True life story believe a not

• _Aaron_

  8 Dec 04, 12:20

  don't pressure her too much lar.
  
  Its one thing to type out the events that happen, its another thing to recall. Cut her some slack..~
• foxwalk

  8 Dec 04, 12:23

  Originally posted by Canavaro:

  Whatever she does, nothing concerns you.
  
  If you don't like this story, you can just don't view it.
  
  Why don't you dig a hole and put yourself in the hole and stop bothering people?
  
  Oh yeah, please grow up and F-Off!
  
  ***WE WANT STORY***
  ***WE WANT STORY***
  ***WE WANT STORY***
  ***WE WANT STORY***
  ***WE WANT STORY***
  ***WE WANT STORY***
  ***WE WANT STORY***
  ***WE WANT STORY***
  ***WE WANT STORY***

  i will not be told what to do.
  
  f- u
• droopyeyes

  8 Dec 04, 12:49

  sigh. why everything must end up as an argument?
• applesweetgirl

  8 Dec 04, 13:00

  Originally posted by foxwalk:

  i will not be told what to do.
  
  f- u

  eh stop it lah you stupid foxwalk!!!
  can't stand you anymore leh!! come in and tok cok scold vulgar words only!
  you don't like, you don't read lah.
  sibei childish leh you.
  i assume you are a guy. it's so ungentleman to pick fights or quarrel with a girl.
  i also assume you are like 14 or 15 or 16 years old.
  GROW UP.
• _Aaron_

  8 Dec 04, 13:07

  Calm down sweet girl.. probably too sweet le, that's why never see these conflicts before. Just let them be lor, not all conflicts are bad. And besides, no point getting angry or what, then kill all your cells+grow old earlier right?
  
  Just take it easy~
• foxwalk

  8 Dec 04, 13:12

  Originally posted by applesweetgirl:

  eh stop it lah you stupid foxwalk!!!
  can't stand you anymore leh!! come in and tok cok scold vulgar words only!
  you don't like, you don't read lah.
  sibei childish leh you.
  i assume you are a guy. it's so ungentleman to pick fights or quarrel with a girl.
  i also assume you are like 14 or 15 or 16 years old.
  GROW UP.

  wha... do u know i was told to f-off 1st before i told the other person to f-off. and btw since u cant read english, i shd repeat: i'm not a guy (and definitely older than u). and i'm entitled to my views. and i dun even care u dun like me.
  
  bite me
  
  ps: only idiots assume.
• Shake_Spear

  8 Dec 04, 14:12

  Originally posted by kiekie:

  ** Coughz** Thanks huh.. ya, maybe u r right. There’s more to come. U might even call me a slut or unfaithful…. But I m not writing a resume, its juz tat I jot down all the past in a so call ‘diary’. I posted all the dates to keep track as well as to remind myself wat I had posted or missed so far.
  
  Mayb guys out there will feel tat I m a nonsense or wat, but as I mentioned earlier, I dun mind any –ve remarks. I mean these r my past and I found this forum a good place for me to voice out my hidden past. Cuz not every single thing tat happened n ur life u r able to confide in ur fren. Sometimes, I feel tat writing down is a good way of expressing ur thoughts and venting ur agonies.
  

  I agree, you are right about saying that you are not writing a resume. In that you would probably have your name address and others. As such, this is not a resume.
  
  I believe that some people even if they write down something, they might have the need to write it down several time before they can remembe it. It is how children are taught how to learn to read and write characters.
  
  But then I'm somehow amazed by how a person can voice out the past. I have always thought that people can voice out opinions or thoughts. May be its something new and i'm not in touch with the newest of trends. To add to that, I have heard of hidden pasts or mysteries being uncovered. I might need to learn how to "Voice a Past". Learning is a life long process and one might even learn new things on one's death bed.
  
  ...Life is a Learning process
  
• foxwalk

  8 Dec 04, 15:01

  Originally posted by Shake_Spear:

  I agree, you are right about saying that you are not writing a resume. In that you would probably have your name address and others. As such, this is not a resume.
  
  I believe that some people even if they write down something, they might have the need to write it down several time before they can remembe it. It is how children are taught how to learn to read and write characters.
  
  But then I'm somehow amazed by how a person can voice out the past. I have always thought that people can voice out opinions or thoughts. May be its something new and i'm not in touch with the newest of trends. To add to that, I have heard of hidden pasts or mysteries being uncovered. I might need to learn how to "Voice a Past". Learning is a life long process and one might even learn new things on one's death bed.
  
  ...Life is a Learning process
  

  they have a word for people who say things like "voice out my past" -- cretin.
• Canavaro

  8 Dec 04, 15:17

  Originally posted by foxwalk:

  they have a word for people who say things like "voice out my past" -- cretin.

  What's wrong with this kid?
  
  Why don't you just go to Singapore Zoo and kiss the monkey-as s?
• applesweetgirl

  8 Dec 04, 15:58

  Originally posted by foxwalk:

  wha... do u know i was told to f-off 1st before i told the other person to f-off. and btw since u cant read english, i shd repeat: i'm not a guy (and definitely older than u). and i'm entitled to my views. and i dun even care u dun like me.
  
  bite me
  
  ps: only idiots assume.

  it was meant to be sarcasm. kk.
  since you are older, perhaps you should really grow up and be more mature than me bah?
  i really don't understand why there are ppl like you who don't like what they see, and keep on returning back to give negative comments.
  she's sharing her life story and all you can give here is some respect, i think.
  
  and if i'm an idiot, i really don't know what that makes you.
• droopyeyes

  8 Dec 04, 16:40

  *sayang fox* let's not go against her okay. =)
  
  let's all keep quiet and let the main lead continue the story ba.. no matter how dramatic it is, or whatsoever, can't deny that we're intrigued to her life-story right? =)
  
  *PEACE!*
• kiekie

  8 Dec 04, 18:41

  Originally posted by foxwalk:
  
  anyway, she ain't having a problem that she needs help in aunt agony. she shd open her own forum and call it "self indulgence" or "bragging" or whatever!
  
  too cheap and bimbo to use a webblog. air things when they shd be aired. guess your little bimbo head is too simple to comprehend something as simple as this. anyway i'm not a guy. look who's talking thru her hat now. (anyway yours is too big for your head)
  
  Wat a way to describe me huh, thanks anyway. But dun u tink ur descriptions is overpoWDERED??? I m not going to care wat u said abt my head whether be it little bimbo or watever, wasting my time talking to a bull.
  
  Pls lah, YOU R REALLY ridiculous, childish and petty. I really pity ur the partner(wondering if u ever had one or even now).
  
  Go ahead and rant and hurl all ur vulgarities, u r doing this to claim that u r so innocent? that i had wronged u? haha, so funny!
  
  and fyi, "pot calling the kettle black" means u r just as black as me. dun use idioms when u r too simple minded for that.
  
  I admitted i was, cuz i wasn't able to be level headed when i read ur posting against me!
  
  Dare to curse people den now y dun dare to admit? U mean u r right then ok loh.
  
  I dun care if u r a male or female, it doesn't serve any difference to me.
  If u can't take it, its not my concern.
  
  viewers have their own eyes to see and read.
  
  
• kiekie

  8 Dec 04, 18:51

  Originally posted by Shake_Spear:
  
  I agree, you are right about saying that you are not writing a resume. In that you would probably have your name address and others. As such, this is not a resume.
  
  I believe that some people even if they write down something, they might have the need to write it down several time before they can remembe it. It is how children are taught how to learn to read and write characters.
  
  But then I'm somehow amazed by how a person can voice out the past. I have always thought that people can voice out opinions or thoughts. May be its something new and i'm not in touch with the newest of trends. To add to that, I have heard of hidden pasts or mysteries being uncovered. I might need to learn how to "Voice a Past". Learning is a life long process and one might even learn new things on one's death bed.
  
  ...Life is a Learning process
  
  they have a word for people who say things like "voice out my past" -- cretin.
  
  Hi foxwalk, i know u rhave a problem wif me, so scold me alone will do, u dun have to scold others who support my opinions and blame pple.
  
  And pls leh, dun think ur Ang mo good; u r every pro la, say ppl cretin, i dun tink u cud be any better. Pls check out wat is cretin b4 u post it up. I think ur head muz be sot sot...
• Ayla

  8 Dec 04, 18:56

  Come on gals, cool it...
  
  I've always felt that a forum is for everyone to point out their views, list out their perceptions in life, vent out their anger or even share their problems or happiness with all. Isn't that a good thing?
  
  Everyone has their rights to comment on whatever they like...
  
  Fox, you have your rights to point out your opinions,
  
  and
  
  Kiekie, you have the courage to share your story with us...
  
  But, you all shouldn't be fighting after you've got your rights!!!
  
  Whatever it is, I hope that the 2 of you can calm down... Fox, let Kiekie finish her story ba... And Kiekie, you have to accept whatever negative remarks the forumnites gives here, because human thinks differently. Try to think in a different perception and you will see the picture...
  
  Juz my 2 cents worth of opinion... Sorry if I've offended anyone...
• kiekie

  8 Dec 04, 19:17

  To see things in another perception
  
  ya perhaps if i really had been killed by my bf, then foxwalk should become a prophet. Fox cud really foretell.
  
  Anyway thanks for the great advices everyone.
  
  I will stop debating now, I cud understand fox feelings as he/she felt outraged tat so many of u r siding me. Ok la, let's make it a point to stop ok...
  
  I didnt use vulgarities to defend for myself as i dun tink tat's the right way to win a debate, moreover i m not trying to win anythin or to gain any symphathy. I juz felt tat fox, u should have at least feel a little remorseful for cursing me to death.
  
  Anyway, they r all past, forget it. Keep ur cool.
• kiekie

  8 Dec 04, 23:34

  When J(the guy who I knew outside Mc Donald) and I were together, I nv guess tat he already had a gf. It was only when I told him tat my ex bf calledÂ… then he blurred out everytin..
  
  My ex called, telling me tat he had been hospitalized ever since he met me at the kopitiam. No wonder he nv contact me at all, I should have known tat something was wrong, but I was too carried away wif my own freedom.
  
  when I learnt abt his accident, I duno whether to believe him anot cuz I wasnÂ’t sure wat was up his sleeves again. He used to do all sorts if things tat made me xin ruan. Was it one of his plot? My mind was very perturbed and canÂ’t help feeling tat I should be partly responsible for his mishap on the other hand.
  
  I told the J the truth tat I wanted to visit my ex; one is to prove tat heÂ’s not lying and also to see how was he.(cuz if he really had a mishap, I wud feel very guilty for my whole life)
  
  That was when J became agitated and took out a neoprint from his wallet. It was a neoprint of a lady. Initially, I felt weird but when I heard from him tat the lady was in fact her gf, my jaws dropped wide. I cudnÂ’t believed my ears and I was like totally shut off for tat split second!
  
  I didnÂ’t demand any explanation from him as in y he nv tell me he got a gf; cuz I knew he wud definitely say its because I didnÂ’t ask him in the beginning. I felt like a fool, how I hope tat I cud die of heart attack at tat time. Sometimes, I trusted pple too easily without having any doubts; I hated myself for being foolish.
  
• foxwalk

  8 Dec 04, 23:55

  yawns
• kiekie

  9 Dec 04, 00:01

  J was in fact 10yrs older than me. He definitely has his way of wooing girls. B4 I learnt tat he has a gf, I knew he was very flirt, he always like to tease the girls and even admitted to me tat he had a one night stand outside(when we were a pair).
  
  I was furious of coz, but I tot well at least he was honest enuff to own up. So I forgave him..Love is blind. We still continued to be together even thou I knew he has a gf of 6yrs and the lady was a Malaysian. Even thou they cohabited, he seldom brings her out. Even b4 he knew me.
  
  All his frenz knew abt it but nobody gave me the slightest hint tat he was attached. We went out almost everynite to chiong, eat supper and stay till dawn then we went home. I know why, becuz they r buddies. When J told them tat I already knew abt his gf, they were stunned tat I cud accept it.
  
  AS time passes, I was really in a dilemma.. I duno wat I should do next even thou I know its impossible to between us. I love him, I can say. But y???? y muz heaven play such a joke on me? If I had knew tat he was attached, I wud nv become the 3rd party, I swear I swear I swearÂ….
  
  I tried to leave, but I cudnÂ’t.
  
• foxwalk

  9 Dec 04, 00:04

  Originally posted by kiekie:

  Originally posted by Shake_Spear:
  
  I agree, you are right about saying that you are not writing a resume. In that you would probably have your name address and others. As such, this is not a resume.
  
  I believe that some people even if they write down something, they might have the need to write it down several time before they can remembe it. It is how children are taught how to learn to read and write characters.
  
  But then I'm somehow amazed by how a person can voice out the past. I have always thought that people can voice out opinions or thoughts. May be its something new and i'm not in touch with the newest of trends. To add to that, I have heard of hidden pasts or mysteries being uncovered. I might need to learn how to "Voice a Past". Learning is a life long process and one might even learn new things on one's death bed.
  
  ...Life is a Learning process
  
  they have a word for people who say things like "voice out my past" -- cretin.
  
  Hi foxwalk, i know u rhave a problem wif me, so scold me alone will do, u dun have to scold others who support my opinions and blame pple.
  
  And pls leh, dun think ur Ang mo good; u r every pro la, say ppl cretin, i dun tink u cud be any better. Pls check out wat is cretin b4 u post it up. I think ur head muz be sot sot...

  my english is definitely better than yours and i do not need you to tell me that. i've known the word cretin for as long as you've been one.
• foxwalk

  9 Dec 04, 00:07

  Originally posted by Ayla:

  Come on gals, cool it...
  
  I've always felt that a forum is for everyone to point out their views, list out their perceptions in life, vent out their anger or even share their problems or happiness with all. Isn't that a good thing?
  
  Everyone has their rights to comment on whatever they like...
  
  Fox, you have your rights to point out your opinions,
  
  and
  
  Kiekie, you have the courage to share your story with us...
  
  But, you all shouldn't be fighting after you've got your rights!!!
  
  Whatever it is, I hope that the 2 of you can calm down... Fox, let Kiekie finish her story ba... And Kiekie, you have to accept whatever negative remarks the forumnites gives here, because human thinks differently. Try to think in a different perception and you will see the picture...
  
  Juz my 2 cents worth of opinion... Sorry if I've offended anyone...

  ayla, it's good to see that you're a fair person in here. like u've said, i merely voiced my views and exercised some sarcasm in my comment that keikei (or whatever that is) said i cursed her. i left 2 liners. those are meant to be my opinion, and i was not inciting public hate like what she did (as u can see in a couple of posts of hers)
  
  she got all riled up and tried to rile me up. i guess i lost cool and swore at her. but look closely, someone did use the f bomb on me 1st, one of her khakis.
  
  
• Shake_Spear

  9 Dec 04, 00:23

  Originally posted by Ayla:

  Come on gals, cool it...
  
  Try to think in a different perception and you will see the picture...
  
  Juz my 2 cents worth of opinion... Sorry if I've offended anyone...

  The real problem is not whether machines think but whether men do.
  B. F. Skinner
  
• kiekie

  9 Dec 04, 00:35

  Originally posted by Shake_Spear:

  The real problem is not whether machines think but whether men do.
  B. F. Skinner
  

  wat do u mean shake spear? sry.. i dun quite get it. can u kindly elaborate on it? thanks..
• kiekie

  9 Dec 04, 00:36

  Well I tink i will cut short to avoid further unnessary issues.
  
  Wan to voice out my past also canot.... make ple think tat i m bragging..?..?..
  
  His gf checked his hp msg and called me one midnight while he was already fast asleep. I was actuali sleeping too. I was shocked and felt so bad. I felt disgraced abt myself as she seemed so demure and even told me tat she is willing to leave.
  
  She said she knew tat he had a gf outside juz tat she cudn't find the way to get to the girl. Now she saw my msg to him which he had 4gotten to delete, then she decided to give me a call.
  
  Initially, i tot tat she muz be real mad and will give me a tongue lashing; she didn't.
  
  Instead she told me tat their r/s is not based on ai qing, it's based on gan qing. So its pointless if she continue to hang on.
• foxwalk

  9 Dec 04, 00:52

  Originally posted by kiekie:

  ** Coughz** Thanks huh.. ya, maybe u r right. There’s more to come. U might even call me a slut or unfaithful…. But I m not writing a resume, its juz tat I jot down all the past in a so call ‘diary’. I posted all the dates to keep track as well as to remind myself wat I had posted or missed so far.
  
  Mayb guys out there will feel tat I m a nonsense or wat, but as I mentioned earlier, I dun mind any –ve remarks. I mean these r my past and I found this forum a good place for me to voice out my hidden past. Cuz not every single thing tat happened n ur life u r able to confide in ur fren. Sometimes, I feel tat writing down is a good way of expressing ur thoughts and venting ur agonies.
  

  u din look pretty when i was sarcastic to u, and took it tt i was cursing u. it's a fine line, where fools often fall on the wrong side.
• kiekie

  9 Dec 04, 00:57

  I was traumatised by her words and realised tat i had really torn her apart. cuz I am the 1st girl she ever find out tat has the longest r/s with J.
  
  Cuz b4 me, she caught J sleepin wif another girl while she suddenly came back from M'sia. J brought the girl home tat nite and nv tot tat her gf of 6yrs wud suddenly come back in the middle of the nite.
  
  She told me she saw a pair of lady's sandals at the corridor and knew tat their r/s was hopeless. She sat in the living room crying.. and J walked out of the room after his biz wif the girl and saw her sitting at the sofa in the dark.
  
  She tot tat after the incident he wud nv bring another girl home.....
  
  She told me tat she had given J lots of chances but he nv change.
  
  Forgetting abt myself, i began to pity her.. I mean i m the 3rd party i should go to hell man, i really regretted my ............................
  
  I apologised to her and promised her tat i wud leave him.
  
  But when J found out tat she had called me, he was furious and picked up a quarrel wif her. She asked him to choose whom he preferred, but he cudn't make up a decision. So she left, she went back to M'sia.
  
  b4 she left, she called me again.
  
  She was the nicest and rarest woman in the whole universe... i mean she was too kind........
  
  She told me tat was the 1st time he cudn't make up his decision. because usually when she confronted him, he wud denied and in the end promised her to be faithful but now he didn't. He even quarrel wif her for calling me and said tat he needs time to consider who he preferred.
  
  She even told me tat if J dun have feelings for me, he wud immediately ditch me aside and go back to her. She advised me to treasure my r/s wif J and treat him well when she's not around. I was on the brink of tears when i heard tat, i mean i was so bad..... and yet She said tat i muz be a very good girl tats y J can't give me up....