suddenly i feel so sick
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Anyone of u ever feel lost?
What if one day, you finally woke up from confusion and found there " old feel for life" and a direction... finally?
The next thing you know, you are torn in between two things which are dear to you : 1) loyalty and sentiments 2) New happiness through new venture. What will u do?
And in between this two things, there is a war zone in ur inner persona. You desperately find a reason to cling onto the "old" cos' you are afraid of losing it as you find ur inner-self evolving away. It isn't really the "old" who is really drifting away. It is you who is drifting away and it is you who is desperately finding a reason to cling onto the old which is equally important too. However, the "old" does not understand it and keep pushing u away... erm when we are not even interacting much ?.. so even more better for me to really drift away... why the heck did i even hold onto it in the first place?
So in admist of all these changes, the stress accumulated had added a burden to urself and boom there u go. Torn and irriated, did something foolish. However, suddenly all this things do not matter anymore.
For whining sake.......... -
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i go back to sleep to escape reality
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What happen?
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mmmm i feel tired manz.
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Good for u, i still need to mug for a paper tmrOriginally posted by alexkusu:i go back to sleep to escape reality
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I'm feeling quite lost and helpless too..
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i understant how u feel...cos imfeeling dat now...lost myself completely..i hardly recognised true self tooo
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must strike a delicate balance between chaos and control
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hey...we are one of a kind...Originally posted by Isis:Anyone of u ever feel lost?
What if one day, you finally woke up from confusion and found there " old feel for life" and a direction... finally?
The next thing you know, you are torn in between two things which are dear to you : 1) loyalty and sentiments 2) Personal happiness through new ventures and wanting to be true to yourself. What will u do?
And in between this two things, there is a war zone in ur inner persona. You desperately find a reason to cling onto the "old" cos' you are afraid of losing it. In the admist of it, you find ur inner-self evolving naturally. It isn't the "old" who is really drifting away. It is you who is drifting away and it is you who is desperately finding a reason to cling onto the old which is equally important too. However, the "old" does not understand it and keep pushing u away.
So in admist of this changes, the stress accumulated had added a burden to urself and boom there u go. Torn and irriated. Suddenly all this things do not matter anymore.
i am thinking what you are thinking now....
in the middle of the day,
i am shiock and have been thinking what am i doing and i dont know what to do...
suddenly felt lost and sick of everything...
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No point lamenting anymore
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it is a phase... we will go through... normal...Originally posted by alvin-ncs:hey...we are one of a kind...
i am thinking what you are thinking now....
in the middle of the day,
i am shiock and have been thinking what am i doing and i dont know what to do...
suddenly felt lost and sick of everything...
im just feeling tired at the moment
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Heyz.
For all those who feel lost about yourself, lost about your purpose or direction in life, care to give an example of the situation you're in?
TS, what is it on the old and new that you;re talking abt? -
I think you have to be a little more specific because in life, everything is "depends"... except maybe "compassion" towards fellow men... and animals...Originally posted by Isis:Anyone of u ever feel lost?
What if one day, you finally woke up from confusion and found there " old feel for life" and a direction... finally?
The next thing you know, you are torn in between two things which are dear to you : 1) loyalty and sentiments 2) New happiness through new venture. What will u do?
And in between this two things, there is a war zone in ur inner persona. You desperately find a reason to cling onto the "old" cos' you are afraid of losing it as you find ur inner-self evolving away. It isn't really the "old" who is really drifting away. It is you who is drifting away and it is you who is desperately finding a reason to cling onto the old which is equally important too. However, the "old" does not understand it and keep pushing u away.
So in admist of all these changes, the stress accumulated had added a burden to urself and boom there u go. Torn and irriated. Suddenly all this things do not matter anymore.
summary> torn between old important things v.s new important things.
i think i'm too greedy but i can't let go of the old even though i had thought of it.. and worse i have done some stupid thing that hurt the old. -
ehh i can't.. it is rather personal.. plus pple know my nick
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then all I can say is, don't get so worked up for nothing... in life everything is "depends"... nothing is "for sure"...Originally posted by Isis:ehh i can't.. it is rather personal.. plus pple know my nick
You get worked up because you think in terms of "certainties" where there is nothing certain... -
huh.. suddenly feel even more s-hit..
im getting out of here... running away~~~~~ -
hey Isis, life is full of anticpation and suprises. Running away do give u a short term solution, but eventually u gotta face it...
From ur starting theard, perhaps ur heart desires sumthin?? an object of fulfillment. Dun give up life...
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mmm i think for there particular thing... if have then have, if can't have, it also ok.
Let nature take its own course.
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yup yup...well spoken..
all da best ya...gd luck -
Some things cannot be forced... But reasons could be found...?Originally posted by Isis:Anyone of u ever feel lost?
What if one day, you finally woke up from confusion and found there " old feel for life" and a direction... finally?
The next thing you know, you are torn in between two things which are dear to you : 1) loyalty and sentiments 2) New happiness through new venture. What will u do?
And in between this two things, there is a war zone in ur inner persona. You desperately find a reason to cling onto the "old" cos' you are afraid of losing it as you find ur inner-self evolving away. It isn't really the "old" who is really drifting away. It is you who is drifting away and it is you who is desperately finding a reason to cling onto the old which is equally important too. However, the "old" does not understand it and keep pushing u away... erm when we are not even interacting much ?.. so even more better for me to really drift away... why the heck did i even hold onto it in the first place?
So in admist of all these changes, the stress accumulated had added a burden to urself and boom there u go. Torn and irriated, did something foolish. However, suddenly all this things do not matter anymore.
For whining sake.......... -
do the first thing that comes to your mind. Thats what i do and i am happy with that.
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Go for your religious conselling.
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hope so ba...Originally posted by Isis:it is a phase... we will go through... normal...
im just feeling tired at the moment
as now i am thinking what i am going through is nth...
dont feel like doing them also...
got the "dont give a damn" feeling now... -
feel like talking to them...Originally posted by Herzog_Zwei:Go for your religious conselling.
but i will find myself being a border to them...
so i never talk...
now i am keeping everything to myself...