for those who know me personally only
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Originally posted by reallieRAW:so why the HATRED so deep-rooted in ur heart?
HATRED's an Evil Emotion...dun let it live in u!!!!
These thorns of Hatred have been piercing u for so long.....
dun let them Control U!!!!!!
U've the Love in u.....u know......u know!!!!!!!
In order to let others Love u....u need to learn how to Love urself, StQwerty
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Originally posted by duotiga83:n 1 more thing add...is no gd being anti social...u will regret it....
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my mum always ask me" why can't i be like my sister?"
my reply is simple" I'm a male, she 's lady!"
lady is more soft-hearted, more caring, more conscious of othr ppl feelings.
if i'm soft-hearted, i'll become my dad...
why is that , nowadays singpaore still got so many mlaaysian who speak hokkien , dunno english or know a bit?
i mean, my brother in law is not like them
i hate those ah beng working in the bicycle shop, there's still alot of them around since the 80s
in supermarket at night, i met aalot of strange ppl, or ah beng
my supervisor refused to allocate me in the night shift, dunno why, maybe she's is protective, but when itwas time for me to drag the goods, THEY r the one trying to seek protection from ME.........lol
ask chao u know why, everybody is scared of me, very terrified of me one particular night shift, even chao got AGITATED by me
he broke the girraff neck..............lol
i mean irene dun have to protect, bocos i aint afraid of the colleagues but the customers instead, the anal picker ones
u guys got in all wrong again....what a dumb ass
i dunno why irene try to protect me for what, i aint a kid it was just that i dun like the presence of ppl alot, i know i got a childsih face.......what can i say.....my dad got me that face
ya u cant blame ME!!!!!!!!!!
i writing in the dark now, so it's a bit slowly...can't see
so u see theres sumtihing wrong inside me, but can't tell from outside!
yhe more irene protect me, the worst i'm going to get....
i grew up in an over-protective home, got suffocated chocked by sister n mother,,,,i becoming like them, an woman, a dual-sex person.........my father is one of the product of dual sex, i gotta fight it but onlookers considered ME as rebellious..this is absolutely outrageous! -
my mum always ask me" why can't i be like my sister?"
my reply is simple" I'm a male, she 's lady!"
lady is more soft-hearted, more caring, more conscious of othr ppl feelings.
if i'm soft-hearted, i'll become my dad...
why is that , nowadays singpaore still got so many mlaaysian who speak hokkien , dunno english or know a bit?
i mean, my brother in law is not like them
i hate those ah beng working in the bicycle shop, there's still alot of them around since the 80s
in supermarket at night, i met aalot of strange ppl, or ah beng
my supervisor refused to allocate me in the night shift, dunno why, maybe she's is protective, but when itwas time for me to drag the goods, THEY r the one trying to seek protection from ME.........lol
ask chao u know why, everybody is scared of me, very terrified of me one particular night shift, even chao got AGITATED by me
he broke the girraff neck..............lol
i mean irene dun have to protect, bocos i aint afraid of the colleagues but the customers instead, the anal picker ones
u guys got in all wrong again....what a dumb ass
i dunno why irene try to protect me for what, i aint a kid it was just that i dun like the presence of ppl alot, i know i got a childsih face.......what can i say.....my dad got me that face
ya u cant blame ME!!!!!!!!!!
i writing in the dark now, so it's a bit slowly...can't see
so u see theres sumtihing wrong inside me, but can't tell from outside!
yhe more irene protect me, the worst i'm going to get....
i grew up in an over-protective home, got suffocated chocked by sister n mother,,,,i becoming like them, an woman, a dual-sex person.........my father is one of the product of dual sex, i gotta fight it but onlookers considered ME as rebellious..this is absolutely outrageous! -
my mum always ask me" why can't i be like my sister?"
my reply is simple" I'm a male, she 's lady!"
lady is more soft-hearted, more caring, more conscious of othr ppl feelings.
if i'm soft-hearted, i'll become my dad...
why is that , nowadays singpaore still got so many mlaaysian who speak hokkien , dunno english or know a bit?
i mean, my brother in law is not like them
i hate those ah beng working in the bicycle shop, there's still alot of them around since the 80s
in supermarket at night, i met aalot of strange ppl, or ah beng
my supervisor refused to allocate me in the night shift, dunno why, maybe she's is protective, but when itwas time for me to drag the goods, THEY r the one trying to seek protection from ME.........lol
ask chao u know why, everybody is scared of me, very terrified of me one particular night shift, even chao got AGITATED by me
he broke the girraff neck..............lol
i mean irene dun have to protect, bocos i aint afraid of the colleagues but the customers instead, the anal picker ones
u guys got in all wrong again....what a dumb ass
i dunno why irene try to protect me for what, i aint a kid it was just that i dun like the presence of ppl alot, i know i got a childsih face.......what can i say.....my dad got me that face
ya u cant blame ME!!!!!!!!!!
i writing in the dark now, so it's a bit slowly...can't see
so u see theres sumtihing wrong inside me, but can't tell from outside!
yhe more irene protect me, the worst i'm going to get....
i grew up in an over-protective home, got suffocated chocked by sister n mother,,,,i becoming like them, an woman, a dual-sex person.........my father is one of the product of dual sex, i gotta fight it but onlookers considered ME as rebellious..this is absolutely outrageous! -
my mum always ask me" why can't i be like my sister?"
my reply is simple" I'm a male, she 's lady!"
lady is more soft-hearted, more caring, more conscious of othr ppl feelings.
if i'm soft-hearted, i'll become my dad...
why is that , nowadays singpaore still got so many mlaaysian who speak hokkien , dunno english or know a bit?
i mean, my brother in law is not like them
i hate those ah beng working in the bicycle shop, there's still alot of them around since the 80s
in supermarket at night, i met aalot of strange ppl, or ah beng
my supervisor refused to allocate me in the night shift, dunno why, maybe she's is protective, but when itwas time for me to drag the goods, THEY r the one trying to seek protection from ME.........lol
ask chao u know why, everybody is scared of me, very terrified of me one particular night shift, even chao got AGITATED by me
he broke the girraff neck..............lol
i mean irene dun have to protect, bocos i aint afraid of the colleagues but the customers instead, the anal picker ones
u guys got in all wrong again....what a dumb ass
i dunno why irene try to protect me for what, i aint a kid it was just that i dun like the presence of ppl alot, i know i got a childsih face.......what can i say.....my dad got me that face
ya u cant blame ME!!!!!!!!!!
i writing in the dark now, so it's a bit slowly...can't see
so u see theres sumtihing wrong inside me, but can't tell from outside!
yhe more irene protect me, the worst i'm going to get....
i grew up in an over-protective home, got suffocated chocked by sister n mother,,,,i becoming like them, an woman, a dual-sex person.........my father is one of the product of dual sex, i gotta fight it but onlookers considered ME as rebellious..this is absolutely outrageous! -
my mum always ask me" why can't i be like my sister?"
my reply is simple" I'm a male, she 's lady!"
lady is more soft-hearted, more caring, more conscious of othr ppl feelings.
if i'm soft-hearted, i'll become my dad...
why is that , nowadays singpaore still got so many mlaaysian who speak hokkien , dunno english or know a bit?
i mean, my brother in law is not like them
i hate those ah beng working in the bicycle shop, there's still alot of them around since the 80s
in supermarket at night, i met aalot of strange ppl, or ah beng
my supervisor refused to allocate me in the night shift, dunno why, maybe she's is protective, but when itwas time for me to drag the goods, THEY r the one trying to seek protection from ME.........lol
ask chao u know why, everybody is scared of me, very terrified of me one particular night shift, even chao got AGITATED by me
he broke the girraff neck..............lol
i mean irene dun have to protect, bocos i aint afraid of the colleagues but the customers instead, the anal picker ones
u guys got in all wrong again....what a dumb ass
i dunno why irene try to protect me for what, i aint a kid it was just that i dun like the presence of ppl alot, i know i got a childsih face.......what can i say.....my dad got me that face
ya u cant blame ME!!!!!!!!!!
i writing in the dark now, so it's a bit slowly...can't see
so u see theres sumtihing wrong inside me, but can't tell from outside!
yhe more irene protect me, the worst i'm going to get....
i grew up in an over-protective home, got suffocated chocked by sister n mother,,,,i becoming like them, an woman, a dual-sex person.........my father is one of the product of dual sex, i gotta fight it but onlookers considered ME as rebellious..this is absolutely outrageous! -
once u rode a full-suspense bike u won't go back to rigid bike anymore.
full suspens is slower bcos the rear wheel is allowed to move, therefor it wont push the ground harder than fixed- wheel
but full suspen can take any shock or bump easier n less tedious -
my father is very emotional, a bit of problem, he will be crying......too emotion for a man, a touchy man
my father favourite pasttime is not eating, it's crying, he likes to cry, press his head against my mum n both of them will cry like littl kids............how to start a family like that? how to become sombody 's father if ur not a man? i mean ys he dun have a father when young, but there was past already, can't change anymore! maybe to patch up his emotional gap, he shouldn't marry my mmum at all.
my sister and i when we r young was quite emotional too, maybe its bcos of our family...........parents are emotional, it is no wonder we would got caught up by their pathetic feelings.....dunno how to put in words, i 've never admitted my english is good
now , everybody is treating me as a little kid, whatever.....i understand....this is no the first time i'm being treated as a little kid, but i dont th8nk ur really understand me at all.............
what u guys said didnt rreally help me at all, Ur rightto sday ur wasting ur time.........................or nevr mind.......soon or later.........time will tell.................i got a lot of time to waste anyway
the bachelor......i dont even like watching it, rich-man show
i dun think the rich man will get himself muddy ontop a moutain bike
i prefer those violent, raw, muddy shows........ahhhh. not survivor, not millionaire, not pat sa jack, dealing money i dont like
u really got stress dealing with money in real life , n still wanted to get submerge in it during de-stress time
this is stupid..... i never said my english is good, only good in vocabulary only...............why? blame my family i'm from
u wont quit doing the thing u love?
so ur saying or thinking i'm must be loving this , that s why i'm still here.......NO, WRONG, i wanted u to understand me
if u wanna be sceptical and say nah,,,,,,no,,,,,,,,,CAN't BE,,,,,,.......
then u've already by-passed the chance to understand me, never mind, u dont have to understand me at all, WHO AM I? i dun want ot get famous, or at leaast not in this way .............
FAMOUS FOR GETTING STUCK AT HOME........lol
follow the socitey---------------------------tried but still can't do it
all my friends around me are like........................get a degree when young, after that...............go to pub, club, go to place where beatuiful girls dwell or hangout....................................utilmate aim is to meet girls, have fun, have a girlsfrind to hold hands, to kiiss, to iintimate,
after every expected n routine things most courting couple have done, time to get settle down and get married...............FUCK............GET IT FUCK.............i HATED IT, still hating it
been to too much ponographic site, already learn about what is beautiful human or not beuatiful human, knew what is promincuous, knew what is sex all about
e.g somthing that my father wont even know
if ur having sex with ur wife, u cummed first before ur wife's estatic n withdraw immediately after that,,,,,,,,,,,,,this is consider as raping......GET IT RAPING..............THIS IS SELFISH
if u wait for ur wife, held on to ur needs...................this is GOD-LIKE, anyway man should be like this.......GENTLEMAN,.......Ladies first................
i' venever make love before.......
my father gentleman,,,, he's a wimp
those mature than me ......no need to pay attetnion.......those younger than me..................pay attention
never climax before ur wife. n withdraw...............this is selfish, ur wife will run away........, THIS IS CALLED RAPING UR WIFE ALSO.............bcos u think of her!
used to get emotional............my sister always said both of us have the same tragedy to be in this family, our feet in the same SHIT, we used to be emotional..................i can already fight back the emotion......................my sister questioned me why i 've changed..........my reply is simple......
i'm not girl ...how can i be so emotion, just liek my father?
if a man is emotion, he's WEAK.....GET IT WEAK
girls is ok to be emotional but not too much
girls no..........too much ponographic,
ponographic site----------spoiler, spoilt the image of girls, spolit ur desire for a girl friend too
used to get arouse by girls EASILY,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, But not now!
if i follow what my mum n sis or even the channel U said..........i'll be damned!
damned like my father,,,,,,,,,,,,,this ain't .....joking, this ain't angry words too........this is written in 20 minutes time, calmed as a lake, peaceful as a................ -
if ur going to be emotional, hoe r u trying to earn a living?
my sister is emotion, typical ladies in singapore, most of them aer eemotional my mum too but it's acceptable............ bcos they r ladies
s mr D please dont get spolit by my sister? why? i know u dun have a mum when young, just liek me i got a dad n mum, but my DAD AIN"T A DAD.................lol
but please dont get too emotional now! otherwise u become my dad.............
i hate Kindred sprit---------------- why?
the ladies-----long winded, kapo, emotional like rong yi very stero typical but
the males in the family r SHIT, AH GUA, always talk about love....
if a man is too emtoinal , he can't do a thing except whinning, fearing
i wanna take my guitar, blacst the ampfier n drive U crazy with the electricity
i wanna moutain bike, dropped ten foot down, splashed the muddy water all over ur face
my look is deceivnig, cna't balme, I HATE THE LOOK, tried to fight it, need to take a great deal of courage n .strength n...............
resaon why i'm staying at home?
i can't see a change!
was unable to change some aspect of me
most of the doctors n psychologist out there go for money, they can't be much of a help to their patients
if i love what i'm doing, iwont quit..............correct, if u applied intially, but not now!
i dont love this , get it! just wanted to explain my entanglement in the feeling n desire to change.. -
what dos a computer have anything to do with a western lady listening to phone?b she is not using a computer, is she?
this is stupid.....
those rich man son especially westerner......they alway say sumthing like " wow, lookat that, it's beautiful!"
i hate thier tone n accent whever they said that statement
rich man son is bit wimpy.......n coward
they looked definate handsome, tall, but in actual fact, they r coward......n soft
the bachelor...........what a rotten variety
some of the home- inprovement, shows got a few 'soft man' as the host, or maybe call them gentleman
one particular show-----teaches u on all the table manner, dining etiqutte or whatever....i dunno
social behavior, how ot carry urself well.........i........ FUKE
the host abit Ah GUA like.........ah moh of course, american i thiink but forget his name n show's name
what is that called? can' remember the word.
my father not rich man son but he 's wimpy...............demure...............what a failure for a man! -
i named my vacuum cleaner as "Sir Suckaton"
stands for suck a' ton....
named my mouth wash as "Dr Yell"
bcos its yellow in color..
do you have a name for ur car,?
thinking of naming my electric fan of 5 years as "Fann Thonk"
bcos it keeps 'thonking' at night bothering me , i couldnt sleep
my computer, still can't thinkof a suitable name yet!
thiking of naming my bicycle as "Asphalt spinner" or "Suicidal DAsh" or "Abrupt Steerly" -
i named my vacuum cleaner as "Sir Suckaton"
stands for suck a' ton....
named my mouth wash as "Dr Yell"
bcos its yellow in color.. n it deals with mouth
do you have a name for ur car,?
thinking of naming my electric fan of 5 years as "Fann Thonk"
bcos it keeps 'thonking' at night bothering me , i couldnt sleep
my computer, still can't thinkof a suitable name yet!
thiking of naming my bicycle as "Asphalt spinner" or "Suicidal DAsh" or "Abrupt Steerly" -
last time when i was playing diablo 2 online, whenver u met, singaporean, uill know it straight away... why
bcao singaporean always got funny name like......."Bedok ah siao", "See lau gao", Tampines Botak etc but i'm always DIFFERENT, i named my char such as" theodoric" for the babarian,
ravensbruck for the amazon
always very foreign names...
then when thier char got killed by the monster, u'll see sumthing like this....."Bedok Ah saio got killed by the stygian Fiend " appearing ontop of the screen at least mine is not so funny -
You are very intelligent and creative guy... just that you are letting your own past problems and present exisiting worldly problems holding you back and transformed the kind of preception and thinking you are having now. Of course, feel free to rant at these forum or at me, because I don't know you personally. I am not going to change the way you think because you have already deemed this world in your own definition.
You are been locked in your own chains of thoughts, its true many people never go through that kind of problems you have go through - but are you going to let it bring you down? I suppose it did... because if it hasn't, you wouldn't be in this state. Everyone has their own problems - not mentioning it here, doesn't mean it never exist. Even if someone tells you about certain evil aspect of life, its only that precentage - you are binding your preception as a whole. You signatures says that you don't want sympathy, but seek for changes instead - but with such mentality, its difficult for you to change anything. You can't expect the world to change and for the past to go back. Everyone is moving on... so are you and that your preception is holding you back.
Yes, you are pouring all evils of life in your old mini world here in this forum - but tomorrow is another day, life still goes on. People who tries to bring you down - fk them and don't let them bring you down. I know these few words meant nothing to you, because I am not you and cannot exectly know how your complicated life is. Even though you are sick of all these old saying, even if you don't accept what is happening around you and try to make the best out of it, sun will still rise tomorrow....
In the end, you will be left behind. -
Well said...Originally posted by Yunhaier:You are very intelligent and creative guy... just that you are letting your own past problems and present exisiting worldly problems holding you back and transformed the kind of preception and thinking you are having now. Of course, feel free to rant at these forum or at me, because I don't know you personally. I am not going to change the way you think because you have already deemed this world in your own definition.
You are been locked in your own chains of thoughts, its true many people never go through that kind of problems you have go through - but are you going to let it bring you down? I suppose it did... because if it hasn't, you wouldn't be in this state. Everyone has their own problems - not mentioning it here, doesn't mean it never exist. Even if someone tells you about certain evil aspect of life, its only that precentage - you are binding your preception as a whole. You signatures says that you don't want sympathy, but seek for changes instead - but with such mentality, its difficult for you to change anything. You can't expect the world to change and for the past to go back. Everyone is moving on... so are you and that your preception is holding you back.
Yes, you are pouring all evils of life in your old mini world here in this forum - but tomorrow is another day, life still goes on. People who tries to bring you down - fk them and don't let them bring you down. I know these few words meant nothing to you, because I am not you and cannot exectly know how your complicated life is. Even though you are sick of all these old saying, even if you don't accept what is happening around you and try to make the best out of it, sun will still rise tomorrow....
In the end, you will be left behind.
In a sense....? -
I don't know why I'm typing now....? Oh well... Mr stQwerty... NOBODY's really INTERESTED in interrupting and messing up your thread here... IN FACT, NOBODY would even BOTHER to....
Do you know WHY then are there SO MANY NUISANCE people in here....? Simply because you're in AUNT AGONY.... Ask yourself this... WHY don't you post in ANY other forum than this one...? You don't want SYMPATHY...? Nope... You're TAKING plenty... SELF-SYMPATHY.... And the MORE you TAKE of that, the MORE you feel that you're SHRINKING INTO YOURSELF....
You don't feel like a poor thing, but you EXPERIENCE INTENSE PAIN... Now HOW do you EXPLAIN that...? You seems to be ABLE to EXPLAIN so many things that goes on around you... From politics to the BIG and SMALL things... But ONE THING you're MISSING OUT...? You CAN'T EXPLAIN YOURSELF.... So though many of us can AGREE with you that this world's NOT PERFECT and there're FAULTs lying here and there.... It STILL doesn't constitute the FACT that you're seeing things through YOUR BROKEN GLASSES... You NEVER SEE yourself as PART of the FACTOR in the PICTUREs.... Tell me you're not here and alive and you can simply LOGICALLY leave yourself OUT of the PICTURE....
And don't think I CARE.... I can tell you FRANKLY I DON'T.... I DON'T CARE a DAMN about some worthless SELF-PATHETIC creatures who couldn't even stand up to himself....
And you THINK people REALLY CARE a DAMN about what BECOME of you...? They DON'T.... They're walking out there... ENJOYING their lives or WORKING their SWEATs out.... Just because you're here in Forum Agony that's WHY you're feeling a little MORE COSY... A little more 'in control'...? THROW you OUT on the STREETS and see WHO would care a DAMN about you....?You're a NORMAL person... You CAN be as NORMAL as you WANT TO....
TELL YOURSELF YOU'RE WEAK!!! TELL YOURSELF YOU'RE IN PAIN.... TELL YOURSELF YOU CAN'T MOVE.....
YOU'RE DOING GREAT.... KEEP UP WITH THE 'GOOD WORK'..... -
i couldnt be you, you couldn't be me
i acted cool, u hate me
u hated cool, i hate you
gotta prove to you bcos u belittled me,
most of the time we overdid it, resulted you hating me
so lets be polite to each other, cut down the abrasion between us
be yourself, nobody can be you, u cannot be him/her
the japaneses love imitating, good at imitating, but they r still far from the same
my sister got her good point but it is that u can't see,
i can't be her good point, she can't be me
my father wanted me to be like him, that's bcos he 's ignorant
God made us this way, u can't change it, neither could you defy
singapore is still a hokkien country, ask Mr Ow Kong Meng, he love singing hokkien song,
Run to solve ur problem, sing to drown ur self-pity........haha, the latter appended by ME
the former is his, yeah, he told us before, not to me alone lah but a bunch of us in PRSS
hey secondary got caught by him, now still cannot run away........lol
why he very discipline? he influened Mr siong alot, recommended a michael jordan book to us
Mr siong after his influence became very hyper-active, run here run there, howling shit
"u boys love to have long hair, lets have a new style.....American GI"
dont wear sock, u walk barefooted
wear double shirt, walk around upper half-naked
oh yes, he's short-sighted, but he wore contact lense.....hey student dun follow him?
why? he's discipline master
crime watch a long time ago got him in one of thier the show!
got a good relation with police force, introduced an haiwiian CID police officer, secret society nabber to us........they wanted to kick our ass, always holding a brief case, inside got what? guns?
very professional, very intimidating, they walk very confident n NO JOKE, they shake hands to signify they r doing a serious, utmost important, tantamout case, u joke, they knock ur air out, u laughed, they punch you in teh face, u ducked, they shoot you with their gun........
whatever reading my message trying to discern my brain wave or signal.....pay attention
if im too discipline, i'll become a RUBBER DUCK just like you..........
u can't be too discipline, dont follow what MY seong said, he 's not a good teacher at that time! now i dunno......
u must be pesistance, bear the pain
if i'm what u said very discipline, i'll become like a piece of stiff wood
extinguished the imagination in ME, cant' wrote anything creative anymore......
i bet MR Ow can't be creative,, he's too strict n discipline
he's best to be a LAW -OBEYER, sumthhing to do with government, faithful n trustable, or prudiencial
yeah......i know, ever since i was 8 years old, cold treatment to a person..............
my father did that to my mum..........now it's useless or i'm immune to it -
i hate those ppl who wanna take ur freedom away from you
sumthing like our government........force ur to be like the rest of the society,,,,,,,,,,if the society is idiotic, u gotta idiot too.......what a joke!
remember----joesphe stalin, he's the one to take ur freedom way if u live in russia at his reigning time
woah, alot ppl hated him, simply despised him to the bone.
our secondary schoold teacher, jumiah her name always said "You dont always have a choice living in singapore!" she got her front fringe dyed to white or grey
, our literature teacher, she got an attitude! but u she dont have a choice to become a drama cooridinator
my idols all got an attitude..........even albert einstien. always late for appointment, he's not discipline enough right?
i said already, too discipline hurt ur imagination, ur abiltiy to dream up a revolution like the aircraft........
if the wright,dun have a wandering, roaming imagination, dont ever dream of becoming an air force pilot.. too discipline killed the creative chemicals in ur brain
u become ;like a scarecrow, manipulated by the wind just like YOU, manipulatd by the governemnt.
they used CPF to trick ur ASS, u fell for it......
they wanted to tye u down, u can't break loose
u wanted to dance ontop of bars, they got the police up ur nose
i like it a lot when ur proven wrong!
INTERNET u can't regulate, it's worldwide...
ISP controlled by government,
suggestion from my smart brain------------------
governemnt please read to solve ur future woes
when we r young, we got BCG shot, typoid shot, measle shot, chicken pox shot
why don't the governemt invent or come up with a potion to brainwash the next genration youth so that dont ended up like me ,, A DEVIANT?
brainwash potion ingedients---------------Mr LEE's saliva, Mr LEE's blood essence, MR LEE's DNA,
so we will plegded allegiance to singapore, republic of singapore.....
hey , hey actually, i dont intended to revolt against the government, they started the country, let them to develop into their ideal nation....
but they can't take our freedom away from us! we r human, we got our own brain, WHY on earth Should I listen to them?
yes..........i know inorder for the nation to work, they need citizen, faithful, order citizen to operate...
but WHY ME? i dont choose to born in singapore!
u govern ur country, ur business............up or down, i dont care...
u wanna tie me down, GOD SHALL DAMN THE WHOLE NATION, will MR LEE still get up from the grave then?
since MR LEE so smart, brillaint, create his own army legion of BRAINLESS citizen to RUN THE COUNTRY................ooh great, they should thank GOD, bcso there is stilll alot of malaysian coming to singapore to sell their life , their freedom to the republic, so we dont run out of faithful, obeying Desperate malaysian for the moment, next generation, teh gneration after next, wll they stay in singapore?
WIll they be a stayer?
Or a slayer?
all written by me, GOD possessed me
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watched terminator?
the US governemtn created microchip imbued into the mechanical cyborg..wHY? to create order-=obeying soldiers, work for the governement, very discipline! why dont they used human instead?
nah , human can't be so discipline, u 'll wander off somewhere else urself, just like some of the corrupted supposedly law-obeying police man, accepted bribery, so they thought of creating a cyborg to work for them using electronic minds, microchip with stored orders, but........
one of the cyborg became too smart, their plan backfired, dont listen to order, operate on its own microchip mind, deviated, arnold swasignerr.............fk how to spell his name, where hes' from?
good cyborg but the one acting opposite him, change to liquid n then back......that one very smart microchip but deviated became BAD ASS! so u see 2 cyborg fighting one good one bad
so the governemt wished to brainwash the youth completely is not feasible........example.............the bond or scholar ship breaking students running to other country, never return
the show is fiction of course but not supernatural or extra-terrestial........why?
maybe sombody in this world could create the microchip
electronic mind can't obey, human mind how to obey? how to be fully discipline, fully allegiance?
the blonde chick from the america take ur soul away from you, u christian?, u still fuck right?
karma sutra ? how much do you know? Man still got lusty, no lustful thoughts, how to have son, daughter?
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GOD made us different........made us dislike............GOD gave us a desire to change
look at it this way......
hey if i'm born earlier than MR LEE, got his education, his opportnunity i 'll bring singapore on a totally different route......not like now!
Deputy PRIME YEoW
then i rule over YOU, would you like it? NO , definately no! but do you have a choice?
i even rule over MR LEE when he is born finally, he opend his eyes to see my power over the whole nation! just like me now , born to see accept his governing ways,,,,,,,dont ahve a choice
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the US is different, statue of liberty! but we Aren't WHITE...............
he dont even have the desire to change singapore!
MR LEE-------------got a good education, born at the right time, born at the right family, born a the right moment, got the opportunity, dun have a matchable, competive opponents vying for independence
at that tinme................he only got a gay david marshall to win over not like he got a thousand of opponents to beat in order to make the republic his way, bcos siingapore is SMALL, talent, or interested talents, worthy opponents wass FEW!
u got first in class...................why?
not bcos u r first among 30 students, bcos there is only 2 worthy, pesistance person in ur class......
just like MR lee n david marshall case!
now, got a lot talent but they are selfish!
they broke their opponents jsuut like u breaking chicken bones, diffused them, restrict them, im-powered them, made them a fool, a criminal...
maybe u could say MR LEE is emotional, he dont want other ppl or parties to take ssingapore away!
singapore is his! yep the nation! but not US, you and me!.
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he dont feel safe if singapoire is in the hands of other ruling parties, he felt agitated!, he felt threatened!
just like a puppy caught in the middle of the rushing stream......
hes the puppy going to drown, u wanted to save him but he dont trust you enough to get the job done! just MR LEE!
he felt singapore might collapse if in other hands.......but for how long could he hold?
he only trust MR GOH! MR GOH alreay sold his soul to the nation
MR GOH Trust who? who to continue after him?
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WE the citizen of singapore dont belong to HIS!
the nation is his ..........YEP! but defaintely not us! we r human! WE listen to GOD! even mr lee belongs to GOD! we r all governed by GOD..................but not by singapore~not by the republic
he can't tie us down! gotta break free like a butterfly -
Ah......... a microphone synthesizer
What a great invention to distort ur voice signal!
cheaters those performer using them are cheating
e.g 50 years old Cher singing "if you believe....
most techno, club----------if ur into mindless repeating beat
synthesizers are to create sound like bird whistle, plane or train noise
foolfighter used it to distort their voice too, if i'm not wrong, the one featured them on the plane dressed as lady -----------try sticking ur finger into mouth n stretch 1 of the cheek n speak at the same time
boybands nowaday u heard------no wonder i hate them, not bcos i'm jealous but they r too artificial, too much of an actor, TOO COOL TO BE TRUE.......
birtney is one big cheater, for 12 years old only
blonde, so what.
nowaday i quit buying CD any more.WHY? whats the point of wasting the money?
rolling stone -----------good band or great 'vintage' band
but the lead singer---------looks very old, very womanizer
singpore got a replica-------------stone revival still surviving------------i think
but u see when they sing, have a chinese tone in it, aah.....can't blame them -
My mother was blind.
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i understand myself more than u, but not totally.
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My father is trapped in his young age, nobody rescue him, he can't save himself.
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no fat, no excessive muscle, just long thick bones
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in my recent state, how to force myself to fall in love?
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do i want a cozy life? no.
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do i want a family? at least not yet.
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am i selfish? very.
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do i care about what ppl told me?
used to care, but not now.
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why am i selfish?
my childhood.
do i want u to love me bcos of my spectacle? no.
do i want you to perceive me as sumthing from my spectacle? no.
it all dealt with me, nobody else.
you handicaped, i dont laugh
but not vice versa. -
do i like curly long hair or tresses girls? no.
then what sort hair of girls i like? depends on what hair she has now!
i dunno. ask her.
television, 14- inch in my room borrowed, watchED all day got u misunderstood.
love tv? My mother is.
introvert?
primary cher got it rong
report bk for results
character, not precise.
soft-spoken? stupid childhood. Mine.
Same as you? not looking carefully enough.
do i love blonde girls? no.
jealous? who? You? Me? u dont understand
flunked ur psychological scholarship. what a disgrace.
been overseas, wat did you see?
u got mental disorder urself? no. what do you know?
got a certificate to testify ur knowlege? not enought
do i love western girls? no.
what makes u think i love them? appearance, motion is deceptive!
97 steps more
am i complicated? so is u!
God cant' interfere
thru computer chatline diagnostion for mental patient? hard.
read carefully, get a clue, do not disappoint
father is weak, i'm caution
u great? i dont care.
u bad? i dont care.
easily manipulated? what did i just said?
brainwashed? i'm the failure
not much of a challenge to ur knowlege? not yet. 2 more to decade, century to unravel
come a long way? not really? not even a decade!
helping me? ur fav pastime.
life too boring -
got a childish husband? divorce him straight away!
otherwise he won't grow up! u stay with him, u spoilt him. -
u don't understand this posted a long time ago?Originally posted by StQwerty:As for the broken ties or trust, I could only say sorry, u don’t have to trust me also, or return ur trust in me to the initial level ok? Never a need! Don’t bother! Just don’t let me, what I‘ve done, disrupt ur personal life, carry on as usual, nothing happen, u don’t have to believe me anymore but believe what I wrote here!
Don’t be impressionable, don’t mind what I ‘ve done, u ‘ve to forget the bad past! Dunno how to put in word leh! I’m don’t feel sad, emotional writing this, neither should you! Just carry on with ur life as usual, family as usual, everything as usual……. I don’t know how to repair this trust also,,,,,,,,, never feel a need to do it, sincerely n frankly, I just hope u don’t feel sad or anything or heartbroken! Serious! I really mean it! I’m long-winded again…..u could still trust my sister, my mother of course, but u can choose not to trust me! It is really not that important! I promised, swore not to worsen the trust, just leave it as it is…ok?
(Listen carefully! Whatever happened recently, if uÂ’ve discovered something amiss recently, it is just a left-over debris from the past disaster, just like the photograph lahÂ…Â…Â…Â….uÂ’ve misunderstood already!) okokokokokokok simply, donÂ’t have to regain your trust in me, donÂ’t waste time, donÂ’t bother just donÂ’t brood about it! Simple right! Recently n in future I will be doing nothing to cause break of trust, worsening of trust or anything bad in the house, I retired already, very sianz.
About helping me, actually I hate ppl helping me, I donÂ’t like to be told what to do, just like you or everyone else lah! Okokokok, very complicated now! How to tell you the finer n intricate details of my character n behaviour.. I do it another time, very hard to explain why? Just let u know, IÂ’m caught in between my dream n realityÂ…Â…very hard to solve, very hard to switch, cannot abandon both of my dream n reality eitherÂ…... so IÂ’m somewhat very confused very blurred like sontong, donÂ’t know what to do, just like when ur bios is infected by virusÂ…Â…Â… only thing is to replace the whole mother board, dispose the infected bios away! But can you dispose me away?
Â…Â…. First u think IÂ’m like Jack Neo, same low education n got the brain n brawn to be successful!Â…Â…Â…Â….. IÂ’m not, sorry u donÂ’t understand at all!
Then I filled u up with all this words, u said I must be coping it from somewhere, I said NO! IÂ’m not angry with you but I need to clarifyÂ…..not some much as to show off or prove to u or anything but I just need to BE MYSELF, ACT MYSELF, THIS IS ME, WHAT YOU SEE NOW IS THE TRUE ME, NEVER SEEN BEFORE IN REALITY..imÂ’ always like this in my dreams all alongÂ…Â…but not in reality.fk it!
Â…Â…Â…Â…Â….then u got feeling that I shouldnÂ’t have a problem with life since IÂ’m understanding, I could express myself so clearly HERE! Right?Â…Â…Â….but I canÂ’t face reality, I canÂ’t do this in reality IÂ’m caught in my dreams half of my soulÂ…..
Human brain is so complicate, believe me!
U donÂ’t really understand the truth yet! DonÂ’t bother also!
Carry on with ur life is the better part of understanding n a good solution now!