Originally posted by beckboy:
ya.....i keep thinking of her...
haiz.....hard to forgot....
this few days....was like...hell....really like hell for mi...
i think these few weeks....will still be like this..
haiz.....now onli got my frends to stay around wif mi...
Hi beckboy,
I have read through your thread and have some comments for you.
Firstly, why do you keep pushing the blame to yourself? You are tired after work / NS and want to take a rest at home. She have to give you that understanding because if she says she's tired, you also understand and give her a break. It is better to rest and heck care everything than to meet up with her when you're tired and may end up quarrelling or worse, she giving you the black face because you can't concentrate on her talking.
Secondly, she wants to meet new people. That is her right to do so as she feels she is still young and she wants to look around for better choices. I suggest that in the meantime, you open your eyes and look around you. It is stupid to just wait indefinitely. Just look around with your eyes big big and wait patiently.
Sometimes, you may end up getting a pleasant surprise, more than you ever hoped for.
Regards,
SMokE
