i think i have a problem with myself - btw the chair n comp

• Hot Salad

  3 Jan 10, 20:22

  short intro...

   

  well i'm 22 this year...i just ORD from NS in Sep. After i ord, got a job in an event management co. since my friend recommended me. But lotsa manual labor to do n it was quite stressful, n i didn't really liked it, so i quit after bout a month.
  
  Then i slacked around till now. Still unsure if i should further my studies locally or get a full time job. My parents will only sponsor bout half or less for my school fees.
  
  Anyway i always like to wear feminine clothings secretly in the confines of my bedroom since my poly school days...n imagined i'm a woman. But i didn't crossdressed too often coz there was always many projects, assignments, exams to study, n therefore schoolwork probably distracted me, haha. Which is a good thing actually
  
  Anyway, since i ORD in sep n left the company since nov...i have been pretty much doing nothing at home. Decided to take a break ever since. Still in the midst of deciding whether to further my studies or work.
  
  With so much free time in my hands, i naturally crossdressed, since its a diehard hobby of mine. LOL. My parents n elder sister r always at work, n so i delved deeper into my feminine self.
  
  And now it seems i have dived deeper into the pit of femininity n it seems to be no turning back. My god...feeling quite confused now.
  
  And another thing was, 2 months ago, i lied to my sister that my church needed donations of old clothings for the poor in other countries. Lol n behold she empties her wardrobe n purged more than half of the clothes she doesn't want to wear.
  
  I lied that i'm gonna haul them all to the church, but then actually i gone thru the clothes n kept about half of it. I kept those nice ones. Some r like brand new...i don't understand why woman have to buy so much clothes which they hardly wear.
  
  So i'm actually crossdressing in my elder sister's old clothes..yeah they fit pretty well, thank god i have a lean figure n my sister is about a female size M. Lots of singlet n spaghetti tank tops, minishorts n skirts. clubbing dresses, some formal office wear.

  Yeah but i had to buy my own female shoes since my sister's size 7 shoes doesn't fit my humongous size 9s.
  
  And for the rest of the unwanted clothings, i conveniently dumped them at the salvation army. yeah i belong to a church but after i enterred ns, i stop going n have not contacted my church mates ever since.
  
  n when i crossdressed in my sister's old clothes, i feel kinda guilty. She thinks she had donated her unwanted clothings for a good cause, but actually i m wearing them.
  
  some nights i have nightmares about my sister n parents finding out the dirty habit of mine. N one episode of the nightmares has her screaming over me for putting on her clothes n asking why have i gone to such a state.
  
  This is scary shit.

• dkcx

  3 Jan 10, 20:26

  Sounds more like AA topic and why do so many guys like to cross dress... This is like the 3rd guy over the past year?

  It would be best you can stop cross dressing by your own free will if not consider going for counselling to get some help. It would be better than letting your family or future girl friend find out and create more trouble for you.

• Bigcable22

  3 Jan 10, 20:30

  Thx man sch reopens tomorrow this really helps in lifting my mood...

• kcockicht

  3 Jan 10, 20:31

  nothing wrong if you cross dress openly. something fishy ifyou cross dress secretly. open up be yourself. cross dress and go let the world know by standing by the road. let your paretns and sisters know.

   

  need photographer let me know i help you snap snap. there are also lots of cosplay crossplayiny. you can join them and croosplay crossdress until you happy. but whether some the crossplayer actually like it that way i don't know.

   

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• Mr Milo

  3 Jan 10, 20:33

   

  TS,

  what made u cross dress?

  pls seek help

   

• MyPillowTalks

  3 Jan 10, 20:34

  I am not a professional advisor, but logically thinking, you need to reassure yourself that you are a male

  Keep thinking that you need to find yourself a girlfriend and take care of her.
  
  Try to occupy yourself with other thoughts when u want to crossdress or when u start to think like a female

  What your brain thinks will help and harm you. Now that you are aware of your problem, make it like an alarm in your subconcious mind that everytime you think of being a female, force yourself to stop thinking, and replace it with things man tend to do usually like fixing a computer, playing first person shooter game

   Having a nightmare about this may mean that your brain is aware of this, and know it isnt right, and want a change.

  When u sleep at night, think about being a man rather than a girl

• skythewood

  3 Jan 10, 20:37

  cross dress urges have cure. Just look at how ugly you are when you cross dress

   

  

   

  

• kcockicht

  3 Jan 10, 20:38

  wha this thread rocks got peektures

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• Detached

  4 Jan 10, 00:21

  Lol..

  The first thing that came into my mind after reading TS' post was "what the fuck"..

  Seek professional help, TS.

• noahnoah

  4 Jan 10, 00:24

   

  Times are bad....

  that even have to share clothes

  among different sexes

• deathmaster

  4 Jan 10, 05:21

  time to go for a sex change it seems

• kcockicht

  4 Jan 10, 06:40

  i think may be clone of audrey aaroon lim chee bao

• Mr Milo

  4 Jan 10, 08:37

   

  TS, pcc on a regular basis to assure u are a male

  look at pornography and FHM magazines