Originally posted by Seventh_Signs:
i feel .... i feel .. pain .. so pain .. .why not she try to develop some feeling for me... .. issit what i done is not enough.... well iget over it.. this time the rejection feeling issit that bad as the first few times.... ..............am i too ugly .... am i ..... my friend did say i dont look good enough and i am fat.. .but ... my feeling is true so true i never love someone so hard before..... shit.. why am i typing all this..... well aleast it ended.. at least i wont carry any more things in to ns.. and really hope ns change me....
~Sigh...~ They said when you never feel the pain, you'll never learn... It doesn't matter if she loves you for not? The thing is, she certainly don't want you to feel that way... Why don't you just take it from her...? Afterall, she's your target and the answer to your prayers..?
And just what kinda feeling you want her to develop for you? Sympathy...? I know you most probably would have heard this somewhere else before but I'm gonna say this again... Love just comes when you least expected it.... It might come from the same person whom you're loving now, it might come from another.... But the last thing you can do is try to squeeze some love out of someone unwillingly....
All the best for your NS...?
