for those who know me personally only
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u screwed up the page, i initiate another thread, its easy right just like eating chap kway tiao?
behold guys, 'm prepared to unleash my real armies of words anytime, so grab ur seat tight, do not loose ur boxer for guys, girls becareful ur knickers... it wont be nice... iknow..
any person wanna know me, or kick my ass or anything, lets rendevous behind the changi prison, legend had it that the prison is the hell maw... asked any experienced cab driver, u'll know. see you in hell....
kid s do not fking copy, imitate, i do not understand why u deem me as ur role-model.
Be warned:
Those who donÂ’t know the person behind STQWERTY,dunno who I am, get out now, lest u risk getting ur head splitted wide open. IÂ’m not talking to you. If u get insulted, donÂ’t bother me with ur moaning, u sounded like shit this morning, fking donÂ’t complain to me, complain to GOD for creating a person like meÂ….
This morning I feel like commenting about
Cosmopolitan
Definition by my own words---- a person who is not confined to a particular country only, he can go anywhere he like and SURVIVE, maybe is becos he is multi-lingual, speak many language or locals can understand them whereever they go n earn a comfortable living . This is written in the ‘shit time’ or sorry ‘the strait times’ many a time.
My own definiton--------cosmopolitan the ‘cos’ is derived from the word ‘cosmic’, cosmic rays, cosmic universe. Not ‘cosine’ here, sorry to disappoint mathematican. One question can a cosmopolitan live in outer space, live in the sun, live in ther planetry systems and communicate efficently to an alien n survive in their world, if theres is really a thing as alien in outer planets?
I feel like changing the word ‘cosmopolitn’ to ‘earthopolitan’ as all humans r all confined to the mother earth only.
U fking suspect I copied this from some dictionary, thesarus, encycopedia fking GO AHEAD, fking lie to urself all u want, it doesnÂ’t fking matter at all. But fking donÂ’t be jealous, mind ur own career be a good citizen. Listen to ur boss and fking DO NOT BE JEALOUS.
Can u survive in cosmic zone?
Then why cosmopolitan?
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bravo!
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definition myown
SIAO========Shit Is Absolutely Outstanding
i dont know about urs?
LIFE--------Liver Is For Eating
Yammmeeee........
i dont need any emoticon cos my word is adequate enough to express myself wonderfully, they are for pathetic or emotional ppl.
hey, wheres the emotion icon for f*ck? {^}('_'){^}
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some words cannot be pronounced too clearly or lucid. so i used symbols.....
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innovative... carry on carry on
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'jerk amy' do i know you n do u want ur head to be splitted wide open with ur stale brain leaking out?
get out now or i'll show you how innovative im on ur noddy head. -
please please go ahead and jerk my head off or whatever....i would loooooooveeee that u macho guy!
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StQwerty
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
Humans are evil
We are not getting better, we r hasting our own death
Flaming the hellfire to engulf the world
Threathening humanity, forcing em like cattles
Cooped in a gas chamber
Stripped of their life worth
Death will cleanse ur soul thoroughly
This is not freedom, this is a lie,
The government is evil, everybody shall die
Agony is life, u shall die
u shall die u shall die u shall dieÂ…
The ameris are bullshits,
So is ur life, followers
Rolling stones shall be stopped, the british is coward
Raffles is exploiting us, why should he be standingÂ…
Kill urself, get rid of urself
Then, God shall forgive you
We shall die.
Ur death will bring good tidings to ur family, ur friends
Spirit of good-will will then spread
The humans are sinful,
Riches is destructive, peace is great, death is better
Eternal peace shall reign.
Cut ur veins, bleed to death, smell ur chasten blood,
Bloodshed and carnage everywhere
This is great, oh yeah, then u shall live!
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
The bibles are lying, king arthur is a fool
God is angry, human shall die,
The world shall succumb, money n value shall be destroy
War God shall roamed the streets, beggars shall rule
U shall die, jealously is the murderer
State of anarchy is timeless
Ur death is the noblest, kill urself today
Burn ur car, kill ur child, torch ur property, I can sense ur purify like NEWater
Believe what I say
Cruxified ur soul, impaled ur heart with a fork
Dig ur eyes out, the hollows shall awe!
Ur blood shall flow, sweat shall sting
Our dreams shall be fulfilled
Anticipate ur misery, agony is life
And u shall die, victory is near, I cant be wrong
for death is here,
Prove my words, u cant be wrong
Prove my words, u cant be wrong
Prove my words, u cant be wrong
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
U cant kill me, im ur death
I shall kill you, ur dead
Impiety shall rule, bastards are everywhere,
Suicide is the way to achieve ur dreams
The news editor shall lie, so is ur wife
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
Promiscuous females, undiscriminating bitches,
Pubs n bars is full of them,
Males are sinner, open-mindedness shall split ur soul
Substained by alcohol, ur wasted soul,
foaming at the mouth, frosty mug taste, death is grey, poison is great
happy hours is here, the females shall received, consensus is disrespect
A domineering bully shall ruled
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
Intelligence will kill , beastality shall overwhelmed
Tides of darkness crashed upon ur morality
Forcing it to crumble, waves of dismay drowning ur spirit
Frigid pain sears thru ur mind, insanity is near
The beast is here, the constable number is the other way round
Ur lungs shall burst from screaming, oxygen is running out,
pain is trumpeting, anesthetic is useless, antiseptic is pathetic
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
skeptical and doubtful mind is no matter
ur death shall matter. Oh yeahÂ…Â…Â…..
time is burning, eyes is blinding,
ur system is reversing, backfiring is most possible
Cmajor, Fmajor,Gmajor, ur conditon critical
Operation backfired, emergency relaxation, majority unessential
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
Chicken essence is what ur mum gave,
smoking is clouding ur brain, tiger beer is ur piss
fking advertisment, stop believing it!
High manipulatives, ur dupedÂ…
Tau Khua is bad for health, laksa is appetising,
Yung tao hu n noodles is for the sensitive teeth
Chao kway tiao all the way!
Knowing me is good for ur well-being
Health life style encourage poor hygiene,
Ur family doctor is unfriendly.
Money is all he sees.
so kill urself todayÂ…Â….this is what ur meant to be
Fking suspect I copied it from somewhere, go ahead! IÂ’m not stopping you!, ur fking jealous! I got an OÂ’level degree in English Vocabulary. Fking laugh, no matter, fking hold back ur tears, ur end is near.
Get a good career running, mind ur own ass, listen to the government, employed urself, accumulate CPF for ur death. I fking donÂ’t care
Be an obident citizen n drowned like the black crow in BEDOK reservoirÂ….
IÂ’m seriousÂ… money fking blinded ur eyesÂ… -
StQwerty
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
Humans are evil
We are not getting better, we r hasting our own death
Flaming the hellfire to engulf the world
Threathening humanity, forcing em like cattles
Cooped in a gas chamber
Stripped of their life worth
Death will cleanse ur soul thoroughly
This is not freedom, this is a lie,
The government is evil, everybody shall die
Agony is life, u shall die
u shall die u shall die u shall dieÂ…
The ameris are bullshits,
So is ur life, followers
Rolling stones shall be stopped, the british is coward
Raffles is exploiting us, why should he be standingÂ…
Kill urself, get rid of urself
Then, God shall forgive you
We shall die.
Ur death will bring good tidings to ur family, ur friends
Spirit of good-will will then spread
The humans are sinful,
Riches is destructive, peace is great, death is better
Eternal peace shall reign.
Cut ur veins, bleed to death, smell ur chasten blood,
Bloodshed and carnage everywhere
This is great, oh yeah, then u shall live!
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
The bibles are lying, king arthur is a fool
God is angry, human shall die,
The world shall succumb, money n value shall be destroy
War God shall roamed the streets, beggars shall rule
U shall die, jealously is the murderer
State of anarchy is timeless
Ur death is the noblest, kill urself today
Burn ur car, kill ur child, torch ur property, I can sense ur purify like NEWater
Believe what I say
Cruxified ur soul, impaled ur heart with a fork
Dig ur eyes out, the hollows shall awe!
Ur blood shall flow, sweat shall sting
Our dreams shall be fulfilled
Anticipate ur misery, agony is life
And u shall die, victory is near, I cant be wrong
for death is here,
Prove my words, u cant be wrong
Prove my words, u cant be wrong
Prove my words, u cant be wrong
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
U cant kill me, im ur death
I shall kill you, ur dead
Impiety shall rule, bastards are everywhere,
Suicide is the way to achieve ur dreams
The news editor shall lie, so is ur wife
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
Promiscuous females, undiscriminating bitches,
Pubs n bars is full of them,
Males are sinner, open-mindedness shall split ur soul
Substained by alcohol, ur wasted soul,
foaming at the mouth, frosty mug taste, death is grey, poison is great
happy hours is here, the females shall received, consensus is disrespect
A domineering bully shall ruled
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
Intelligence will kill , beastality shall overwhelmed
Tides of darkness crashed upon ur morality
Forcing it to crumble, waves of dismay drowning ur spirit
Frigid pain sears thru ur mind, insanity is near
The beast is here, the constable number is the other way round
Ur lungs shall burst from screaming, oxygen is running out,
pain is trumpeting, anesthetic is useless, antiseptic is pathetic
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
skeptical and doubtful mind is no matter
ur death shall matter. Oh yeahÂ…Â…Â…..
time is burning, eyes is blinding,
ur system is reversing, backfiring is most possible
Cmajor, Fmajor,Gmajor, ur conditon critical
Operation backfired, emergency relaxation, majority unessential
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul
Chicken essence is what ur mum gave,
smoking is clouding ur brain, tiger beer is ur piss
fking advertisment, stop believing it!
High manipulatives, ur dupedÂ…
Tau Khua is bad for health, laksa is appetising,
Yung tao hu n noodles is for the sensitive teeth
Chao kway tiao all the way!
Knowing me is good for ur well-being
Health life style encourage poor hygiene,
Ur family doctor is unfriendly.
Money is all he sees.
so kill urself todayÂ…Â….this is what ur meant to be
Fking suspect I copied it from somewhere, go ahead! IÂ’m not stopping you!, ur fking jealous! I got an OÂ’level degree in English Vocabulary. Fking laugh, no matter, fking hold back ur tears, ur end is near.
Get a good career running, mind ur own ass, listen to the government, employed urself, accumulate CPF for ur death. I fking donÂ’t care
Be an obident citizen n drowned like the black crow in BEDOK reservoirÂ….
IÂ’m seriousÂ… money fking blinded ur eyesÂ… -
boliao....
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bo liao? still got alot to write leh, u aint see nothing yet!
why bo liao? i still 'wuuuuuuuu'. -
ok me go bring some pop corns n watch since me now noting to doOriginally posted by StQwerty:bo liao? still got alot to write leh, u aint see nothing yet!
why bo liao? i still 'wuuuuuuuu'.
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y u wana fight bo liao trophy wit me?
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Like what I've said in your previous thread... You've made your point... But STILL, you ain't even HALF as CLOSE to PROVING IT...?Originally posted by StQwerty:StQwerty
Believe what I said
Its real
Trust me, im the messager of god
Its real
Suicide is the way, death is the solution to purify ur soul IF SUICIDE is really the SACRED WAY (more like 'your sacred way' to me...? ), then what are you still doing here my little stQwerty...?
I see you're pretty LOST? Chanting nonsense away and listing out bits and pieces of people's frustrations ain't not gonna PROVE YOUR POINT....
Take my advice kid.... Either choose 1. Go see a doctor 2. Go KILL YOURSELF to PROVE your POINT.... 3. Have a good rest... Are we glad not everybody's as STRESSFUL and BOLIAO to your extent that you're out wasting the forum's memory space.... "kill yourself, kill yourself...." "I'm god's messenger, I'm god's messenger..." ~WAHAhahahaha... " -
I wish I had the f**king free time that he has.
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free time, u got more free time than me...Originally posted by xavier1979:I wish I had the f**king free time that he has.
got my insult ?
dont think too much, u'll lose strands
and dont imitate me f**king
another spurious assumption!
u joined in august, i joined in july, u got more posts than me
which means u got more free time! understand ur folly? -
Tonight I gotta attack this statement ‘ Nothing cant be solve or couldn’t be solved in this world!”
I Fking disagree? Why?
If ur short, could you become taller? Any natural n effective solution after ur exceed ur growing age >21 years old.
Don’t give me that cosmetic operation solution, something like lengthening ur spinal cord or tail bone, very expensive, although theres result but not really reliable. U lengthen ur spinal, ur upper body longer than ur lower body and leg. Its something like very unequal, unbalance, looks weird. U can lengthen ur tight bone or ‘fermur’ also but very troublesome for the surgeon money taxing also.
Blinded ur eyes then how?
U dislike ur family members. e.g. father
Could you change ur father or could I swap my father with urs?
It seemed to be ur father is better than mine, ur more fortunate, if we swap IÂ’ll definately be better than youÂ….in terms of fatherly education n love psychological and emotional thoughts.
Trust me, wanna carry out an experiment to prove?
Something cant be solved! See IÂ’m right
But suicide will solve this woeÂ… haha see IÂ’m right again
For those who wanna read about my death in the news
U wanna read about my death in the newspaper? Fine, but whoÂ’s going to write about it?
You? Any shitty editor wanna fit the post?
So get that fking idea outta ur mindÂ…
Go and die, go and die nowÂ…Â….., now go and die. [repeat 4 with me] -
sorry man, u have made a mistake, i fking wanna correct you.i'm not rude. i'm not talking to a devil or god messager, i' talking to the moderator himself, moderator in disguise! what luck! nice to meet you, nice job there trying to juggle work study and 'modeling.. oops sorry moderating' at the same time.Originally posted by Devil1976:Like what I've said in your previous thread... You've made your point... But STILL, you ain't even HALF as CLOSE to PROVING IT...? IF SUICIDE is really the SACRED WAY (more like 'your sacred way' to me...? ), then what are you still doing here my little stQwerty...?
I see you're pretty LOST? Chanting nonsense away and listing out bits and pieces of people's frustrations ain't not gonna PROVE YOUR POINT....
Take my advice kid.... Either choose 1. Go see a doctor 2. Go KILL YOURSELF to PROVE your POINT.... 3. Have a good rest... Are we glad not everybody's as STRESSFUL and BOLIAO to your extent that you're out wasting the forum's memory space.... "kill yourself, kill yourself...." "I'm god's messenger, I'm god's messenger..." ~WAHAhahahaha... "
u fking accumulateed 5000 post exactly, how wonderful! nice picture u got, never seen before one! nice job as the moderator, u got authority huh!
how many involved huh? september conspirator hanged for burning the history booK! -
Originally posted by StQwerty:Tonight I gotta attack this statement ‘ Nothing cant be solve or couldn’t be solved in this world!”
I Fking disagree? Why?
If ur short, could you become taller? Any natural n effective solution after ur exceed ur growing age >21 years old.
Don’t give me that cosmetic operation solution, something like lengthening ur spinal cord or tail bone, very expensive, although theres result but not really reliable. U lengthen ur spinal, ur upper body longer than ur lower body and leg. Its something like very unequal, unbalance, looks weird. U can lengthen ur tight bone or ‘fermur’ also but very troublesome for the surgeon money taxing also.
Blinded ur eyes then how?
U dislike ur family members. e.g. father
Could you change ur father or could I swap my father with urs?
It seemed to be ur father is better than mine, ur more fortunate, if we swap IÂ’ll definately be better than youÂ….in terms of fatherly education n love psychological and emotional thoughts.
Trust me, wanna carry out an experiment to prove?
Something cant be solved! See IÂ’m right
But suicide will solve this woeÂ… haha see IÂ’m right again
For those who wanna read about my death in the news
U wanna read about my death in the newspaper? Fine, but whoÂ’s going to write about it?
You? Any shitty editor wanna fit the post?
So get that fking idea outta ur mindÂ…
Go and die, go and die nowÂ…Â…now.., now go and die. [repeat 4 with me] -
a word of thoughts
if i got a son, i'll name him Flint!
but i don't have, cannot afford also, dunno how to educate, i don't even have a 'grrrfriend' before, never in love, never even talk to female b4 face to face, intimately...
Flint Yeow, yeow my surname but fu*k it.
it doesnt really go well with the sur.
i hate yeow, i hate yeowing, i hate yeow, i hate yeow, i hate yeow,i hate yeow,i hate yelling, i hate yeow, i hate you, i hate yeow, i hate yeow, i hate yeow, u hate urself, i hate yeow, u hate urself, i hate yeow, u hate urself, i hate yeow, u hate urself, i hate yeow...(repeat until fading) -
gotta bear with me ok?
thought this is my own little thread, so i just post anything i feel like talking about. i try not to disrupt the the others thread, u feel like remarking here, go ahead, u just wanto read, it's ok too.
i don't need a reply or a solution....
i try not to use offfensive verb, anyway we r living in a civilised society,not animal kingdom, gotta bear with me ok? -
theme: Are ur a survival? My own version not parliment one or My Goh 1!
My sister is fortunate now, she met a good reliable husband, responsible, unlike the bloody old man (which is my dad). i wish her all the best in life, she gotta take care of herslf, i cant take care of anybody else.
if she met some kalang gu nee, odd-job worker, cheap electrician instead, then the bloody old man will be damned. damned forever for letting his own daughter down.
i got nothing against his age but something against his character instead.
i mean a low education person is also not like that what! fking cannot understand why i got such a father... fu*k..fu*k unfortunate, my misfortune...
i also low education what...only o'level failed my cambrige english, D7. i couldnt write a good composition,essay,argument,poem, dont understand what the hell "tender" is, in formal letter or the 'legal tender' in the currency. I hate this disablilty, detest it a lot, what to do man!
but i'm not like him leh. sian... gotta need a change... "all change"(oil change for motorist, those rich enough to own car)
not change outlook to become tasty, inviting, friendly, classy, style..etc
but change father... is it feasible?
gotta seek channel 5 mediacorp to help me fulfill my ideal family dream...
I couldnÂ’t start a family myself with me as the father lah, why?
DonÂ’t believe I can do it at all. why?
I cast my father shadow lah, thatÂ’s why!
All the song from david tao, rkelly have no impact on me.,Â…Â…
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Rkelly sing:
I believe I can flyÂ…Â…..siao
UÂ’ll fall down and dieÂ….
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Loose all my hair all the wayÂ….
U see heÂ’s bald right?
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what i mean is, a low education know how to got married and make love n give birth to me and fking at the same time behaved like a childish person, he fking cannot grow up. i fking sian to got such a father, wanted to end my life. my mother must be blind when she met my dad. shit* i got involved in the feud. not what i really ask for leh.
i dont want to be their son... fu*k i hate god for that mistake,
he brought ot me.
hey all those interested... i got a proposal , lets exchange our dad,
for a year and see how we turn out to be. the governement should encourage or introduce family swapping if ur not happy with ur family..
as for my case no chemistry with my father and sister at all
leh......mother ok. i can understand everybody is selfish, u want the best for urself. damn. this world is for good family ppl only, i come from a rotten family, life on the edge, gotta kill myself gotta destroy myself,
gotta end anything bad.. something like food gone rotten, u gotta throw it away. my life too...
fuke again, thats is where i learn to use that 4 letter. fuk i hate life myself... i hate him, whenever i looked at myself in the mirror, i got the shadow of him, fking hate myself bcos i look like him, waana to kill myself, hurt myself to get back at him. he got his retribution just like his brother but less severe.
can anyboy told me how to change my visage or body frame so i wont look like him maybe look like a bulldog will be nicer than resembling him.fk.
story of the three brother, not rpg game.sorry to disapiont hardcore gamer, axis of evil
Ah know, Ah sui, Ah sar in teochew dialect
5 7 3
i hate fking teochew clan. 'mountain ppl'
-capsize easily when descending. -translated from teochew
u dunno nevermind. dont u bother.
three brothers in the axis stirring chaos, my father is 5 Ah know, lord of terror, this terror is not like diablo, dramatized, this terror is even overwhelmed with fear himself (fk laugh.,hahahaha) a fking coward to be exact n he induced fear evrywhere in spite of his own fear.
thats my father.
he fking picked on me when i'm young, well this is at least what it seemed to me.
i dont want to elaborate on their episode here maybe later.
i know alot about washing ur dirty linen in the public especially confucius country like singapore, dont know about nowadays generaton. maybe like me, open minded enough to discuss ur dirty linen publicly. not afraid of mockery or jeering, had enough of it when young, i even got bully by a 3 yers younger kid who is bigger size than me. fking man, got push down the stairs, kick ur ass... haha just joking. but one thing for real, i always got the insult, got the curse, got the mockery, got the agony, got a few scratches, experienced a rush of blood to the head a countless time, a low heavy heart, depression affecting my daily routine, affecting my study, my concentration, my speech... i fking always stammer whenever i talk, fking make ppl laugh... ppl dont understand me... went huh huh huh all the fuking way.
Fking cannot speak fluently (speak like dj glen ong, chris ho, bernard lim would be nice) bcos I fking couldnt focuse well, u wont understand unless u be me, ur in my family!
I consider it to be my disability though not prominentÂ…
Fking afraid of facing ppl, look at the person in the eyes, fking cannot cope very weell.
Eye contact very important so is ur self esteem.
Damn I lack all this just like the lion in the wizard of ox lack guts to roar. Fk.
i used to come home with bump and scratch all over the skin, my mum dont even know how i got it, i dont dare to say. so now here i am immune to ur insults and imprecations or evil curse trained by the evil n corrupted society. everywhere is also like that lah, state more worse than here. Knew of a young boy got his penis cut off bcos he stare at some thug in the state. Mutilated. I think sex organ here is the victim. Fking sufffered forever. Ass—raping is common in the state prision..or ghetto area lah, where orr lang resides .iheard from somebody.
i‘ve not been to jail before I’m a good ciitizen, I don’t chew gum, I don’t litter, I don’t spit, I don’t look at beautiful girls…
fu*k got a magical effect on the person using it depend on his emotion at that instant..
sian again. fu*k life.
dont expect too much, dont take thing for granted u fortunate ppl dont expect too much, dont take thing for granted life is violatile, dont know whether is it the correct word to use but it suits fine for the moment. u r born with a silver spoon in ur mouth, so dont expect much, be satisfied. Life is volatile, can overturn n capsized any time.
learn from my mistake, improve ur self. live ur life! i hate my life! had enough, wanna cut the veins in my neck n see how the blood gush out. now' i'm at 21, fking tired of life. anger in me smoulders or extinguish but still got the hate residues.
Adapted from Stqwert diary, re ji. Re ji re ji re ji re ji
re ji. Re ji re ji re ji re ji
re ji. Re ji re ji re ji re ji
re ji. Re ji re ji re ji re ji
re ji. Re ji re ji re ji re ji -
theme: Are ur a survival? My own version not parliment one or My Goh 1!
My sister is fortunate now, she met a good reliable husband, responsible, unlike the bloody old man (which is my dad). i wish her all the best in life, she gotta take care of herslf, i cant take care of anybody else.
if she met some kalang gu nee, odd-job worker, cheap electrician instead, then the bloody old man will be damned. damned forever for letting his own daughter down.
i got nothing against his age but something against his character instead.
i mean a low education person is also not like that what! fking cannot understand why i got such a father... fu*k..fu*k unfortunate, my misfortune...
i also low education what...only o'level failed my cambrige english, D7. i couldnt write a good composition,essay,argument,poem, dont understand what the hell "tender" is, in formal letter or the 'legal tender' in the currency. I hate this disablilty, detest it a lot, what to do man!
but i'm not like him leh. sian... gotta need a change... "all change"(oil change for motorist, those rich enough to own car)
not change outlook to become tasty, inviting, friendly, classy, style..etc
but change father... is it feasible?
gotta seek channel 5 mediacorp to help me fulfill my ideal family dream...
I couldnÂ’t start a family myself with me as the father lah, why?
DonÂ’t believe I can do it at all. why?
I cast my father shadow lah, thatÂ’s why!
All the song from david tao, rkelly have no impact on me.,Â…Â…
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Rkelly sing:
I believe I can flyÂ…Â…..siao
UÂ’ll fall down and dieÂ….
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Loose all my hair all the wayÂ….
U see heÂ’s bald right?
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what i mean is, a low education know how to got married and make love n give birth to me and fking at the same time behaved like a childish person, he fking cannot grow up. i fking sian to got such a father, wanted to end my life. my mother must be blind when she met my dad. shit* i got involved in the feud. not what i really ask for leh.
i dont want to be their son... fu*k i hate god for that mistake,
he brought ot me.
hey all those interested... i got a proposal , lets exchange our dad,
for a year and see how we turn out to be. the governement should encourage or introduce family swapping if ur not happy with ur family..
as for my case no chemistry with my father and sister at all
leh......mother ok. i can understand everybody is selfish, u want the best for urself. damn. this world is for good family ppl only, i come from a rotten family, life on the edge, gotta kill myself gotta destroy myself,
gotta end anything bad.. something like food gone rotten, u gotta throw it away. my life too...
fuke again, thats is where i learn to use that 4 letter. fuk i hate life myself... i hate him, whenever i looked at myself in the mirror, i got the shadow of him, fking hate myself bcos i look like him, waana to kill myself, hurt myself to get back at him. he got his retribution just like his brother but less severe.
can anyboy told me how to change my visage or body frame so i wont look like him maybe look like a bulldog will be nicer than resembling him.fk.
story of the three brother, not rpg game.sorry to disapiont hardcore gamer, axis of evil
Ah know, Ah sui, Ah sar in teochew dialect
5 7 3
i hate fking teochew clan. 'mountain ppl'
-capsize easily when descending. -translated from teochew
u dunno nevermind. dont u bother.
three brothers in the axis stirring chaos, my father is 5 Ah know, lord of terror, this terror is not like diablo, dramatized, this terror is even overwhelmed with fear himself (fk laugh.,hahahaha) a fking coward to be exact n he induced fear evrywhere in spite of his own fear.
thats my father.
he fking picked on me when i'm young, well this is at least what it seemed to me.
i dont want to elaborate on their episode here maybe later.
i know alot about washing ur dirty linen in the public especially confucius country like singapore, dont know about nowadays generaton. maybe like me, open minded enough to discuss ur dirty linen publicly. not afraid of mockery or jeering, had enough of it when young, i even got bully by a 3 yers younger kid who is bigger size than me. fking man, got push down the stairs, kick ur ass... haha just joking. but one thing for real, i always got the insult, got the curse, got the mockery, got the agony, got a few scratches, experienced a rush of blood to the head a countless time, a low heavy heart, depression affecting my daily routine, affecting my study, my concentration, my speech... i fking always stammer whenever i talk, fking make ppl laugh... ppl dont understand me... went huh huh huh all the fuking way.
Fking cannot speak fluently (speak like dj glen ong, chris ho, bernard lim would be nice) bcos I fking couldnt focuse well, u wont understand unless u be me, ur in my family!
I consider it to be my disability though not prominentÂ…
Fking afraid of facing ppl, look at the person in the eyes, fking cannot cope very weell.
Eye contact very important so is ur self esteem.
Damn I lack all this just like the lion in the wizard of ox lack guts to roar. Fk.
i used to come home with bump and scratch all over the skin, my mum dont even know how i got it, i dont dare to say. so now here i am immune to ur insults and imprecations or evil curse trained by the evil n corrupted society. everywhere is also like that lah, state more worse than here. Knew of a young boy got his penis cut off bcos he stare at some thug in the state. Mutilated. I think sex organ here is the victim. Fking sufffered forever. Ass—raping is common in the state prision..or ghetto area lah, where orr lang resides .iheard from somebody.
i‘ve not been to jail before I’m a good ciitizen, I don’t chew gum, I don’t litter, I don’t spit, I don’t look at beautiful girls…
fu*k got a magical effect on the person using it depend on his emotion at that instant..
sian again. fu*k life.
dont expect too much, dont take thing for granted u fortunate ppl dont expect too much, dont take thing for granted life is violatile, dont know whether is it the correct word to use but it suits fine for the moment. u r born with a silver spoon in ur mouth, so dont expect much, be satisfied. Life is volatile, can overturn n capsized any time.
learn from my mistake, improve ur self. live ur life! i hate my life! had enough, wanna cut the veins in my neck n see how the blood gush out. now' i'm at 21, fking tired of life. anger in me smoulders or extinguish but still got the hate residues.
Adapted from Stqwert diary, re ji. Re ji re ji re ji re ji
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re ji. Re ji re ji re ji re ji -
I hate korean n japanese drama, they like to emphasis their face big big face cosmetic beautify face, thick thick clothes, heavy like hell! Thick thick ‘powderful’ face,
mascara like panda,
foundation like drama,
lipstick licking prick,
korean not real, ur mum is here!
I better go!
Cannot understand why ppl like to watch porcelain dummy?
Jaded dreams and man-made lenses and artificial hair color, korea are full of them. I got my sandals and shorts n a grey shirt to competeÂ….hows that for a change?
Gotta upgrade, failed my oÂ’level english, failed my oÂ’level chinese, only good in technical, chiam lahÂ…
Gotta upgrade, failed my languages, cannot communicate, cannot be understood, shee lahÂ…
Gotta upgrade, protons, neutrons, electrons forming my thoughts, atoms splitting everywhere, enough lahÂ…
Life in singapore suck, heartlander is my heart, chicken rice war everywhere,
I got bloated up by ur roasted duck, footsteps rushing here and there, bacteria exchanged, kopi O not the same in starbuck. My shoes cost 10 bucks. The tree bark is my skin, the expatriates kiss my buttÂ…
Flyingdutchmen collided with cleopatra, nonsense is what I wrote, rythmes is an important part.
Millionaire games, IÂ’m not enthused. Shit is what got me thru. Shenton way, what a shame? Gorilla lost in sentosa, salsa sauce and soya sauce, tao po in tau khua, supermarket in stockmarket. capitol cinema blinded my grandma. Popcorns eating donÂ’t waste my timeÂ…durian cut ur vein, ur death is my aim!
What the hell are astronauts doing in esplanade? Guitar esembles strangling soprano, pavaroti singing parodies. Churches pastor dropping their pants. Old ladies panting for breath. Ur coffin is on sale at gleneagle hospital. the tomb is six-feet under, acid will fertilized ur hair, ur dreams shall be my drinkÂ….
I just said armies of words, didnÂ’t mention anything like making sense. Solved ur doubt? but I canÂ’t do anything with ur ugly face! Winston churchill all the way!