Everyone has a secret deep inside their heart.
It may be a one-sided affair youÂ’ve developed you first know that person. That someone whom you liked the very first moment you saw him/her.
You began to look forward to see the one you secretly admire.
Is he happy today? Is she prettier than yesterday?
Then you asked yourself,
“When are you going to let the person know your feelings?”
You paused and hesitated because you donÂ’t know how that person will react when you confess. You didnÂ’t have the confidence that you will be loved as much.
Will it spur the end of a beautiful friendship?
That person might not talk to you again.
Something you cherish and meant a lot to you.
You secretly looked at the person again.
You decided not to let him/her know about your feelings.
You decide to keep in all within yourself.
Nobody other than you will know of this tiny secret.
You literally tore open your heart and dug deep, very deep.
To find a place deep inside your heart and keep this secret forever.
Safely locked till eternity.
Then you realized that person too have someone in mind.
You felt hurt when that person came for your advice because you were his/her best opposite sex friend.
You realized that the most hurtful in the world is to help that person you secretly loved to chase after someone he/she likes.
Every time you see the both of them together, you will feel as if the whole is currently crushing on you.
You even cried in the night, when you are all alone and thereÂ’s no one there to comfort you.
You tried to hide yourself from that person because you are afraid that one day you might just cry in front of him/her.
The saddest part comes when you finally learned that both of them are together. You have to act as if nothing happened as the both of them behaving sweetly in front of you.
All the tears dried, your heart broken and slowly healed.
And finally you tell yourself in the mist of pain and heartache,
“What will happen if you had confessed? Will the two of you be together?”
This is Love, Secretly and Sadly.
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