say u happened to know a gal abt 2 mths ago, and u hit off very well. lots of things to chat abt and was clear to each other that both of u r of a friendship status, purely platonic kind.
and then when u least expected, she gave hints that she's interested in u.
for most guys, if u r unattached, and the girl is good-looking and has a pleasant personality, u will jump right into it, right?
well, u might think it's my luck coming, but i'm juz not ready for a relationship. she didnt explicitly tell her interest, but i can sense her hints over a phonecall.
but still, i wasnt 100% sure. maybe i was too paranoid which i could have mistaken her words for hints of interest.
if i tell her that i'm not interested and she wasnt hinting at all, it could create a very embarrassing and awkward situation for both of us.
if she's really hinting and i juz keep silent, i'm afraid that she'll go deeper and deeper until it becomes difficult for her to pull back.
if she's really hinting and i tell her i'm not interested, i'm afraid that i might hurt her. she's good-looking and pleasant, and i'm sure she has no lack of suitors, will it affect her self-confidence?
i really treasure the friendship and hope to stay in this way.
arrgghhh.... i juz missed my 3rd prize in 4D, and now this...
