Do You Ever Have Suicidal Thoughts And Plans..
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*Suidical
When you feel all alone but theres nobody to talk to
When your strength to hold on is totally maxed out
When you cannot see the future anymore
When no one seems to care
Have you had times when you actually plan how to leave -
during sec 3, i was given responsibilities for 2 ccas, had to study and do homework alongside lots of cca activities.
My officer called me regarding cca camp, i diam diam in the background crying LOL , after he realised i think he felt very guilty. That day i got so much work that i felt hopeless, i look at the window and really thought that if i jump its a very easy solution to end it all.
When u are at ur limits, its really possible to have such thoughts going around in ur mind, u want to find teh easiest way out.
Well lucky i didnt jump
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when i was in the army......
glad i didn't ;et the government/policy-makers do me
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yeah. when life has no directions.
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why life has no direction becum suicidal? depression?
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i did so many evil things i wonder why i haven't jump yet..
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cos u have no aims in life, out of school, nothing to do, staying is not productive to anyone, might as well die then no need to worry, and hopefully ppl will move on and dun have to worry bout u anymore.Originally posted by Kawazoe:why life has no direction becum suicidal? depression? -
wah very depressing if lidat, ur description like fit those abandoned elderly ppl. But i got a feeling my 30s will start feelign lidat, frens one by one marry and dun care bout u anymore
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me too...Originally posted by Kawazoe:wah very depressing if lidat, ur description like fit those abandoned elderly ppl. But i got a feeling my 30s will start feelign lidat, frens one by one marry and dun care bout u anymore -
Hmmm... how do one feel depression?.....sometimes i feel the breakdown in me...but i dunno whether tats depression or not..
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i think depression is quite a serious term. Sometimes u just feel very down, dat one still mild. I always think that depression is almost the same level as suicidal, issit true to an extent?
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yeah. somewhat. depression can motivate u to procure materials that can help u suicide, then ish only a matter of when and where u wan to die nia~Originally posted by Kawazoe:i think depression is quite a serious term. Sometimes u just feel very down, dat one still mild. I always think that depression is almost the same level as suicidal, issit true to an extent?
u also tend to do things u normally won't, like, gamble ur life away, cut or harm urself, deny or look down on urself, dun wish for others to show care or concern for u etc. it just spirals downwards lor. -
for me is i tend to binge when i depressed, but luckily i oni depressed a few times before
i also experienced the symptom where i wish nobody showed me any concern, but then that one is becoz i was obsessed with depressing music at that time.
Oh let me introduce a band with very depressing music : L'arc-en-ciel
so beautifully depressing i can't get enuff of it -
At least not now...
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whoa. depressing music....Originally posted by Kawazoe:for me is i tend to binge when i depressed, but luckily i oni depressed a few times before
i also experienced the symptom where i wish nobody showed me any concern, but then that one is becoz i was obsessed with depressing music at that time.
Oh let me introduce a band with very depressing music : L'arc-en-ciel
so beautifully depressing i can't get enuff of it
i prefer the opposite e.g. DJ Rad "Come Home", those Ah Beng Ah Lian, dance kind of love songs that is different from what i'll be feeling at that time de. -
depression is long term feeling sad/angry/frustrated and the feelings do not go away, day after day its the same feelings, thats depression, and thzts very jialat.Originally posted by mhcampboy:Hmmm... how do one feel depression?.....sometimes i feel the breakdown in me...but i dunno whether tats depression or not..
sometimes I see some morons little things also cry and moan say "depressed, blahblahblah" go to hell pussies. -
Pardon me, I'm new.
What is the most depressing situation that usually happens in singapore ? I mean, it doesn't make sense to me about this depression things. I think you had a beautiful city, beautiful ppl (women, men, oldmen, youngman), best environment, good govt (i guess
), etc... and you should be grateful for that.
Cheer up. We're all young and can make alot of difference.
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Heheh for other people? Plenty
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gt.
but no plans. -
Yeah. Especially when I was dumped.
LOL.
Only thing stopping me was that I haven't had my teaspoon of Beluga caviar. -
Never before.Originally posted by snobbish:*Suidical
When you feel all alone but theres nobody to talk to
When your strength to hold on is totally maxed out
When you cannot see the future anymore
When no one seems to care
Have you had times when you actually plan how to leave
Always had someone to talk to. If there is no one, I talk to my pets
Before my strength is maxed out, I ask for help
Maybe my future haven't really been dim enough before
Somebody cares always
Or maybe I'm just positive -
If and when you simply cannot cope anymore, do like all desktop computers - HANG!Originally posted by Kawazoe:during sec 3, i was given responsibilities for 2 ccas, had to study and do homework alongside lots of cca activities.
My officer called me regarding cca camp, i diam diam in the background crying LOL , after he realised i think he felt very guilty. That day i got so much work that i felt hopeless, i look at the window and really thought that if i jump its a very easy solution to end it all.
When u are at ur limits, its really possible to have such thoughts going around in ur mind, u want to find teh easiest way out.
Well lucky i didnt jump -
If you are happily living your life there is no reason why you would want to die.
If you are unhappy, the reason is "internal" in your "mind" rather than external...
Why do I say that? There are people with much worse "external" circumstances than you but they do not harbour suicidal thoughts and are in fact happily living their lives.
The wrong answer? Religion...
Religion by itself is meaningless... there are many religious organisations that does not relieve you of your problems.
The right answer? Founders of religion...
That is to say, learn for yourself what the founders of the religion taught rather than what the religious organisations are currently teaching.
Is it possible that religious organisations do not teach what the founders taught?
Yes, look at NKF under Durai... 90% of donations are not spent directly on the "patients."
This is just one of the myriad of possible reasons. -
casino_king is right again.
But undeniably, we are living our lives towards an unknown ending.
I find myself wondering; we struggle so hard to make a living, achieve all that we can achieve within our ability or beyond our abilities, and in the end, we inevitably EXPIRE. All for what?
Of course, I'm not meaning to advocate negative or pessimistic thinking here. But rather, stare at the harsh reality of human existence.
Personally, I'm living my life, with my mind's eye set on gradually "letting go" of things in life and in this world that is all so temporary. However by this, I DO NOT imply that in death, do we find absolute permanence or eternal being. In fact, I doubt that, as well as the existence of heaven or hell, simply because NO ONE in human history has EVER proven their existence.
But one thing is certain, HELL, can be life on Earth if you allow it to become. -
You can call it self delusions if you want to but many people by Faith (not evidence) believe that they will indeed go to "heaven."Originally posted by ShutterBug:casino_king is right again.
But undeniably, we are living our lives towards an unknown ending.
Personally, I'm living my life, with my mind's eye set on gradually "letting go" of things in life and in this world that is all so temporary. However by this, I DO NOT imply that in death, do we find absolute permanence or eternal being. In fact, I doubt that, as well as the existence of heaven or hell, simply because NO ONE in human history has EVER proven their existence.
Each religion, whether Hinduism, Buddhism or Christianity have their own "way" to get to "heaven."
The Buddhist's "heaven" and the Taoist's "heaven" are very different places.
Even Catholic Christian heaven and Protestent Christian heaven are different.
I missed out as you rightly pointed out, an atheist concept of "heaven." In your case a gradually "letting go"
A gradual acceptance that things are not permanent and at the end of it we die, sayonara... for ever.
That would be a most attractive alternative if all there is to "religion" is "heaven" after we all die.
Yet that is not the case. The teaching of the founders of religion emphasised the effectiveness of their teaching for daily living.
The religious organisations sell "heaven" after their adherents die because, this way, they are not held accountable.
When Buddha taught Buddhism, he did not sell a "hereafter heaven" but achieving "heaven" on earth.
When Jesus taught about entering into the Kingdom of Heaven; also said that He was talking about earthly things.