Friendship is a funny thing.
It gets u selfish. Not everyone holds on to the freedom of their friend's will to know more friends. You know you're selfish when you try to keep this friend all to yourself and when your friend hangs out wit your other cliques, you get angry. That's a big turn off.
It makes things so difficult. And hey.. i suddenly realized im always in the middle of things. why....
This guy likes this girl. But he does not admit it and always make me the bottleneck of their, well, "courtship". Like whenever there's dinner outings and we're all out in a group, obviously we would try to pair them up together and just purposely make them sit beside each other or when we're in the bus/train, we'll make them sit together.
(yes childish as it seems. Not many appreciate such "making fun" but hell, life is short)But it seems the guy likes to PURPOSELY sit next to me. E.g. when we're in the train... he'll just subtlely sit beside me.. as if following me and for some fucking coincidence, the girl that he likes is next to me so i become
in the middle of them. Then the frustrating thing comes when everyone will just casually ask me in front of everyone... "hey why are you sitting in between them?" or "hey why are you standing between them?"
I feel so unfair to myself. Bloody hell.
IT'S NOT ME WHO STANDS BETWEEN THEM. IT'S THE GUY WHO LIKES TO STAND BESIDE OR SIT BESIDE THAT MAKES ME THE BOTTLENECK BETWEEN THEM. I've learned countless times to walk/stand as far away from them as possible just so that i will not get misunderstood. Life is so tiring.
This bloody guy is driving me mad. Or maybe it's actually the girl that's creating this havoc.
My puzzle question is, why would any guy behave like this way?! The guy likes the girl, it's obvious altho he never officially says it and the girl likes him too but too shy to admit it. So that's the frustrating thing. It's neither here nor there..
