being grandparents.. Its not easy to make this decision and I had countless sleepless nights over it.. But the time has come and I know it.. I shall hail the advice from the great one above.. I know the seriousness of the consequence but I will adhere to it regardless where it will leads to..
  
  

  Hey u clone... Hello!!!
• shade343

  2 Jul 05, 00:22

  Good luck on your spiritual development.
• Ito_^

  2 Jul 05, 00:28

  i hope you go to hell and don't return.
• shade343

  2 Jul 05, 00:36

  Originally posted by Ito_^:

  i hope you go to hell and don't return.

  You mean the swissotel?
• Ito_^

  2 Jul 05, 00:38

  Originally posted by shade343:

  You mean the swissotel?

  den ill go and dun return.
• the.raven

  2 Jul 05, 02:27

  wat the FUck are you babbling about, n00b?
• YummyGummy

  2 Jul 05, 16:04

  Why do monks have to memories so many chants and scriptures. Like this where is there time to go and find nirvana.
• laurence82

  2 Jul 05, 16:09

  I want to break free
  I want to break free
  I want to break free from your lies
  YouÂ’re so self satisfied I donÂ’t need you
  IÂ’ve got to break free
  God knows God knows I want to break free
  
  IÂ’ve fallen in love
  IÂ’ve fallen in love for the first time
  And this time I know itÂ’s for real
  IÂ’ve fallen in love yeah
  God knows God knows IÂ’ve fallen in love
  
  ItÂ’s strange but itÂ’s true
  I canÂ’t get over the way you love me like you do
  But I have to be sure
  When I walk out that door
  Oh how I want to be free baby
  Oh how I want to be free
  Oh how I want to break free
  
  But life still goes on
  I canÂ’t get used to living without living without
  Living without you by my side
  I donÂ’t want to live alone hey
  God knows got to make it on my own
  So baby canÂ’t you see
  IÂ’ve got to break free
  
  IÂ’ve got to break free
  I want to break free yeah
  
  I want I want I want I want to break free....
  
• laurence82

  2 Jul 05, 16:15

  Originally posted by YummyGummy:

  Why do monks have to memories so many chants and scriptures. Like this where is there time to go and find nirvana.

  memorise?
  
  practice, my dear gummy, practice.....
• foxwalk

  2 Jul 05, 16:24

  Originally posted by caramon.:

  Dear forumers, one faithful night while I was in the bathroom, I noticed a flying insect flying around.. suddenly, it dawn upon me how carefree and peaceful its life is.. unlike us, everyday is akin to a rat race, fighting against each other over money and power..
  
  From that moment onwards, I felt disheartened and disappointed in lifes.. what are we exactly fighting for? we, after all will die some days, question being sooner or later.. enough is enough.. tomorrow, I will go to shao lin shi and become a monk.. I want to free myself from this materialistic world that we live in.. No matter how much I had achieved in life, I just cannot find peace within..
  
  I shall have no regrets, however, I felt I've let down my parents for not having descendant for them and deprieve them of being grandparents.. Its not easy to make this decision and I had countless sleepless nights over it.. But the time has come and I know it.. I shall hail the advice from the great one above.. I know the seriousness of the consequence but I will adhere to it regardless where it will leads to..
  
  

  crap lah. two days ago, you were going to be a pastor. now nirvana? i feel that you are just some kind of phony who's trying to show off here and get attnetion with the new words you've learnt such as "pastor" and "nirvana". I bet one day you'll get exposed for plagiarizing this post from somewhere.
  
  Oh yeah, know the meaning of "plagiarize". You oughta, it's your middle name.
  
  you are degenerating. you think you are so interesting. oh my Fucking bullshit. you are interesting, more than half of the people here would be goddam intellectuals.
• YummyGummy

  2 Jul 05, 16:32

  what eles do you think pastors are trying to achieve by doing so much of good.Huh!
  
• NAMELESS WONDER

  2 Jul 05, 16:33

  so another fellow who is too free again?
  go er mei lah,not shaolin ok?
  ps:remember to put a parking coupon for ur "SLK" rich man son.
• charlize

  2 Jul 05, 17:12

  Go.
  
  Just go.
  
  Remember not to write when you the time.
  
  Really.
• DriftingGuy

  2 Jul 05, 17:14

  
  Chey.. tot u wanted to commit suicide
• girly88

  2 Jul 05, 18:48

  wah u going become Buddha?
• laurence82

  3 Jul 05, 01:53

  Originally posted by YummyGummy:

  what eles do you think pastors are trying to achieve by doing so much of good.Huh!
  

  preaching onli?
• pisces8

  3 Jul 05, 08:29

  
• valentinoo

  3 Jul 05, 09:47

  what is the purpose of becoming a monk? free from what exactly?