living without live...
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sainz...
i really dunno what the aim in my life...
there is really nth thats interest me to keep my life going...
really...
nth...
yup, nth...
even if i play all those online game which interest me alot and will make me addict like drug addict one, i got no mood to play it anymore...
why? why? i really got no one to talk to... no one whom i can trust to talk to... no one to share my problem... really no one...
i really wish to end my life asap, dont worry, i am not commiting suicide, but i am just damn tired with life...
a little about me...
i am a person who will go for my best...
i will try my best to give everything for just the best...
and to tell the truth, this is the first time i am telling other i am giving my best...
if you will to know me in real life, you wouldnt find that i am giving me best but i am really giving me best...
ya... i really got no mood to do anything, everything... i really hope i can give up everything... all my studies, work, cca... yup eveything...
i am really tired with life... but what to do? i need a future...
i started to have this feeling for about a year... i endured really long liao...
after this year, i really cant endure anymore liao... i feel that no one know my pain, my suffering... in fact, there really isnt anyone who really know my pain...
thought there are alot of people who care about me but... they dont know what i feel...
this year... the year i couldnt endure anymore... i tried to get myself more time to rest... but i end up getting more stress... i did very very badly for my studies...
i was a student who get high marks in class... top in science in my lvl... i am also known for a guy who is really really good in maths...
but, i fail my maths, a maths, science this year...
but study isnt what i really care about...
it that nothing really keep me to go forward... i really wish that, i was dead...
yup i just said dead...
i dont what is the next step i should take... what will happen to me...
just 2 word in my mind now,
give up...
thanks for reading...
after telling this to you people,
i really feel alot better...
and if you dont know, tears were rolling down my eyes when i wrote this...
i am really, tired with life... -
1) stop acting cute with pokemon
2) socialise more, open up to people
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hai yo...Originally posted by Agenda:1) stop acting cute with pokemon
2) socialise more, open up to people
i only act cute in this forum with pokemon...
cus i dunno why used pikachu as my username...
then continue using it lor... -
more on the 2nd part, go out more...Originally posted by Agenda:1) stop acting cute with pokemon
2) socialise more, open up to people
cooping at home makes u more emo u kno? -
stop being so addicted to games, hang with friends more
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u fell in lub is it?
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lol you didnt read what i wrote ahh...Originally posted by Agenda:stop being so addicted to games, hang with friends more
i say in the past addict like hell but now dont even have the mood to play...
hang out? i really dun have the time... how... -
this is just part n parcel of life...just bear with it..u will be ok soon
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Go Pikachu, Thunderbolt!
Cheers.
C.K -
When i was really down.
There'll always this song which encourages me. It's titled The Rainbow Connection.
Hope you'll get over this hurdle ya? You're still young. Don't give up so easily. -
got nth to do with love lah...Originally posted by Ito_^:u fell in lub is it?
i dun really care about this thing call 'love' anyway...
love is something for future...
studying now more important...
most important, trying to live my life happily is the most important...
but i seem to find anyway to live life happier...
sainz... -
so busy meh..u how old nia...Originally posted by popikachu:lol you didnt read what i wrote ahh...
i say in the past addict like hell but now dont even have the mood to play...
hang out? i really dun have the time... how... -
thanks for your song but, i read the lyric liao... its just another normal song to me...Originally posted by M©+square:When i was really down.
There'll always this song which encourages me. It's titled The Rainbow Connection.
Hope you'll get over this hurdle ya? You're still young. Don't give up so easily. -
orh.Originally posted by popikachu:got nth to do with love lah...
i dun really care about this thing call 'love' anyway...
love is something for future...
studying now more important...
most important, trying to live my life happily is the most important...
but i seem to find anyway to live life happier...
sainz...
ambitionless.
dreamless.
hopeless.
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welll... as i said, go out more... more sports and such.
who knows? you might just find a hobby that you liked.
find out and explore yourself more.
happiness begins with oneself. -
No the song wasn't meant for you.Originally posted by popikachu:thanks for your song but, i read the lyric liao... its just another normal song to me...
It's just to let you know that some things are important to certain individual. And that which they hold dear to will carry them through difficult times.
Do you know what is important to you?
If you don't, it's time to figure it out?
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you should visit food forum more...Originally posted by SGpork:so busy meh..u how old nia...
the ppl there should know that i am working and studying at the same time...
you might call me to quit but quiting is as good as ending my life cus i wont have any money... my family is poor... my family was once so poor that we have to share 2 plate of noodle with 3 person... and plain water...
and i have to meet the minimum requirement for working hours... so...
to make thing worst, i join a cca call npcc... it also really take up alot of my time...
doing propasal, planing for next parade... thinking what method to used will be the best...
ya i really cant get enough time... -
Go out and socialise more.
By the way, how old are you? In tertiary education rite? I think it's time to step out to the society. Take up part-time job or something.
Cheers.
C.K -
no...Originally posted by Ito_^:orh.
ambitionless.
dreamless.
hopeless.
dat kind of feeling is it?
i hope to get the best out of everything...
i wanted to get the ambition that is good... i want a future...
i dream, for happiness....
it is just tiredness for all this feeling...
giving up...
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Instead of us visiting the food forum. I think it is only right if you reveal more of yourself to us through linking us to the actual link in food forums?Originally posted by popikachu:you should visit food forum more...
the ppl there should know that i am working and studying at the same time...
you might call me to quit but quiting is as good as ending my life cus i wont have any money... my family is poor... my family was once so poor that we have to share 2 plate of noodle with 3 person... and plain water...
and i have to meet the minimum requirement for working hours... so...
to make thing worst, i join a cca call npcc... it also really take up alot of my time...
doing propasal, planing for next parade... thinking what method to used will be the best...
ya i really cant get enough time...
I'm sorry to hear about your family situation. Could you reveal more about your family? Apart from yourself, who are the other two in your house? -
"Do you know what is important to you?Originally posted by M©+square:No the song wasn't meant for you.
It's just to let you know that some things are important to certain individual. And that which they hold dear to will carry them through difficult times.
Do you know what is important to you?
If you don't, it's time to figure it out?
Cheers
yup, currently, studies is the most important...
and i also feel that happiness, a aim to move forward is important but, i dont have it...
"If you don't, it's time to figure it out?"
i tried to figure it out long time ago... i got the answer... but, my i just want to give up... -
oh ok..Originally posted by popikachu:you should visit food forum more...
the ppl there should know that i am working and studying at the same time...
you might call me to quit but quiting is as good as ending my life cus i wont have any money... my family is poor... my family was once so poor that we have to share 2 plate of noodle with 3 person... and plain water...
and i have to meet the minimum requirement for working hours... so...
to make thing worst, i join a cca call npcc... it also really take up alot of my time...
doing propasal, planing for next parade... thinking what method to used will be the best...
ya i really cant get enough time...
if ur studying n working liao...dont join cca lo..like u said..it make thing worst...
ya lo..very tough life ...so the more u must thrive hard n not like now...giving up or... slowing urself down...
jia you
im also schooling n studying ma.. -
its nth about my family now...Originally posted by M©+square:Instead of us visiting the food forum. I think it is only right if you reveal more of yourself to us through linking us to the actual link in food forums?
I'm sorry to hear about your family situation. Could you reveal more about your family? Apart from yourself, who are the other two in your house?
my dad doing the same old job with same old salary
my mum found a job and she hasnt been working for many years
i found a job to support myself...
my little brother, happily playing electonic games everyday...
the actual link to food forum is nth de lah... just that those who visit food forum know i work in mac and always give latest detials on promotion de...
the 3 people who shared the food was my mum, me and my brother... -
u need a holiday, a break, rest from everything. but i dun suppose its something easy for u, since u need to work as well.Originally posted by popikachu:no...
i hope to get the best out of everything...
i wanted to get the ambition that is good... i want a future...
i dream, for happiness....
it is just tiredness for all this feeling...
giving up...
real tired...
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i really hope i can get a break...Originally posted by Ito_^:u need a holiday, a break, rest from everything. but i dun suppose its something easy for u, since u need to work as well.
but i cant... holidays is a no no for me... waste of money, waste of time...
i rather stay at home and day dream... its more of a break to me...
btw to answer ckeers, i am 16... sec 4... N(E) stream... nv heard before this stream right? this stream is a stream that is studying almost the same as N(A) stream but some of the subject are express stream... so i taking O lvl this year and next year... no N.. new system also... so you know my study standard now? i cant get into express but i will tried to get the best of the best in normal stream...