dun take things too seriously.
it isnt.attached can break
married can divorce
remarry, still can divorce
got children, can send to orphanage
countless couples say "i luv u forever". but how many are actually TOGETHER forever?

its a game. some games are harder than others... and some stages in the game are meant to test your current abilities. difficulty depends on how desirable the game is to men.
hint: make her "feel" good, because that is how women make decisions.
it'd help if u have a lot more confidence.
due to the primitive nature of the human mind, because we havent evolved much from our cave men ancestors, females like alpha males. not bloody inconfident POS losers.
alpha males are leaders of men (turn on) who lead (turn on) and make decisions (turn on).
NOT
inconfident (turn off), cannot make decisions (turn off), that all the men make fun of (turn off).
no one wants to be with a loser. can u imagine wat her frens would say in front of her and behind her back?

if u r feeling so insecure at the moment, i think u will lose this game for being too possessive. but its ok.
pick up a few more games and play. once u r more confident, u can go back to this game. because
nothing is forever; just because she said no the other time doesnt mean she'll say no the next time after u've improved.
in the end, it doesnt matter at all.