i was saying my hair was in a mess yesterday..and i was not very pleased about that..today i noticed something bad again! here is how it goes. there is this guy from my school.. innocent and pure... school-boy type.. very obedient.. the first time we met, some ppl talked about masturbation and i was surprised he didnt know anything about it even in j1. this guy has lots of friends and those friends act 'good' in front of him because they knew that when they are in need of a favour, they could always rely on him without fail. he is also often bullied when it comes to group work, he does everything and ppl always asks him to do even the simplest things. what i see good in him is that he never complains and have a very positive attitude in life, and he rarely frowns. recently, i would say for the past three months, i have been 'protecting' him since i can stand seeing this guy getting bullied. but unfortunately, out of good will, i think i have fallen for him. recently he does not talk much to me anymore and avoids me occasionally. i dont know what is going on with him but im quite sure its not something good. there are lots of bad company in my school.. those hokien speaking bengs can be classified as one category...i noticed since he is better with his mandarian he sticks closer to those ppl now but i feel sorry for him as some of these company are actually teaching him bad things and polluting his mind. i still cant figure out why..now without him.. my heart feels so empty. i hope ive not fallen for him.

what should i do?