Lately because of New Year and also Chinese New Year.......I have been having problem sleeping.....because I have been reflecting on my life......thinking about my life.....
I feel unhappy about my life because I feel there are some things unmet and unfulfilled....
I think I am too ugly.
This has caused problems with me such as me cramping up (too shy)
Even when I go cycling at the beach, always 99% of the time, girls would make comments that my dog is cute "look the dog is so cuuute".....but they never say that I look cute.....so I lose to my dog......
What to do, my dog is more handsome than me and can attract girls better than me.
So after much thinking and reflecting, I dont wanna waste more time and more years, I have decided I must become a beach hunk.
Now I cannot go shirtless at the beach because I am too skinny, no muscles.
So I have decided I must start a bodybuilding routine......
Lately I have looked at bodybuilding forums and websites and YouTube videos. It seems more complicated than I expected. Because this thing requires a lot of self-discipline, and unfortunately I dont think I have it.
I want to do it but I dont think I have the self-discipline for it.
I really regret it....I have fallen down so much.....actually when I was younger I was quite fit, at one time I was the fastest student of my entire cohort in 100m sprint. True story.
But now as I become older, I dont have the drive and the determination to make myself fit. I just dont.
:(
I really feel I must do something about my body (because Im too skinny) and I wanna start bodybuilding programme and finally have a solution for my psychological issues.....but the path from here to there is not obvious.......I mean it's obvious but it's not obvious that I can do it due to my lack of self-discipline.....
What can I do...?
Anybody here is a bodybuilder...?
How did u get started and how did u maintain self-discipline..?
Thank you,
Originally posted by Veggie Bao:I think I am too ugly.
More ugly than him?

Actually I wanna tell you a secret.
Other than being a Homework Forum Moderator...
I'm also.....
the moderator for Fitness & Health Corner
providing nutritional and biology related advice.
Are you a bodybuilder, friend ..?
Originally posted by Veggie Bao:Are you a bodybuilder, friend ..?
not me... but our moderators are.
Actually I also got another thing to confess.
I'm trying to lose weight by applying the advice from the forum. It's pretty useful, do that a look. There are quite a few threads are about gaining muscle.
for a start, I don't think beach hunks masturbate using a silk skirt..
Friend, dont joke like that to me.......that one is not me..!! Take a look again, that is not my username. I never even participate in those kinda threads.
If you dont have discipline, you will never get the body u want. Not just the discpline on your routine, I am talking about an entire life-style change.
First things first... you to skinny. BULK UP.
Its all in the mind. When you look at Arnold Schwazeneggar's poster, you will be all fired up.
Just dun get too ego like some of my friends, and constantly talk about 'aesthetics' . 'Check out my Aesthetics' .. or 'Aesthetics' = Abs and biceps and how tight thier muscles are. But its hard also. The whole point u go to gym is because u admire your body like a piece of art. And you are scultping yourself...So.. ya. lol!
Aziz Sergeyevich Shavershian, 22, who was known as "Zyzz"
To

But unfortunately he died... in a sauna of a heart attack due to a undiagnosed heart problems. Yes. At 22
So, make sure you dont rush into your routine and do a full medical checkup.
Anyways.. Zyzz still cannot beat :

:P Arnold's Aesthetics. lol