i can't help but feeling sad

• FORGET-ME-NOT

  22 May 06, 16:07

  I have the same problem. Is just like a wall between everybody. I refuse to come out and is out of reach. I laugh when I know I have to laugh not because I am happy. I felt like a body without a soul.... Is this society illness?
• Devil1976

  22 May 06, 17:39

  Originally posted by FORGET-ME-NOT:

  I have the same problem. Is just like a wall between everybody. I refuse to come out and is out of reach. I laugh when I know I have to laugh not because I am happy. I felt like a body without a soul.... Is this society illness?

  And just how are you feeling about behaving that way?
• xXStormFallXx

  22 May 06, 17:52

  Originally posted by Devil1976:

  "Greatest fears should not be when you make mistakes and bump walls.. Greatest fears should be when you've deprived yourself of a chance to walk beyond those walls..."

  man....
  I really like that quote... IT's soooo very true... food for thought. Thanks.
  
• FORGET-ME-NOT

  23 May 06, 11:01

  Originally posted by Devil1976:

  And just how are you feeling about behaving that way?

  I felt like a walking shadow. The world is too cruel. I just have to protect myself from getting hurt.
• Devil1976

  23 May 06, 13:09

  Originally posted by FORGET-ME-NOT:

  I felt like a walking shadow. The world is too cruel. I just have to protect myself from getting hurt.

  How about sticking yourself out of your little shell once in a while...?
  
  It's not just 'pain' which you're hiding yourself from, but as you should have known by now... The happiness, communications, beauty and etc. as well...?
  
  It's ok to be hurt once in a while... After you say 'ouch', just get on with life...? Staying in your own shell forever is like trying to hide from a life...? Which really ain't all about being hurtful and scary....?? If you know there's a hole on that road, don't step on it... If you fall, don't dwell on it... If you're alive, DON'T deny yourself a CHANCE to LIVE LIFE as IT IS....
• Devil1976

  23 May 06, 13:11

  Originally posted by xXStormFallXx:

  man....
  I really like that quote... IT's soooo very true... food for thought. Thanks.
  

  Yeah, you can take it home if ya like it so much!
• FORGET-ME-NOT

  23 May 06, 13:59

  I agree what you say, but saying and doing is two different things. Maybe I am a coward.
• Devil1976

  23 May 06, 16:31

  Originally posted by FORGET-ME-NOT:

  I agree what you say, but saying and doing is two different things. Maybe I am a coward.

  Even if you're a coward today doesn't mean you have to be a coward tomorrow..? Of course saying and doing makes a difference, otherwise why would you even be having any problem?
  
  Start by saying "Hi" and little comments... It probably won't kill ya...?
• FORGET-ME-NOT

  23 May 06, 17:01

  Hi...hi... Devil 1976
  
  
• Devil1976

  23 May 06, 17:59

  Originally posted by FORGET-ME-NOT:

  Hi...hi... Devil 1976
  
  

  <> ~WAhahaha.... Now isn't that just a GREAT WAY TO START THINGS UP..?? "
• Devil1976

  23 May 06, 17:59

  Originally posted by FORGET-ME-NOT:

  Hi...hi... Devil 1976
  
  

  SERIOUSLY... Do JOIN US for OUTINGS SOME TIME...??
• FORGET-ME-NOT

  23 May 06, 20:33

  Would like to but I am afraid that I am shy.
• Devil1976

  24 May 06, 10:52

  Originally posted by FORGET-ME-NOT:

  Would like to but I am afraid that I am shy.

  No problem, you can be shy. But shy also can come out right...??
• FORGET-ME-NOT

  24 May 06, 15:36

  
• Devil1976

  24 May 06, 17:18

  Originally posted by FORGET-ME-NOT:

  

  
• starblue

  24 May 06, 17:35

  i cant help but feel that i identify fully with you, skyliner. but let me ask you this.
  
  do you have a few (even 1 is more than enough) close friends, people who have stuck by your side despite your cold appearance?
  
  do you have definite personal goals, dreams, ideals of who you are and what you want?
  
  do you yearn to be yourself and heck it if people dont like what they see?
  
  i am aloof and indifferent to those who are strangers to me. but to those select few who stuck by and gave me their support in the darkest of my moments, i give them my heart and loyalty, and the most charming of smiles. because i feel that they matter to me, and i only have to care about them, not people who dun matter a lot to me.
  
  as such, i dun smile much when i am among strangers. people find me fierce, or unfriendly, but they dun bother me. but when i find someone i can click with, however, i know i can open myself up and let him/her know me better. and that was enough for me.
  
  perhaps you should first of all, assess how strong your sense of identity and sense of worth is. that way, you wouldnt really be affected about people's opinions about you. then you might be able to live by your own principles.
  
  in the course of your lifetime, you will surely fine someone who will accept you for who you are.