I wake up ... ('0')it's time...Haiz
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Thinking back...I was reminded of those happy and sad memories which i been through...Full of regretful,sillyness which refer to sadness...Full of joyous,noises which refer to happiness...How i wish i could return to the life that i once lead in the past !
In my life...I believe that the one who really make me happy is my ex...The girl i love most !Ever since Fate decided that this is the answer and the end !She disappear !Nowhere to contact her,nowhere to find her...I found pain in whatever i do since that happens...Useless bum is what i describe myself...Thing i done alway seem to be the opposite...4 yrs of suffering although i much fortunate than people frm other country...Got places to sleep,food to eat !
Till now...The pain still exists in my heart !Although found a new target !But i know it's impossible no matter how patience or sincere that i try to be in my heart especially when she dun give a chances !
This is not me who wan to think...Neither did i had the time to think...
Most people will try to be busy when they encounter problem to keep them from thinking !
For me : i dun think it's help me any further...It's will still bother me in my mind and heart when i was busy !Thus inviting others to 'Bui Song' with me !
I strongly believe that once a wrong move had been made !That's the end no matter how u wan to correct it...It's till the same...
Thinking back really let me realise there many other thing that i can do now or in the future...I plan to go italy or other country...Learn some experience...Maybe starting a italian restaurant in singapore(hehe)some example or maybe go to singer road(not easy)...Some sort like this !What i wish to change myself is changing of habit !
I would like to correct myself from thinking too much about problem that not suppose to be in my mind and started thinking more useful to open my mouth and my action in doing things !That the way i should be...In fact,that's the past of me !
Want to do all those thing that i use to do...A lots !
I already realise alot of thing and more mature as time pass by !
This is my way of thinking now...Hope i can do it in action too !
Wish me a Success in leading a healthy life !
No more Sick life please !
I can do it !
Good Luck to those who had problem...
Let's work hard together !
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jia you
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How I wish I could wake up too... Guess it's hurting deep down and I still can't get over the pain..
Do agree that it's time to wake up ....
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i haven really tot of something which i regret deeply.....
is it normal or am i juz not matured and old enuff?
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gd to u 
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u tink too much liao lar....
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like my singature say : Life goes on even when life goes wrongOriginally posted by startrightnow:Thinking back...I was reminded of those happy and sad memories which i been through...Full of regretful,sillyness which refer to sadness...Full of joyous,noises which refer to happiness...How i wish i could return to the life that i once lead in the past !
In my life...I believe that the one who really make me happy is my ex...The girl i love most !Ever since Fate decided that this is the answer and the end !She disappear !Nowhere to contact her,nowhere to find her...I found pain in whatever i do since that happens...Useless bum is what i describe myself...Thing i done alway seem to be the opposite...4 yrs of suffering although i much fortunate than people frm other country...Got places to sleep,food to eat !
Till now...The pain still exists in my heart !Although found a new target !But i know it's impossible no matter how patience or sincere that i try to be in my heart especially when she dun give a chances !
This is not me who wan to think...Neither did i had the time to think...
Most people will try to be busy when they encounter problem to keep them from thinking !
For me : i dun think it's help me any further...It's will still bother me in my mind and heart when i was busy !Thus inviting others to 'Bui Song' with me !
I strongly believe that once a wrong move had been made !That's the end no matter how u wan to correct it...It's till the same...
Thinking back really let me realise there many other thing that i can do now or in the future...I plan to go italy or other country...Learn some experience...Maybe starting a italian restaurant in singapore(hehe)some example or maybe go to singer road(not easy)...Some sort like this !What i wish to change myself is changing of habit !
I would like to correct myself from thinking too much about problem that not suppose to be in my mind and started thinking more useful to open my mouth and my action in doing things !That the way i should be...In fact,that's the past of me !
Want to do all those thing that i use to do...A lots !
I already realise alot of thing and more mature as time pass by !
This is my way of thinking now...Hope i can do it in action too !
Wish me a Success in leading a healthy life !
No more Sick life please !
I can do it !
Good Luck to those who had problem...
Let's work hard together ! -
u tooOriginally posted by Ralliart_Ray:jia you -
say is easier than get it doneOriginally posted by mylow:How I wish I could wake up too... Guess it's hurting deep down and I still can't get over the pain..
Do agree that it's time to wake up .... -
Originally posted by rain_tree:i haven really tot of something which i regret deeply.....
is it normal or am i juz not matured and old enuff? -
why so many type of facesOriginally posted by Si|verGer: gd to u 
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white hair keep growingOriginally posted by milkshake:u tink too much liao lar.... -
bygones be bygones, maybe u realise what this sentence mean?Originally posted by rain_tree:i haven really tot of something which i regret deeply.....
is it normal or am i juz not matured and old enuff? -
It's easier said than done ...
but u got to try somewhere n somehow ...
nv say give up .... -
heheOriginally posted by startrightnow: 
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Suddenly everyone is so emotional lately... *yawn*
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yeah.... juz always think twice b4 doing anything can liao.... and when in relationships... always stop and take a step back and look at the big picture... are u neglecting her/him or whether she/he is unhappy recently.... or whether things u argue abt recently is neccessary... imagine the whole relationship is broken up juz becuz of an arguement u raised.... is it worth it anot.... tats some rules i stick by loh.... so till now.... i dun think i got things to regretOriginally posted by milkshake:bygones be bygones, maybe u realise what this sentence mean? -
in love life u r like a bus driver.... there r many sto where by u pick up ppl.... but nt many will follow u to the terminal..
although some paid the full fare but will drop aft a few stops... some pay a little amt but who noes... she follow u all the wat to the terminals?
it a cum n go thing....take it easy no matter wat u hv to reah the terminal...be it there is or there is no passenger.... -
yaya especially me haizzzzzzzz........................Originally posted by xavier1979:Suddenly everyone is so emotional lately... *yawn*
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wad u say is v meaningful i will rem it thanxs!Originally posted by zacken99:in love life u r like a bus driver.... there r many sto where by u pick up ppl.... but nt many will follow u to the terminal..
although some paid the full fare but will drop aft a few stops... some pay a little amt but who noes... she follow u all the wat to the terminals?
it a cum n go thing....take it easy no matter wat u hv to reah the terminal...be it there is or there is no passenger.... -
i gt it afer many many year of sad exp......Originally posted by Si|verGer:wad u say is v meaningful i will rem it thanxs! -
oic sorry abt it den i shld say luv is like onions..... coz in the end wad u get is tears....Originally posted by zacken99:i gt it afer many many year of sad exp...... -
gd tat after tat u learn something from it and still can smile and look back.....Originally posted by zacken99:i gt it afer many many year of sad exp...... -
how come...Thought u alway happy mood 1...Care to share anot !Originally posted by Si|verGer:yaya especially me haizzzzzzzz........................ -
mmmmmmmmm............ looks like i am not the onlly person that finds making oneself busy is useless....... but life still goes onOriginally posted by startrightnow:Thinking back...I was reminded of those happy and sad memories which i been through...Full of regretful,sillyness which refer to sadness...Full of joyous,noises which refer to happiness...How i wish i could return to the life that i once lead in the past !
In my life...I believe that the one who really make me happy is my ex...The girl i love most !Ever since Fate decided that this is the answer and the end !She disappear !Nowhere to contact her,nowhere to find her...I found pain in whatever i do since that happens...Useless bum is what i describe myself...Thing i done alway seem to be the opposite...4 yrs of suffering although i much fortunate than people frm other country...Got places to sleep,food to eat !
Till now...The pain still exists in my heart !Although found a new target !But i know it's impossible no matter how patience or sincere that i try to be in my heart especially when she dun give a chances !
This is not me who wan to think...Neither did i had the time to think...
Most people will try to be busy when they encounter problem to keep them from thinking !
For me : i dun think it's help me any further...It's will still bother me in my mind and heart when i was busy !Thus inviting others to 'Bui Song' with me !
I strongly believe that once a wrong move had been made !That's the end no matter how u wan to correct it...It's till the same...
Thinking back really let me realise there many other thing that i can do now or in the future...I plan to go italy or other country...Learn some experience...Maybe starting a italian restaurant in singapore(hehe)some example or maybe go to singer road(not easy)...Some sort like this !What i wish to change myself is changing of habit !
I would like to correct myself from thinking too much about problem that not suppose to be in my mind and started thinking more useful to open my mouth and my action in doing things !That the way i should be...In fact,that's the past of me !
Want to do all those thing that i use to do...A lots !
I already realise alot of thing and more mature as time pass by !
This is my way of thinking now...Hope i can do it in action too !
Wish me a Success in leading a healthy life !
No more Sick life please !
I can do it !
Good Luck to those who had problem...
Let's work hard together !
....sad as it maybe , hopeless as it seems , life still passes by day by day ..... nd for me i found a book that helped to lessen the pain ........ if you wanna give to book a try i can email you the soft copy just leave me ur email address