well led ur life as u wan.
well basically friends influence you a lot unconsicously
Ok new developments.
As i had known this friend of mine for quite a long time, I know she like to complain to alot of people. So i guess she complains the matters between two common friends of ours. she basically enjoys a much closer relationships to this two friends than me.
Something happens today and these two common friends of mine kind of ignored and treat me coldly. Probably one even lied to me but what got me mad, is that i can't help but feeling being stabbed at the back by a supposedly-closer fren.
Isn't this a matter between two of us ? She probably dramatise some matters.
I kind of suspected our friendships are based on survival sake. She is a person who think for only herself and how to survive. Every actions come with a certain intention for her benefits. The longer i got to know her, the more i think she is like that.
The whole darn thing escalates and explodes when she fails to asked me to join their group since only the three of us taking there class. I kind of expected that we will look one another back cos we are in the same boat. Instead, she did her projects with new,third friend and she didn't give a courteous notification. I was quite taken aback by her 360 degree change.
In fact, i know her longer than the third friend.
Frankly, i treat this [new, third friend] of our with no ill-feelings. In fact i think i treat her quite well! I'm aso disappointed in her now cos i have high expectation of her. I thought she was a nice person to befriend with and was even thinking of trying to be nicer to her.
I'm mad cos i feel being taken granted for just b'cos i'm a very easy-going person. WT MUTH FACKER.
Prior before this incident, she kind of psycho me to do this things and there. i'm kind of annoyed with there. I wanted to do other things but do i have to be obligated to her? I don't think so. This is my life. But my friend kind of get abit annoyed when i'm not joinin her in some matters. Even in an attempt, to provoke me.
Frankly speaking, I think my friend clicks better with this new friend as they also lived on the same level in the hall block while i stay in another block. Oh well, u know, i kinda of accept that.
I was quite sad initially but then i learn to accept that friendships dift. But my friend kind of ignored me when the three of us are together.
ok.. I feels so weird and awakard when the three of us are together. So i try to get to know the other girl but then not long later, this stupid incidents happen.
She shows me a fake "attitude" today and she has probably lied to me. In fact both of this two friend behave very werid today.
I really think that third party friend was a nice person. I'm stupid enuff to think so quickly...
No one is perfect. That why i hanged on for so long as i really want to accept her as who she is. This series of incidents has rather exceeded my limit of tolerance. Since we are mis-matched in terms of personality and character.. oh well, i'm not gg to care abt it anymore.
oH I'm so pissed now. that i don't think i want to patch up with my old friend.
Eh triple posts------- Why like that one?
Ya, maybe you should steer clear of that friend of yours for the moment. You two need time out.