for those who know me personally only
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It's gonna be you
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This is the way u handle a human brain, so i see...
BECAREFUL though, if ur Careless,
a life maybe be lost and gone forever,
and who's gonna pay for it?
It's gonna be you, nobody but YOU.
Sinner by the justice of light,
Beheaded by the twin-axe of the Gate-keeper of Hell.
YOU ARE THE MURDERER,
of innocent's death. MY DEATH
Cold treatment, i'll doubled it with ice,
FREEZING COLD, gotta warm it with my boiling blood.
RIP ur head off, hell-spawns feeding on it.
non-stop
It's gonna be you, nobody but YOU.
Sinner by the justice of light,
Beheaded by the twin-axe of the Gate-keeper of Hell.
YOU ARE THE MURDERER,
of innocent's death. MY DEATH
i ain't got any children to feed,
any major responsiblity to fulfill,
so death will be A NO problem.
whatever my DAD had done, i shrug with a disdain.
it REPELS me away from his route,
FOR HE is a coward, can't kill himself,
i 'm going to act JUST THE OPPOSITE.
It's gonna be you, nobody but YOU.
Sinner by the justice of light,
Beheaded by the twin-axe of the Gate-keeper of Hell.
YOU ARE THE MURDERER,
of innocent's death. MY DEATH
Gonna end it in A BLOODY WAY,
With blood smearing the concrete floor,
that u can't seem to wash away with ACID
With Death approaching,
that u can't seem to refuse his offer.
Gonna end it in A BLOODY WAY.
Written by Qwerty
get me a electric guitar with amplifier, a bassist, i got the song running in no time
damn those hokkien speaking driving mercedes benz,
i'll encourage ur english educated son to die. -
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Detection
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radio detection n ranging,
detecting presence n location of objects,
electromagnetic transmitted, received via common antenna,
ur range can be estimated with its echo time.
Sensing beyond the range of human vision,
thru impenetable conditions,
darkness, haze, fog, rain, snow,
simply can't stop them!
Almost everything reflects light,
radio waves no exception!
reflected by metallic n dielectric,
its echoes patented as obstacle detector,
ship navigation device
Beyong the optical horizon,
regardless of atmospheric barriers,
vital to ALL,
ground, sea, air,
hundreds n thousands of kilometres,
bare mute witness to its coverage n penetration!
Sensing beyond the range of human vision,
thru impenetable conditions,
darkness, haze, fog, rain, snow,
simply can't stop them!
harriet jet vertical takeoff,
beacon marking offshore location,
terrain avoidance of low altitude flying,
Falcon series' raid assessment,
can't procced without their electro intervention
identifying landmass, lakes n rivers,
artilleries firing can't go a miss
searching for undetecteds in volumes of airspace,
RADAR, an electro amulet,
fighter n interceptor most trust companion ever! -
last time there used to be a brand know n as rococoboroco, many recurring Os.
many of my 14 years old classmate own the products, clothes i think, branded n expensive
from rich family i guess
shopping bag white glossy paper bag
14 years old ah beng trying to act mature favourite shop.
sometime or most of the time on the street of or Ntuc resort pasir ris bowling center
u'll alway see a bunch of youngster wearing the same type of t-shirt, jpanese baby t-shirt with tight fabric
, got some ultra-man pattern or flowered, jap-style pattern on the back of their shirt, or some weird shaped motives,
u'll noticed somtething as well............they a bunch of 14 years old kids walk, walk ,walk, laugh, laugh, laugh, talk, talk talk, when u gone passed them, they gave you the eye right in ur eyes!
most of the adult , the generation older than me hated them alot...........so you 'll say"Why is nowadays youngster so RUDE?"
not including me! i've in my life never walk in a group of friends before..never laugh aloud on the streets
ANTI-SOCIAL, OUTCAST defines my attitude. still do.
back to my dad!
evrey morning my mum will say something to him like" hey dont touch this , dont touch that!"
the bloody old man is just like a kid, i know he's trying to help but to the extent of meddling, overdoing it became a nuisance, i wonder why my mother never got tired of him! he dun even think himslef as a nuisance! i pestered, i do.
quess he got some much time, why dont he go and read the newspaper? the straight times
i dont even like classical music! why? i got a classical guitar not becos i love play calssica style, bcos it's cheap. got some money, maybe i'll get a steel-string folk guitar with a strap attached, that's what they called it.
NOw my father is talking to the next door kid again! WTF! got nothing to say to him 'cept "hey.....hey.......hey......" the malay boy next door, young innocent just like him, a 50 years old childish.........
calssical got a wider fret-board, pop guitar or folk got a narrower fret board so strumming will be sounded better. calssical wider fret board is bcos to accomodate hand-picking style. so wider apart the s trings are. -
i'm used to holding the steering wheel with the left hand, right hand do the gear shifting
i'm left handed, but in singpore driving is the other way round. US is left hand side driving, maybe i'm more 'at home' there
harder to adapt than those right handed ppl while learning drving,
just like learning gutiar
get a left-handed guitar is very expensive unless ur paul macartney
used to strum with left hand, right do the fretting, but can't produce a melodous sound, got a aweful sound instead! bcos my guitar is usual, most common right hand strumming
so i gotta adapt the gutiar, swapped but its harder to play right hand since i'm left handed
so u see i took a longer time to play a decent sound
but when i wrote, i use right hand....funny
when i eat, i use left hand to hold the spoon, but right hand to hold the pen!
weird
most of my calssmate at the age of 18 years, once they reached 18, they r eager to learn driving, some already doing the practical, some of them even skipped lesson to go for practice.
looks like driving is a highly popular knowlegde most ppl can't live without, could be peer pressure too.
even at my father's generation, its already very 'welcome' by the young adults
i hate drving or learning drive? why? bcos my father knew how to drive almost all types of vechicle u see on the highway, it did nothing to his intelligent, nothing to his character, i don't want o be like him,
so why should i bother to learn?
ppl around me always thouhgt i love driving .fk them! Siao
my father do! i don't
i hate driving, i hate cars -
the competition is still on, the saburu impreza, "put ur hands on"
the last one to take off WINS!
every 6 hours, a 5 mintues break
none of them could be beat, i'm got the best endurances if i take part.
i mean what for? i dont want to own a car!
take for instance, a particular family has never own a car before, they took part and won, the next moment, they r a proud owner of a saburu! their neighbour will be curious(humnan nature) and ask" hey where did you get the car?, did you struck lottery or singapore sweep of what?"
then the family will reply, "NO, i got the saburu simply by putting my hands on it!" lol.......funny
as i said before , none of them could beat me? i got best endurances, the rain can't deter me too!
but, what do i want a car for? i don't know how to drive, dont' intend to learn bcos of my father,
any does any one here who owned a car knew of this?
the tyres air pressure inside the 4 wheels of ur cars must be almost the same!
u go to the petrol station, most of u(especaily feamles drivers) would ask for help, let the attendant assist u in inflating the tyres, but most of the time u missed out alot on the knowlege of inflating,
don't be misunderstood, (i've never worked in petrol station before, never owned a car before, not a mechanics)
but i know the air pressure in the 4 wheels of ur vechicle must be at the same PSI, pressure standard index, or kba otherwise, if not, when u travel at high speed, u can feel the car unstable, something like that may cause it to overturn! so u see there's knowlegde in inflating...
physics
wheels spining at high speed, resulting in centrifugal force pulling out the tyres, if the air pressure is not the balance due to ur inflating mistake, some will appears to be loose, some seemed to be tight, therfore, the stablity of the car is affected, just like having bigger wheel on the left, smaller wheel on the right.
i learned that from inflating my bicycle. but bicyle only got 2 wheels which is easier
car is just
just like a table with pneumatic legs, not the same air pressure, the table is slanted.
if u don't know this basic air pressure properties, don't own a car.......
i'm not discrimanting but
most of the ladies don't!
curious my father knew of this too! or maybe he is expenrienced, but i'm not!
the bigger the body mass, heavier of the vechicles like bus , truck,
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i wanna listen to waht i'm about to 'rant' again!, stay. if u don't leave......simple?
this person kept himslf in a room, dunno a thing about outside society....... UR WRONG!
did you keep urself inside a room, n dont go out at all? NO, right? then how do you know how i feel?
my english or let's say the way i phrased my sentence is NO GOOD, try to understand me, hope it's not too hard for you to understande me.
joo chiat old man said something like, i dont speak dialect, i dont speak chinese, i speak only englsih?
by this sentence, u can see this JooChiat man is discrimanting chinese n other languages, which to him, simply is ENGLSIH IS THE BEST! chinese is inferior?other languages also, ENGLISH IS THE BEST! chinese spoker can't do a thing!
is this is true? then how about those china ministers running china speak only chinese , wrote traditional chinece and no englsih or others?
by this JOOchiat man's words , he meant speaking chinese can't do a thing, can't do a major thing,
how about those historical person like,
confucius speak only chinese at his time right?
confuciu stupid? confucius a buffalo?
romances of the three kingdom ? the very smart bearded man, ZHuga liang, liu bei?
can play chinese chess very well!
war strategists.........spoke chinese only
they can't run the chinese kingdom since they spoke only chinese what?
they all spoke chinese! they can't do a thing? they spoke chinese, they were STUPID?, inferior?
joo chiat man never got his fact right!
u be the judge!
hoiw can a person survive without any education?
like my father?
at least he dunno englsih , he must know chinese, mother tongue since he's chinese!
u got chionese in the blood,so learning it will be easier than learning english,
ur malay...................learn malay
you are indian----learn indian easier
bcos in ur blood, ur got the language right?
chinese still consider as education right? u still can understand life with chinese!
doesn't mean u know only chinese, u can't understand life!
then chinese teachers how? they die lah.........can't understand life, cannot grow up
the ppl in the chinese shanghai how?
like wise...................malay educated still can undertsand life.....
indian educated still grow up, understand life, mature about life
so you must at least know chinese! know at least how to read or write a language.......
like my mum, at least her chinsese reading skill helped her countless time but i know not enought in singapore.
joo chiat man VERY PRACTICAL,..........very true to life.......very honest, maybe he dont grow a pinokio nose.
englsih is superior , other languages inferior.... not true
chemical names latin got translated into chinese
hoiw can a person survive without any education?
my father survive until now! very funny! how did he do that?
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very important, must read! concerns me
if i became successful, BETTER THAN YOU one day! will you be jealous of me? will u regret helping me?
u said i'm doing all this to get pity or create problem, i'm 'smart' to try to get an easy way out from ur hardwork!
NO, u don't understand.
explain my emotion distortion and imagination out of the world, then u pass the above statement!
i'm something like splitting personallity , could be wrong of cousre! i dont know!
not really becos of proud ppl i met................then i REFUSED TO GO OUT! NO......wrong again......
funny u all got it wrong....
I GOT BIG FEAR, -----------------------------self-automatical invoked FEAR! u told me not to be afraid but u dont know u've just worsen it!
a bit of EGO WALL shrouding me! making me can't accept thing as they are...... must be my childhood! damn.
some o f the thing i did without my knowing is wrong!
Singapore is too small, grew up 20 years to have this feeling, singapore is too small
so u say i'm trying to get a n easy way out!, i'm writing this at 2.29 am...........easy ? or tough? u sleep..i wirte......eeasy way out trying to explain my FEAR?
trying to make you get me an easy way out to VICTORY, making use of you then throw you away.....WRONG AGAIN.......
then what's wrong with me?
great emotional distortion, great imagination, brought me to the other world...........yep its happening in singapore!
i'm not proud of this, i'm not trying to be famous bcos of this.......like
in the US.............
ppl declaring their house is haunted bcos they wanted to get FAMOUS................i'm not. don;'t misunderstand
, the ameicans bullshit......i dont try to imitate them bit i just feel that they r are FREE....not like us "tied down and gaggled". cant breathe on our own pace!
so u see ppl got degree, u must follow. bcos too small.....cannot reverse direction, agianst ppl......i always like reverse unknowingly......... -
central area overhauled, u living in the fringe must do it as well......complete overhaul in singapore is the key
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IN US, or china
US------------new york----megalopolis-------------------fast, advance, high fashion
lowa-------------cornstalk farming, slower, OLD
texas----------cowboys-------------so cheaper lah as compare to new york, cow boy gota lot cow dung everywhere.......
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beijing------capital----------knowlegde wise since they r ruling governing power core
shanghai----------------advance justlike US new york
some other area remoted-----shang dong------------------village area......u see the little boys got hole in the pant anus area.........
singapore------------u go changi, tanjong paga, yio chu kang the same thing
governemt said--------- do you still wanna survive? then FOLLOW US......................haizzzzz
i not saying is no good..........i dont have the right, authority, power , face, anything to pass singpore as rotten but..............................it concerns my future, how could i not be concern about how singapore progress?
like one instance.....
the HDB? can you make it sound prove?
u see very serious, bcos of my ignorance in the past, i offended my below neightbour.....
he lived below..........i'm dont agitated him purposely but now at night,every now and then i run to toilet to PISS ok?
i run, i'm heavy i got the running sound, "bump", "bump", "bump", "bump", "bump", "bump", "bump"
all the way to the toilet...........my below neightbour got distured, got roused by the noise of my running, he is ANGRY............but i dont do it purposely...i really need to run to the toilet..................
OUR HDB IS EMPTY! not sound prove...........HDB achitect. consider this when designing flat..
some time u ppl will make noise.................................WE R human what.... cannot be absolute silence, right?
i seldom look at myself inthe mirror
even if i DID looked, i DON"T appreciate my image casted on it !
u say i looked HANDSOME..............i dont feel anything close to that at all when looking at mirror! funny right?
u dream too much, not much time left for actual life.....u feel tired in actual life bcos it';s different from ur dream.......like me. -
of cousre i cant write such good fabulous english but i'll explain in my own words......
why bother , just spent 10 mins on it
self-esteem, self-conscious(shy), big ego
most average spore men got some self-esteem but not fully, self-conscious (more than half the bottle), big ego----(a bit, depends on the family he's from)
most average means the men u see on the streets without any wall (such as cellphone, posh cars to booost their confidence)
proud n big ego is totally different---------
proud----------u r rich, i'll befriend you
---------ur poor, treat u as an inferior dog
big------ego--------regardless of ppl around you, u just have the feeling of BIG,
the WANT to be BIG, regardless of fortunate n less fortunate around you.
like me-----------i'm the most serious case of all
BIg ego--------why? bcos of my family, i witnessed violence n misery,
from that day onwards, i told myself NOT to be brought down by any miseries again
to be HARD, HARDER THAN EVER, resulted in me hiding behind a wall, A TALL WALL within my own compound, safe haven with me just the KING OF ALL. noone else just bcos of my past.
liam gallagher and noel------same? why? they wanna be the biggest band of all, bigger than anybody else, check their website, used to have a small passage on their past.......
same as me , witnessed violence , in fact more serious than me, so you the the brothers are very BIg EGO, not to be brought DOWN by any means again, we told ourselves....
so you see what liam don't care about his divorce with patsy, got another all-saint girl the next day
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in conclusion
most singaporean men ARE NOT big ego like me!
but they have moderate self-esteem WORSEN by their medium self-consciouness mind
slef-conscious----keep reminding urself of ur own negative points, negative thoughts
got a range of course, mine is very serious, serious to extent i'm afraid of ppl together with my low esteem
resulted in their lack of 'guts to approach ladies or to perform sumthing funny to amuse!
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my case.........very serious
i got a very BIG EGO? why? my past lahhh.......
big ego to extent i WANT THE BEST, BE THE BEST, want the BEST for myself, NEVER settle for the LESS!
here comes the important part
but i'm different from the WHITE ASS, LIAM n NOEL are
i'm chinese, they r white western, british man-------bold and care less
i've very low, very low self esteem, lower than most spore man
,lower than most ppl u saw on the streets, liam is NOT, most of the white man are not, they r open-minded, accept things as they r, they simply ACCEPT failures, rejects...... not like most of spore man
not afraid to repeat the same thing over again,
new bunch of girls, renew spirit....western expat
we got rejected, a burst to the ego, self-esteem, increased self-conscious, insecurity heighten -
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So u see why Ang-moh expatraties got more confidence in socialising, meeting girls, humorous,
maybe is bcos of their high earning or what
proud of their features, most important confidence
compare oliver kahn-----when german football collapsed or lost out to brazilian
they had taller nose, got a different 'air' than us. than the koreans
observe the way he chewed his GUM. he don't act act but sumthing is different about him,
OUTSTANDING HUMAN RACE,
haha nazis jewies, got a rounded head
the koreans man looked LIKE TIRED DOG after the match.......the germans.....what is ur option??
u study physics n electricity..........most of the formulas and theroy u came across is GERman or ang moh
kriehoff voltage law,
tesla magnetic induction law. more.........albert one of them.
u never see ur AH GONG name on it.....damn our chinese ancestor 'cept fo the wood work architerture
but AGAIN, we studied british design in secondary school, all the hand tool we used made in british
we got a HIGH RESPECT FOR the western bcos of thier PAST! dunno about the girls in singapore....
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back to me
as though low self-esteem is not enough,
my sneezing nose keep bringing me DOWN! WTF? cut off my nose....
the girls or some guys got a perfume On.............................i sneezed like MAD.... WTF?
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u saw ANG -MOH man sneeze before? yes lah but i never see leh on the streets they sneeze
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very big ego, low low self-esteem, very very self-conscious, shy, a bit of dreamer, abit of phsicological barrier--------------
all together, a HIDDER ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, MR HYDES thats ME dont even dare to appoach MAN, children, loss of words, old woman, old man...........fueled by my father genes, he also a bit awkward!
big ego to extent i WANT THE BEST, BE THE BEST, want the BEST for myself, NEVER settle for the LESS!
low low self-esteem n self-conscious to extent............... i HID from the REST, can't merge with the REST
more self -conscious---------------picked on my own negative points totally, omitted my good points.....too-preoccupied with myself, my feeling, forgot about the REST.
when u see me boasting!
THAT"s is not confidence, that's BIG EGO AT WORK, MY EGO bcos of my stupid past -
most man out there( early 20 to late 20)
SHY...........expect girls to make the move? why is this so?
bcos WE R MAMA boy..............dunno what is mama boy, come to my house, SEE MY DAD! he's one fine MAMA BOY....... he waited for wife to come home!
still the same now
some of the bolder spore man will perform some feat infront of the girls to demostrate his talent, to amaze the girls watching but still lacks the 'gut', confident to go up and 'access' the lady
westerner most of time are independent, a bit rebelious,not so close to mama, sumtimes mama spoilt her son also.....typical confucius mind
more resourceful, more stable, dependable----------------humourous, grown up why? they came from BIG CITY, even bigger than singapore! got to met all types of ppl
they came all the way to singapore, of cousre already grew up, mature.
u put ur childish child in africa, can he survive?
show biz got a few ladies married to expatraites.........samatha...dunno her name , one more......dunno her name also, she always acted auntie........
the white man said " i'm rich, i'm come to singapore, u gotta feed me with the best girls in ur land!"
white man meaning the expatraites not those british man borned in singapore,some of them left over from the JAP WAR
those borned in singapore already like us already.
so u see they always wanted sumthing on the television, even a wife must be 'super-model' in singapore.........
why? match his status, match his wealth, he go back to his country, he told his mum " MUM, I GOT A CELEBRITY , STAR in ASIA TO BE MY WIFE!")
they can't get a wife in NEW YORK CITY bcos of tough competition there, why? all white -man, more richer than him, more handsome...........
singapore--------speak englsih just like them, our singapore girls maybe bcos of the image displayed by the air-hostess in SIA, gave the expat a good impression of sing girls, they felt in love at first sight, so they came over here to start a family with a local wife
and they wanted the best on the the television kind
moreover our girls not promicuous like american girls, conservative, can understand them, common language
they got taller nose, we got a sneezy nose
remembered got a girl in poly who likes to douse in heavy perfumes,
everytime when she walked past, a male will 'll sneeze like siao
i just ran away .very rude ah but no choice
my nose is highly violatile -
i'm not saying the ladies don't know a thing about physic
got a Malay physic teacher in secondary school who knew..yep she's female, told us sumthing like the black color car absorb heat better, trap heat better, so never buy a black top car bcos of look! cool..the physic teacher is cool .........malay somemore
i'm saying MOST not ALL ladies don't know a thing about pressure....
say , if ur working in mechanics automobile industries, of course u'll learn about that.......simply familiar to you.......i'm saying females engineers or techinican or car repair person, petrol station....it willl be easy to them just like the male but......
not every ladies knew about the car thing! simple for you to understand?
why u guys always got my word misunderstood? u guys silly or waht? or my english rotten like hell?
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one instance------in tpoly again, electronic labortory, we used for practical lessons
Females lecturer VS MALE lab technician?
who is better?
the females lecturer got a degree of higher of course otherwise u can't be a lecturer standing infront of you
the male lab techincian got a ITE certificate or trade certified or fuck whatever~
we as a student got a feeling the male techician is MORE WELL VERSE THAN THE FEMALE LECTURER in practical, more hand--on 'fooling' around with circuit board n equipment than the DEGREE-HOLDER FEMALE LECTURER .....
we kept bothering the male techinical for solution on debugging the electronic problem and SO....the females lecturer got jealous of the attention we had given him
this is her DEGREE-HOLDER LECTURE , why should an ITE or whatever lesser male technician interfer with her lesson?
but it's a clear to us that the male TECHINICAN is better than the female lecturer...more confident and dependable
i'm not saying female rotten like hell.....NO.... i'm discrimanting but we got a female lecturer who can't solder well! her hands a bit unaccurate n trembling though she's perfectly normal!
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for me..........i knew how to repair a chain leakage on a bicycle when i was 5 years old
a bit later....................i knew how to repair a loose calipers brake, knew how to open the nut and evrything at the age of 6
knew how the deraileur, gears works at the age of 7
i can't explain of course, why?
7 years old at my time how to speak so well?
nobody, i discover it myself.........the only thing my dad done is reminding
but i already knew a Long time ago
but i not really that good at electronic circuit
i'm only good at mechanical device without electronics but.......nowadays everything comprised of electronics, can't go without it
computer! electronic of course.......got electri circuit and everything
u know ah? transistor a millon times smaller pentium chip u knew lah -waste water saying this
yep a computer is electronic
but don't ever fucking tell me hooking up ur PC, assemble the whatever board to ur hard disk,
screwing ur hard disk to the metal carcase is electronics ,
plucking in ur acelerator card is electronic
computer and her parts in her is electronics...TRUE
but assembling it is purely physical work! no knowlege involved!............just dont screw wrong, dont connect wrong
thats all! after that is configurating------that one is computer skill.....needlessly to elaborate -
since men are good at fooling around...ladies don't....... hahOriginally posted by StQwerty:we as a student got a feeling the male techician is MORE WELL VERSE THAN THE FEMALE LECTURER in practical, more hand--on 'fooling' around with circuit board n equipment than the DEGREE-HOLDER FEMALE LECTURER ..... -
the car pressure again......
most of you can't experience it bcos u dont travel more than 100 km, the faster the car, the more inbalance u got if ur tires air pressure is different....
if u travel at lower speed....centrifuga still there but HE wont figet with ur tires as MUCH as high speed spinning!
so don't really feel the difference if ur travel at crusing speed 40 km or less----depends on ur air pressure since it's pneumatic theory
------experiment must own a car..........
inbalance inflating ur car tires......how much i dunno! never own a car but the more inbalance the better! ok?
take ur car travel at 180 km per hour down the highway,
make sure nobody sees you! no traffic mobile nearby
NOW, u could feel the differences and the noize ur inbalance tires made
. u overturned, ended in hospital, the reporter wrote a story on you, on ur misguided experiment suggest by my brain
then UR FAMOUS FOR holding that experiment!
one more if ur observance enough!
sumthing u heard car speeding fast on the road below ur flat, u also can heard
'flop'...'flop'.....'flop'.'flop'....'flop'.'flop'..'flop' familiar right?
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THAT is what i'm trying to say here! inbalance car pressure....now i think the car uses a different measurement scheme not PSI or sumthng else
i dunno....never own a car before, never inflate acar before.......the knowlege just came to me on it's own! -
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i just dont feel like go out and work with ppl......nothing serious
like the anthony ser case who murdered his wife...
i never kill, cause major trouble, don't feel like going out, don't like life...my life not urs
nothing serious at all, my mum is exaggerating!
i dont feel like going out, don't like ppl around me-----it's perfectly ok!
u don't have to make me famous!
i dont want to be famous, dont want to be BIG in this way
by the way.......those whom i don't know, nevr spoke to before.....ur transpassing my personnel zone
pls dont try to get a clue from here, i never wrote any in.....
don't feel like going out------ain't serious
u dont have to change the world bcos of me! rmember i'm not king of this country
u said i feel cozy in this forum-------how? what do you simply mean by that?
i don't got paid , got treated by posting here......
i feel like writing anything, i wrote.......no big deal....u dont have to bother.......
pls don't let me repeat this again
i'm not proving, not threatening, not expecting any changes of any form, not requesting anything to compensate........i just don't like my life.........that's all
dont' like my life, don't like going out and mix with ppl..................that's all.....nothing serious
why do you have to make it big? unless ur GOD...otherwise u can't help me
never expect you to help!
u said i feel cozy in this forum-------how? what do you simply mean by that?
i don't got paid , got treated by posting here.....
nothing seirous....feel like writing.......i wrote........what's the big deal?.
not to prove or threathen......don't expect you to help me.....for what?
u ain't GOD
how on earth are you going to help me?
never expect the govrnment to change............thta's there business........i JUST DON"T LIKE MY LIFE THAT"S ALL.........so nothing serious.....nothing ground-breaking
dont make me famous, bcos of this stupid thread.... i hate attention
i wrote here NOT to prove or show i'm smart or whatever shit u could came up with!
from start till now, i never say i'm smart, talent, intelligent or whatever shit
i feel like posting............i post...............why should you bother? U got a lot of time to waste?
i jsut dont' liek the presence of ppl................whoever..
whatever i posted, it's not intended to stir up ur emotion or pity or whatever u could came up with..
never want ur help at all from start till now
i hate life.......my life not urs
be understood.
don't be misunderstood. -
if anybody here thinks he/she could handle my life the way he/she wants, well..... fuke them.
and i can tell u, i aint joking right here, this is 3 in the morning and my mind is as clear as the water u drank. -
i dun need to know you but i know what life is. you may be right but think about it, you could have made a better point if you'd avoid using the big brother words "fukk". thing is, you are weak. you can't endure life at its peak. we all have experiences, not just you. what makes you think you know better than me? like you, i dun haf a criminal record. c'mon if you're so smart, prove it. dun brag it, punk!
lookit me, i'm not a mixed. i'm a chinese too! i speak better english than most of them out there. thanx to the tv. dun tell me u dun haf a tv? so whats your excuse? born a wimp? born ugly? born stupid? born without eyes? bad childhood? bad father? ur not any different. i've heard of all of this before! still why are u different? LIFE DOESN'T MAKE ANY EXCEPTIONS, foo! no excuses! born with the same circumstances! there is NO DIFFERENCE! even with the little details, the big picture is no different!!! u got hands, u got legs, just like us. you put urself into shit, then into deeper shit, then into even deeper shit! get a clue! do you sound like ur any different from guys who actually didn't happen to get to see ur long thread??? hell no!! luckily, i stepped by.
so u believe in god, huh? what a surprise! isn't He just an entity for you to blame on whenever something wrong ever happens to you? some faith! you don't know what god created, what was created in the process and what evolves from it. you are just one person from all that! you are USELESS!
take it from someone who knows a lot about astral travel. you don't know shit about the cosmos! u have too much ego in your physical body to ever have a spirit in the first place! you will NEVER find your answers!!!
u R a disappointment. rape a girl or sth! what's all the words for? it failed to even tickle me. where's the action? i wanna read about your DEATH in the newspaper with his sad message left for the world to know! eminem rhymes better shit than you do at least i can relate to that. he could have been ur rolemodel but you're not even trying you're a whiner! i'm not afraid of death i dun want to be in the "material" world forever. we're all gonna die anyway. as cliche as it may sound life IS too short and killing urself at this age won't make a damn difference, u dig?
u want attention? stop being melodramatic, you sissy! if you're reading this, then you ARE cuz you're not dead yet and i just KNOW SO they are sissies if they're gonna reply to this forum. but if you won't reply, then i wish you a CLEAN death and may you find HAPPINESS in ur afterlife cuz from the way i see it... you'll still be complaining about your very existence when you're there because the only thing that is going to follow you for an eternity when you lose that conscious part in the afterlife. (you haven't felt eternity, you will never understand!) is your twisted EGOS bitching within your subconscious. this is FACT, sucka! face it. you're not ready to die yet, you're not thinking straight, you'rew just being selfish now. your torment is for an ETERNITY. (which is just a word now, and you'll never know what it really feels like to be in your sorry state that long.)
dun even start talking about guns. if you've got guts, use your hands. its more respectable than guns! you are who you choose to be. if you're not strong enough to fight, then dun even come close to talk about a fight in the forum! i'd smash any biker wearing a grey/black shirt at night in tampines!
to know the right, you have to know the wrong! to know about life, you have to be dead first! obviously, u do not not know ALL!
ur pathetic! take a look at disabled people out there, they're still in this matrial world trying to live. ur just typical. ur not any different.
u wanna play mind games? I'm THE CEREBRAL ASSASSIN!!! i am your MAKER!!! ur just another PUNK who needs a dose of REAL REALITY which is a whole lot different from YOURS!!! I AM UR REGRET, UR GUILT, UR THOUGHTS, UR PAST, UR SUBCONSCIOUS AND UR SINS!!! I AM TEN TIMES WHAT YOU ARE!!! I AM YOUR EGO WHEN IT WAKES UP!!! I DUN NEED TO CONSIDER ANYTHING N I DUN HESTITATE TO DO!!!
INSIDE YOUR TWISTED CHARACTER, THERE IS INSECURITY!!! THERE IS A BIG BABY!!! A BABY WHO KNOWS WHEN AND WHERE TO BITCH n WEEP AT WHEN NOBODY's LISTENING!!! no, MUDDAFUGGA!!! i urge YOU to kill!!!! dun be scared of the LAW, ur not even afraid of DEATH!!! AH, SCREW IT! UR A BIG TIME SISSY!!! u r USELESS! UR WORDS MAKE NOTHING!!! FKING UNDERSTAND THAT??!! -
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like sand thru the broken glass, so r the days of our life
yep, that show got itself screening on tv a long time ago,
the first time i watched it is at noon 11a.m when i was 14 years old
funny , now it's still not ended yet...neverending... maybe until the director die, but they could replace him anytime...
stupid show, long-winded and evil-twisted, u just can't understand why the relationship is so entangled,
bloody romance and emotional movie.....i hated it
the best part is when marleena got possessed by an evil spirit, succubis, the succubis wanted to drag John a white-collar preist to hell......she spoke witha man voice
the stupid john kept saying" i can't denounced GOD!" but he gotta shit......
some of the climax, i forgotten already
there'was also a big bad-ass, stefeno, his face a bit punchy and bloated just like a goldfish......he wants marleen
there was also a old rich businness man who wants a baby, he got 2 women after him...... 1 is former wife, the other women is trying to snatch him... she got a right-hand man working for him, ma-dame ,ma-dame what can i do for you, pls enlighten me ma-dame......
guess the hongkie show kindred sprit is 'copying' western days of our life, almost exactly dealing with bloody relationship
but DOL more complicated
that's where i learned of the embroyo and invirto-fertilization......inverted fertilization, instead of the man fertilize the lady, the other way round, the lady fertilize the man
his former wife wanted to get pregnant thru that method bcos the old man too old to have ababy
the lady with a right-hand man, vivien i think wants to get pregnant thru that method too, but i think she swapped the embroyo
austin used to be casted by the man in the starship trooper, but they changed another cast
2 sisters fighting over him, one plumper forgotten her name, another casted by christie mark clark,
she acted in the children of the corn before but younger at that time
noticed most of the ladies in the show is blonde.....funny it's a purist show, a single race except for the black police chief working with the sister's father, the father looked like mick jagger got a lot of pockhole on his face
there's another more twisted realtionship between a mother and a daughter
the mother and th e daughter shared a same man!
the mother was a doctor who got a memory lapse problem
i think the man is her daughter former husband........
and the mother got in bed wth her daughter husband! WTF!
the daughter got another new husband, broader in size, macho looking just like superman
messed up ? Days got it all
another one was on a police man called BOLD or whatever his name was
he got a policewoman as his wife but she lost her own identity and totally forgotten who she is, guess a debted clinic worker got the clue, got a bracelet which belonged to the police lady, HOPE or whatever her name was, the bracelet got her name n bod name engraved on it. Clue to her identity
she got prisoned by stefeno in a room
john, the priest too got prison, got attempted brainwash by stefeno
both of them knew stefeno evil—doings
(events not in order)
then bold got himself another wife, bobby a black hair white girl with a swollen lips with a feeling of her former wife is dead
another one was the place crashed bcos the poilet drank the spiked drink instead of austin ree n bobby 's mum which was meant for her
the mum was the one trying to get fertilize earlier on, bobby got a younger brother, same mother, but different dadÂ…Â….they got a bad relationship together with austin
she got drowned and strandled n a piece of wood floating, though she got flare, the pilot got rescued
later she got saved by 2 south amreican fishermen, she gotta cut fish in the kitchen
most of the scene took place ina studio-----soapy drama
theres' more, but i forgotten most of them...don't bother to watch days , u fell alseep at the pace they spoke, u could often seen make love intimate scene, caress here , caress there ...like lazy cats
especially the blonde girls
the men got a lot of chest -hair............why is that we only got pu--- hair and black hair?
so unfair life is!
got featured the chinese rice cooked in a pop-corn square box -
my dad got his brother into the house, inviting trouble in?
his brother love boasting about his kids
maybe it's bcos we got famous now, they wanted to befriend us...............fuke them -
Originally posted by spy8reak:
how embrassing for u to say that!
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i'm not even a single bit ofa biker , to precise i'm a hidder who cycle
those malay kids u saw on the street are the biker and i can tell u i'm not a liar in a fire
what do you meant by sucka?
it's clear to eveybody that ur even a better punk than me, u just provoked a fight?
who did you sucka? ur wife? or boss?
u ppl got messed up by the society
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hahahaha!Originally posted by StQwerty:i'm not even a single bit ofa biker , to precise i'm a hidder who cycle
those malay kids u saw on the street are the biker and i can tell u i'm not a liar in a fire
what do you meant by sucka?
it's clear to eveybody that ur even a better punk than me, u just provoked a fight?
who did you sucka? ur wife? or boss?
u ppl got messed up by the society
suddenly, stQwerty is not such a BAD GUY after all. all of a sudden he looks DOWNRIGHT RESPECTABLE! HAHAHA! does this guy's girlfriend has a name or what? screw your girlfriend as well for having a low class delusional individual like you!
but did he just say i PROVOKED A FIGHT? look who's talking, foo!!! so, it justifies you to use the word "fukk" as a figure of speech? as a noun, adverb, adjective, description, compound nouns or whatevurr... but when i said "sucka" he had to act like a friggin biatch just to preach his morality to me??!! i'm easy wwith that. i've seen a lotta BIATCHES in this world. SEE??!! i KNOW SO U R JUST LIKE THEM!!! DID YOU BY CHANCE READ MY PREVIOUS POST FROM TOP TO BOTTOM?? DID U READ ALL OF IT!!! WHAT DOES IT SAY??!! IT SAYS YOU CAN'T INTERCEPT MY POINT TO PROVE THAT YOU ARE RIGHT! YO A COWARD LIKE ANYBODY ELSE!!! ITS GOT A HATE MESSAGE IN IT THAT SAYS UR TRASH!!! IF YOU CAN'T INTERCEPT MY POINT, YOU GOT NOTHING TO BACK YOU UP THEN U R IN THE WRONG!!! SIMPLE AS THAT!!! FKING GOT THAT U TREE-FUGGIN HIPPIE! -
i am not the ppl. i dun speak for the ppl. i am not like the ppl. i am you. i am anti-you. -
what do we have here?
a quadrant made up of alphabets, joined together without a meaning
obviously, this person got a boxy, squarely head on his shoulder otherwise he can't construct such a tedious, highly complex pattern
how brilliant......truly artistic!
our prime minister, our deputy, our senior, our wonderful parliment advocates, they all came from a good family.
u heard of someone high in political authority coming form shitty family liek mine?
