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most of my class mates, previously known, i dun think thy recognise me any more......... have a diploma at least.......someof the smart one will go for a degree, or maybe further......only me still olevel leh, but not making things worst, i got a friend working in cisco as an auxillary police officer, nothin intimidating and also NOT meant to boast about his position in this government sector........ a small police rank which i think most malaysians possessed, they all earn better, much better than me......... i 'm always out of jobs or doing temp stuff too OFTEN! shit , now my mam dun want to fund me anymore on my expense or even a education fees for me to further my studies.............i'm on my own now..............
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okie...now u can start learning to be man from a sissy...
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yes. u shld start depending on urself now.
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i bleeded too much in the past, now where do i find a knife to cut myself?Originally posted by R3SsH|n:okie...now u can start learning to be man from a sissy... -
why cut yourself...i bet you bled so much that there is no more blood left...so why not throw everything away and start working hard?Originally posted by Lord Nuclear:i bleeded too much in the past, now where do i find a knife to cut myself? -
i cant throw, i dont even have that 'everything', no possessions, no belongings, no status, no funds, no clothes...............Originally posted by R3SsH|n:why cut yourself...i bet you bled so much that there is no more blood left...so why not throw everything away and start working hard?
i cant even work hard bcos my brain......oh... state of drunken stupor, cant think sensibly -
drunken stupor? what have u been doing all your life? playing too much and never studied hard? am i correct? then its your fault u got drunk and now dont have a clue to what u should be doing.Originally posted by Lord Nuclear:i cant throw, i dont even have that 'everything', no possessions, no belongings, no status, no funds, no clothes...............
i cant even work hard bcos my brain......oh... state of drunken stupor, cant think sensibly -
lol i got some much attention lately.......may its my hair.....oh no........middle finger......Originally posted by SixSentinels:drunken stupor? what have u been doing all your life? playing too much and never studied hard? am i correct? then its your fault u got drunk and now dont have a clue to what u should be doing.
hey never heard from you before, 'sixsense' so whats the problem now?
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i am SixSentinels.Originally posted by Lord Nuclear:lol i got some much attention lately.......may its my hair.....oh no........middle finger......
hey never heard from you before, 'sixsense' so whats the problem now?
im a top cohort during my poly years, short but sweet, i dropped out after that... -
hey im from a lousy neighborhood school in tampines st 21, why are there 2 shopping complex in tampines, a business hub, or pissness hub.....Originally posted by Lord Nuclear:lol i got some much attention lately.......may its my hair.....oh no........middle finger......
hey never heard from you before, 'sixsense' so whats the problem now?
im a top cohort during my poly years, short but sweet, i dropped out after that...
i cant understand, i'm not the typical sinporean, u must understand
treat this liek a song, treat this like a curse and i'm not surprise to seize
this opportunities to make u ppl out there understand my pain -
i live in tampines street 12, 3 blocks from the MRT station...Originally posted by Lord Nuclear:hey im from a lousy neighborhood school in tampines st 21, why are there 2 shopping complex in tampines, a business hub, or pissness hub.....
i cant understand, i'm not the typical sinporean, u must understand
treat this liek a song, treat this like a curse and i'm not surprise to seize
this opportunities to make u ppl out there understand my pain -
hey six...ur cool, bet u know where tampines sec is, i'm from pasir lah...Originally posted by SixSentinels:i live in tampines street 12, 3 blocks from the MRT station...
negative influences here and there, no need to go overseas for accentuated english or mandrin and i'm effectively billingual without a flaw, i choose to self-destruct so why cant you? -
there is not yet a reason for me to self-destruct.
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turn the courage to cut yourself into courage for making good of your life...
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hey i'm frm a superb neighbourhood which has won the World Habitat Award frm the United Nations and i stay at a flat in tampines st 21. there are 2 shopping complex in tamp ctrl alone(like which other town has TWO shopping centres side by side??) and a business hub. err.. the pissness hub is Pavilion ah?Originally posted by Lord Nuclear:hey im from a lousy neighborhood school in tampines st 21, why are there 2 shopping complex in tampines, a business hub, or pissness hub.....
i love tampines! my hse so near ctrl. nvr moved house since 1987. -
the title of this thread keeps changing lolx
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i was only primary 2 when i moved to tam-per-niss, and that was in 1989, 2 years later than u, i from bedok reservoir previously.. i think my mam quarrelled with my dad over matters of relationship, bcos i'm staying near to my uncle, an irritating fool at that time, i guess my parents decided to resolve this issue and move to another area, still in singapore of course! but further from my uncle house,,,,,, i admit.. i dun have a happy childhood unlike most of you out there, ur born witha silver spoon, u got what you want which u just had to pester, whine, throw tantrum around, ur parents will gave you what you want immediately....Originally posted by sinicker:hey i'm frm a superb neighbourhood which has won the World Habitat Award frm the United Nations and i stay at a flat in tampines st 21. there are 2 shopping complex in tamp ctrl alone(like which other town has TWO shopping centres side by side??) and a business hub. err.. the pissness hub is Pavilion ah?
i love tampines! my hse so near ctrl. nvr moved house since 1987.
i don't...
i got a hard life....
theres no 700 series flats, no mall, no square at that time, and hey we still lack 600 series flats(maybe government's board next plan to build..... only 800 series flat witha poor-equiped park anda few bicycle tracks.
then it underwent major developments and evoluted to todays 'world', so hence todays AIA buildings, Ntuc income, telepark, cpf building or whatever deemed possible by our 'beloved' government....
i used to fly kites, play marbles, riding bicycle over the polytechnic's stretch of sand & asphalt road, tpoly was not even raised yet!
nowadays, where got kids playing marble?, wheres the kite flying activities...
nowadays kids very very very fortunate, most of them got a cellular at very young age, my firstcomputer is still with me, 8 years old, before that i dun even got a message pager(i rmember the thats a trend at that time)...
i bathed withouta hot shower or a water heater...... i dun think i need them now even though i can afford to install them........ i got my beer -
ohh.. icic. i 4got to say i was born in 1987!
maybe blocks 600+ is the plot of land bounded by ave 5, 6, 7 and 9 facing the mosque? under construction(slowly) already mah.
yeah, last time no tampines mall and century sq, always go blk 201 or blks 821-829 that area. i even have photos taken out of my window showing a super vast area of trees where now stands blocks 500+/700+. -
dun be like my malaysian low educated 40 years old ex- GY colleague like that kena retrench think very happy work 7 yrs get 7 years package when other diploma holder work only 2 years plus notice pay and earned annnual leave get about the same amount also hahahahahahha wadda joke
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life goes on
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old enough to not depend on your parent anymoreOriginally posted by Lord Nuclear:most of my class mates, previously known, i dun think thy recognise me any more......... have a diploma at least.......someof the smart one will go for a degree, or maybe further......only me still olevel leh, but not making things worst, i got a friend working in cisco as an auxillary police officer, nothin intimidating and also NOT meant to boast about his position in this government sector........ a small police rank which i think most malaysians possessed, they all earn better, much better than me......... i 'm always out of jobs or doing temp stuff too OFTEN! shit , now my mam dun want to fund me anymore on my expense or even a education fees for me to further my studies.............i'm on my own now.............. -
Well lord nuclear, in all frankness, i could only suggest that you should really think hard and decide what you want to do now that you realise that your peers are way ahead of you in building a life for themselves.
Would you want to take the same paths that they have chosen ? A diploma course ? A career with cisco or the army ? Is the path that you have taken something that you believe that is worth all the trouble and worth your energy ? Would you become a stronger, smarter and more experienced person out of this ?
I was preparing to plan out for my life, ever since i went into a polytechnic course i didn't like. And i even decided that even if i failed my course (Use your 'O' levels as a stepping stone) , i would use my 'O' levels as a stepping stone and build my life from there and perhaps go back to poly to take another course i want.
The good thing is that i graduated from my course and i am now destressing myself and enjoying the small beautiful details of life.
Lord nuclear, i hope that you would find your own inspiration to build your life and make good of all the experiences that you had and will come across. Remember as long as you live and breathe, you would always stand a chance.