for some weird reason he is starting it......again.
why i say again is because he did that since 10 odd years ago. nvr materialise once.
i told him on sat i was going to expo for the motorshow and when i came back my mum told me what i said to make my dad piss. asked me whether i used vulgarities and ask him go die. i said no because apart from telling him i am back home, i rested in my room (tiring shoot). she went on and said my dad is threatening divorce because my sis and i were disrespectful to him, go out nvr tell him.
when i went out, i clearly remembered telling my dad that i am leaving now and he acknowledged.(this is just like dropping a word that i am going out though i've got permisson)
when all of us went out to buy dinner before heading to my gran's my dad was friendly to me. asked me wht i wanted to eat and whether was it enough. during dinner time my mum even avoid eating at the same table with my dad.
this morning my dad suddenly ignored me again after i stepped out for a while to return stuffs to a friend who lives nearby.
somehow this prospect of divorce doesnt seem to hit me at all. for all i care, they have been emotionally divorced for the better part of my existence here.
my mum says my dad doesnt want us, and she doesnt want us too. so it's like homeless technically now(emotionally for many years already)
i told her, i dont care who i follow or not, as long i have my com stuff, hp bills, internet bills paid, pocket money as usual, i dont care.
because i am going NS soon. free food free lodging.
seriously i hope they do it fast, save me from the quarrels and draggy custody crap (as if they are going to at all).