Love story: Transition
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productivity too low... complain to boss.
why so slow???? -
... i cant wait for the next chap!!! -
Every part of the stories just seem to get shorter and shorter???
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hey Yun, do you have the shortcut to your story "dark clouds"? haven't read that one yet...
by the way it's a great story...
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takes over the story hehe....
Lighting hits guy.
guy faints.
girl gives guy kiss of love.
guys wakes up in girls arms.
fall deeply in love and kiss.
Get married and have kids.
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moving it to the top again~
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wah lau...slow production...
Where has resident Vampire Yun gone to? lack of blood...still in coffin resting? -
do u plan on finishing it?????
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Chapter 12
I felt a warm embrace.
I opened my eyes and saw Snowy hugging me. Her tears kept running furiously, like the rain which began to pour heavily. Her head was on my wet shoulder, filled with both tears and rain drops. I could see comfort in her, by releasing her suppressing emotions. Snowy tightened her embrace and this time, my arms were over her. If time could grant us permission, I would never let her go.
‘You are too good to me… but… I am not worthy…’
I am blinded by love, so blinded that I could only see the potentially good qualities in Snowy. No one is perfect, just like no one is without its merits and I chose to focus on whatÂ’s good in her.
‘You don’t understand… because you don’t… you don’t understand me…’
I want to understand Snowy, but am I given the chance to? Her words revolved around confusion and doubts. So much, in fact, I am so sure that she doesnÂ’t even understand herself. I want the chance to get to know the REAL her and make her get back to her REAL self.
‘My ex-boyfriend came to look for me the other day… and wished that I get back with him.’
This statement questioned me terribly, but I understood the meaning of happiness - even if I am out of the picture, my stand will never change. I will let her go if that brings her to greater happiness.
‘I want to accept myself… to accept you… but I am not worthy of your love because I was a RAPE victim… DO YOU UNDERSTAND?’
I couldnÂ’t reply. Shocked beyond wordsÂ… all was too sudden. Silence was prevalent.
‘Our relationship ended because of this. He never ditched me… I did because I knew always desire a virgin girlfriend since day one and from his later behavior; it’s obviously that it was an issue to him. I could see in his mind… that this psychological stigma is impossible to overcome, as much as he claims he would accept me for who I am. I HAD TO END IT… and now, when I find myself falling in love with you… he appeared, telling me that he wants to treasure me for who I am. Virginity is no longer an issue to him… but what about you? Is it fair? FOR SOMEONE WHO HAD ACCEPTED ME FOR WHO I AM… AGAINST ONE WHO DOESN’T… please… enlighten me… what should I do?’
No voice came forth. I felt her sorrow assimilating into my soul. There was a tingle of sadness and I felt salty tears in my eyes.
‘Love… is only one subject by itself. I cannot see myself with you… you are too good… and every time when you demonstrated your goodness, it reminded me of my ugliness. I cannot see myself worthy of you because it’s me. You cannot understand my mindset because you are not me. HOW MUCH EMPATHY you employ is useless because you are not me. I DON’T WANT YOU TO REGRET AND I WANT THE BEST FOR YOU… you understand?’
‘You thought’s what good for me,’ I whispered softly, ‘have you ever thought that it doesn’t matter to me?’
‘I can tell this to million of guys out there who loves me… and they will say the same thing like what you had said. BUT IS IT THE TRUTH? NOT AFFECTING YOU PERSONALLY?... the truth hurts like hell… and I never want to know the truth. I just want to tell you… I am moving house. I decide to tell you the truth because we probably will never meet again… in the same lift… we so often see each other when we were younger till now.’
‘Have you ever thought that it is you who wants to go away, not me?’
‘No…’ Snowy replied, paused for a moment as she released herself from the embrace and walked away, ‘just that in the first place… I wasn’t meant to be here.’
(To be continued...) -
Pai seh pai seh... slightly busy these period.Originally posted by StarPuppy:wah lau...slow production...
Where has resident Vampire Yun gone to? lack of blood...still in coffin resting? 
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Of course...Originally posted by spvn:do u plan on finishing it????? 
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can hav good ending anot ... mai always bad one la ... mus give encouragement to ppl reading ur post ma ... ... actually ur stories do give alot inspirations .. but ending wise we mus nt follow
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hope got a good twist at the ending ...
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*selling tissues*
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haiz.................... another sad ending... you not very optimistic rite???
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He watching vampire III la, drooling blood at ma xiao ling on the TV until not enough bloodOriginally posted by StarPuppy:wah lau...slow production...
Where has resident Vampire Yun gone to? lack of blood...still in coffin resting? -
Just curious..
guys, how many of u can accept a gf who was raped?
if no, why not? -
alot ppl like me read only nv post !! tats why u say ticket nv sell lol
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Final Chapter
It was about a year since I last saw Snowy.
She moved out of her houseÂ…disappear from my districtÂ… changed her mobile number and vanished from my life.
I did ask my mum, previously, if she knew Aunty WongÂ’s new address, but she said she doesnÂ’t even know that they had moved house. Oh manÂ… so much for market kakis.
Fate is incredible; I graduated from my course and started working part time in a music school. My job enabled me to know a lot of people and guess what? I happened to know the guy who composed the song, Tong Hua - the song we shared listening on her I-pod. And guess what? He is my junior back in secondary school days.
FateÂ… is indiscernible and completely unexplainable.
I learned that Love is so much about acceptance. Probably, she may end up with her ex-boyfriend, which I learned later, is her first love and had the relationship going for five years before a temporary breakup.
I was the intervalÂ… the transitsÂ… the commercial break - someone who doesnÂ’t belong to the actual show; just something to fill up and occupy the showÂ’s time slot.
But I was glad to be that role; at least I got to appear in the stage for a moment, before my role is no longer needed. It wasnÂ’t dump as a role; rather, my scene is over.
For that transit that is so beautifulÂ… a commercial that I never would change channel, it belong to a dream and probably best to stay like a dream.
(Names have been changed to protect identity) -
*sighz... another sad ending?
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Sometimes when words fill the world of internet, would there be a day when you have actually read and seen this familar nick, but never to know that it could be me behind the monitor screen?
How I wish I could release myself from past helplessness.
And how would you be thinking on the other side of the world?
Would helplessness be the best adjective used?
Maybe it's just me.
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