i never like bad families or ppl from bad families,
i hate them...
my definition of bad chinese family...............speak only dialect n a rotten command of chinese,
can't speak english well, fluent
i hate those ppl on the streets from bad family, i shun them but....i'm, myself from this sort of bad family.
so i'm hating myself
i never the malays on the streets
i hate them.......
my option on the malays on the streets is just like any other chinese man , just like ur option on the malays...
i treated them as dirt, just like ur option.......but
i'm acting like them, dirt.
so 'im contradicting myself
i always like freinds or girls from good family in school or at work
definition of good family
sumthing like the lim kay tong family depicted in growing up, siao yee ming, jamie yeo
they r not rich but they r from good family,
usually u 'll notice girls from good family, they spoke good english, the words just flow easily,
they r well-mannered
but they hate speaking to me, since i'm a bit dumb n stone
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well worked urself up but that dont guarantee me to upgrade my family to good family
well, teacher always say the only is to study hard n that guarantee to change ur background
oh well, now i'm here a dropped out, no inspiration to continue, lerthagy to life
lost aspiration
whatever,
if i'm from ur family, i wont even be like kurt,
nevermind
i hate life.
u guys are funny, ur assuming i'm trying to act like kurt cobain as if really knew who he was, an dwhat sort of person he was pior to the strait times article
a week ago...
i swear to GOD, i dunno know,never heard of him but dunno how he died, what sort of person he was
i really don't
during his death time, i dont even own a bloody computer, own a stereo , knew how to read a newpaper
i swear, i'm not lieing, i only learned how to read the newpapers at the age of 18 years old
befoe that, i dont even touch 'life'
i never heard form my friend becos i ',m most of the time anti-social
i can't speak well, reticence, hesistant to speak
i can't debate! never good student or ace student before
must be my family, the family i'm from
oh well, whatever, nevermind
i'm going to die
i knew of him, kurt only 1 week ago from the straits,
now i knew , my sec school teacher used to thought ii'm mimicking, try ing to act like him
but i dont, now i'm starting to understand what they r trying to tell me,
they used to hint me on my incoherent speech too, hint me their insult n impatience towards me
looked like u guys introduced a dead friend to me
i hate attracting the wrong types of audience, the type that used to laugh at me
how dare u manage to crawfish out of my grasp, better pray that i dont crab you up, panda in ur eyes, baboon ur bottom,
sloth up ur movement, elephant up ur nose, giraffe up ur neck,
i u nderstand all this, but i dont smoke
what gave my fahter the reason to smoke?
what gave the youth on the street have a reason to smoke?
when human first walked earth
eg. the worldly popualtion is not the same as , not as heavy as now
e.g when human first started out, when we r known a s homo sapien
they were 10 of us in this world populaion:10 for emxaple
5 woman ,5 man
10 of them got married n formed 5 couples
each couples got 2 babies, 2 descendants
the world is now 20 including parents
this continue n continue
eventually we became todays' population
billions, more than billions of human all over the world
and that's is the reason why the society is getting tougher, why?
more competition, more recurring ppl since more dense popualtion thru out the world
GOD randomise the personal attributes in each and every of us
since there are so many of us
there is a chance we will respawn ourselves, reoccurred whether similiarity in the outlook or the charaacter in a person, behaviour, attitude
e.g
i',m made out of 1, 3, 4, 6
u made out of 3, 5 ,6 7
to form the person that 's in you
similarity.....................the 3
so my attribute 3 is the same as urs
attribute 3 could be i love mathematics, u love mathematis too
could be anything
so among ur good , close friend
n both of u got the same interests
but you do disagree with each other too
a twins in not exactly the same
some resemble andy lau, some resemble jacky chan athought their character is totally different, only the outlook is th same
we got the same height, tall
but u looked more handsome than me
our height attribute is the same
but not our outlook's attribute
and that's the distinction in everyone of us
it is essential to get afast asdl or broadband cable cnnection if ur playing mulitplayer or dowloading large bytes but i don't
the only channel worth paying for in SCV is discovery
why pay for the espn? u r watching ppl doing sport and unknownlingy , ur sstomach is gettng bigger.
mtv?
u r watching ppl gettting awardds but u urself get overdosed with popcorn
if i listen to ur advice n do what u say, i'll be proving that i'm a 5 years old crying baby
bcos, the approach n the coaxing ur using is that of a baby
n i'm not one!
dont explain things to me in direct logic, most of u do.
my brain works in indirect logic
what a waste of time, dont bother to say
many ppl is using the rail way as a suicide machine
guess the prime men of our country don't dare to ride on it
they got their 4 -wheelies
with 2 glasslies rested on their nose
behold the vengeful spirit of the railway
7th month water ghost lurking around near aqueous zone used to be
now, 2002 railway spirit haunting the MRT
never step beyond the yellow linen better take heed
some evil is waiting out there , waiting for his prey to step into his trap
22 hits wonderful......trespasser
22 criminals
insults i'm the insults, useless against me
what did you did that?
evil urges in ur heart, i'm one of that too
insults never reach my ears why?
i'm deaf? no.
then?
bcos i'm faster than them
my opinion smoking opium driving opel singing opera
i'm one person capable of speaking to myself, no need for an audience, no need for a support
looks like singapore is too small, we dont have alot of news happeningaround here, gotta poke our nose into the world news
sniffing around looking for a golden bone
oh yeah we do support the local newspaper, 60 cents a day
thinking getting 10 copies of news paper a day.....why? brand irrelavant
to wrap the vegetables
yeah, my insult is better right? got right into the nerve
i live on insults n accumulate , consolidate
them.
when its time, at the right moment , i geti unleash
just like aunties, awhole bunch of them
jabbering like monkeys
rhyms?
i love simp[ly love insult, bcos i got a resort
its important bcos i'm a mistake, u listen to a mistake u 'll will undertsand what is not a mistake
n dont commit again
i'mamistake why? my fahther mistakes
i dont have the neccessary respect for a baby when i'm borned into this world
my parents dont respect me.....i'm born bcos of my stupid dad mistakes, his lust, his urges, mum's temptation
so u see i'm born a dimwit, aloser
most of u do have respect from ur parents why?
baby is made out of love n parent's concepts
they think of a want for a complete family then they procee to
carry out their plan under love supervison
i dont.
my sister is the first child, so she probably dont suffer so much bcos most family got aleast a child right?
most family in the world got at least a child
second subsequents could highly be a mistake
why do you want a baby?
bcos u need a family, inorder for love to complete, acomplete circle of love with descendants to continue
u dont made ababy bcos of lust, temptation or mistakes or ignorant or impulsive act or rape or or or...
AA RAPE CHILD
i'm one such baby
u listen to me bcos i'm a mistake, i can't be wrong about mistakes
hitler hated jews bcos he got a jewies blood
i hated ppl from rotten family but i'm born in one
probably kurt too
i dont have a respect as a baby when i'm borninto this world
so i'm a bit confused
"why am i here?" i asked myself when i'm born?
i not a good concept of my parents
i'm a misconception
this serious, never make mistakes especialy on life or bloodline
supersitious
u invoked a spirit when palying ouija board, u must give respect to invite his presence
likewise
a baby, a new soul, a new refresh spirit, just came into this world
prior to that, what his presence?
nothing
When IÂ’m at home, IÂ’m almost a debater, a fighter, a bully
Outside, IÂ’m dumb n brain-slow
Like I said before, if ur looking for scholarship ecssay, go over to the politic channel kindly
Where u see lots of local scholars displaying their talent to the fullest
IÂ’ve never been there. Why?
Bcos IÂ’m never a scholar, never a scorer
But a scrawler instead
Word does help to format ur passage well, save u the trouble
In the net came across things such as not written in a history book
How to identify a superiro human being?
Identify an inferior
How to create a blinding shooter made of latex
For kid to fulfill their mischief
A face surgeon told you sumthing like beauty is only on the surface
Beneath it , everything is almost the same function, ur heart works the same way as mine
Normal condition
Only at the surface u look more distinct
Oh yeah, n he trade in his old wife for a beautiful young wife
A doctor told u to watch ur diet, to ensure a balance body weight
Oh yeah, the doc himself or herself overeat bcos of stress n become fat
Scientific fanatics?
Damn them
They only believe in science proven
100 years ago americans bigots full of them
could be small citizen or scientific professors
their views “white man is better, more intelligent, other race slower, dumb”
scientific man believe only in science proven, when they came to personnel sensitive views
, to protect their own white race, why is their science?
2002 vampires, ghost dun exist anymoreÂ…Â…
then
why is so many of my so-called science classmate in tpoly afraid of going into the dark toilet?
Their reply, no light
So what were they afraid of? Blindness?
Believe only in science
Dun bullshit me, u gotta have a blind view on sumthing
Who create electrons ?
Who put the solar system there?
Lecturers saying corona chicken is the best, other chicken rice cant be compared
Science proven?
Nah they care about the brand
Darkness is a major turnoff to most ppl. I donÂ’t
IÂ’m joyful under its coverage
One best evidence to bullshit science fanatics
Telecommunication lecturer telling us in 1 particular lecture that radiation by a mobile will affect the user brain wave considerably
He , himslef love speaking on his mobile so much
So others fanatics say NO damage by the radiation
so life is a debater,
never a right or wrong
it al depends on whether u could win ur clause
Why do ppl love going to pub?
De-stress their answer
Scientific proven that alcohol can de-stress or spageti girls can de-stress you?
No!
bcos of trendy right?
What to believe?
Bcos I got the moneyÂ…
This is not debating neither is this dishing outÂ…
Then what is this?
An old man teaching u how to run the county on tire so that it donÂ’t catch fire
insults,
insults,
insults,
insults,
so much
insults
so much
insults that i gotta dishout
when ur self-employed, got a business running living off it's profits
good for you
but naturally, u think of a descendant from ur own family bloodline a successor, some one u can trust, confine in
u will die, i'm sure u dont want ur business to end, got buried with u
wah a waste of effort!!!!!!!!!!
u can't survive forever maybe ur business could
if its in the right hand of course
just,like writing a will
naturally u got a business,
u think of a women, a wife capable of producing child of course,
a successor is what u want,
nota disappointment!
which lady dun love a rich man?
a lady bird.
which man dun love a child-bearing lady?
"pac man"
humorous is it practical nowadays or ideal spouse?
?
i'm one, and the single one
guru sounds like a old fart, a dork in pond
Curiosity kills the cat
And IÂ’m about to be the cat
I got a close friend telling me those working in a ship yard or onboard gets a rape up their ass if they donÂ’t comply to ordersÂ… true?
No wonder everybody shun jobs in a ship yard
My suggestion to the government to make a better working place here
In order to enforce a more efficient working environment, ensure more productivity, ensure more work n less loafing, to strengthen the rules n regulation of a company, n most important to make sure the workers obey the system, submit their life to the company,
My suggestion to the government with the utmost sincerity to pass this law “if any worker is to break the rules of a company, he/she is too get a rape up his/her ass.”
“If any of them don’t comply to any regulations, the same treatment is going to use on them!”
e.g if a colleague perfume is too pungent, so much that it affects the concentration of others which in terms cause the companyÂ’s efficiency to plunge, downgraded, he/ she is to get the a fore-mentioned punishment, regardless of any pleads or apologies by him/her.
Another:
If a customer associate got a foul breath so much that it turns away the customer resulting in major losses
In which the company has to bear later on, he/she too is to get the same punishment regardless of race, language or religion.”
This should prevent a worker from committing a similar atrocity or offense again.
dun complain so much...this is life...let's face the reality....there is no perfect in this world.....
Truths
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I donÂ’t like wearing a shirt
In school I canÂ’t merged,
polytechnic got thru with t-shirts
at home with no shirt
since GOD condemned our weather
but
an italian love our weather?
Good for his vocal ladder?
Or is he a good liar?
RaFFLES PLACE, RAFFFLES PLACE raffles place, ‘na’ first place
So u wonÂ’t lose face
Hiding his face behind a newspaper
He got his ways to hide from the rest
Walking with quick paces
Conversation dominates
While making ur way
Just like the restÂ…
Everyday.
I donÂ’t quit
I donÂ’t quit
I donÂ’t quit I donÂ’t quit
Why should I quit?
I got all the boo
I got all the shoo
But its ainÂ’t enough,
Since life is never enough!
Human greed possessed the laughs!
N I donÂ’t laugh!
U donÂ’t find ppl reading horror stories nowadays,
They are for 16 years olds dreaming their days
Back in the olden days
Prolific authors got their ways
In today, horror stories canÂ’t their ways
To be like yesterday,
Since stephen is retiring his days
Soon.
20 years old n above
whatÂ’s their staples?
“how to make money in the easiest ways”
sell ur soul to the darevil,
canÂ’t be the way, areal loser if its gona be the way
pop-up canÂ’t advert my head
canÂ’t make an impact in my mind
money opportunities
canÂ’t make their way
to my interests,
bcos my browser disabled it all the way
The below is meant for myself
Jus to get the message thru
DonÂ’t expect essay
Since a message is always written in a mess
Quickly n Popular among the mass
I got all the boo
I got all the shoo
But its ainÂ’t enough,
Since life is never enough!
Human greed possessed the laughs!
N I donÂ’t laugh!
the pastor saying he gota life of crime
he looks like MR mah bo tan
one is famous for his height,
one is notorious for his deeds,
singaporen all looked alike
the pastor again, saying he gota life of crime
so he got a wife in the singing life,
what a wonderful turnover in his life!
howmuch he got for his book of crime?
his buttock healed already?
but his face is getting tangerine
and why is he a new leaf?
his face lacked the moisture n tenderness of a...
seem to me they tortured his face not his butt...
pardon me n i'm not apunk,
not a criminal,
not a rapist,
not ajunk,
but a?
why do i see ppl 'piping' their car nowadays?
it is amusing or what?
infra red or radio wave?
hoe much did u paid for ur junk?
Another death
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Fetid smell reminds me of sweat n seaweed
Rotting on a stagnant beach,
Pulau Ubin, Chek JawaÂ…
Where ur platoon got missing!
Uneased seized you as furiously searching for a way out
Thru the sadden voids of Perdition which is the seemingly encroaching forest
a few hours more, the jetty would stir into life
u feel ur regaining life once more.
Up the inclined hill in B reservoir,
Willows n shrubs swaying in the gusts,
Intensifying the loneliness of the place.
Hissing of leaves as the breeze went thru,
sent a tingle up ur spine.
Males felt protective towards their lady love,
Couples submerged in their most mushy n intimate exchanges,
of heart and desires.
You surrender urself to the dull black nothingness of eternal slumber,
Death's fingers
Just like the withered petals of rotting flower,
Uncurled from the palm of his hand.
His appearance of complete depravity,
Repulsive n hideous, weakened limbs.
Deep black sockets,
Stare at u with dieseased-yellow iris,
STARE AT YOU with foul anticipation.
Fetid breath blew into ur face
just like the searing heat of an intense burning
just like 7th month festival with widespread incense burning.
Grin was wider,
Eyes burned with amber fire.
Within, no trace of humor, not a joker
Tomorrow!
Tomorrow ur end!
Is coming near!
HERE!!!!!
Not gonna to change
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i already hate attention so much n u want me to drive
i already hate attention so much n u want me to die
i already hate attention so much n u want me to motorbike
i guess bicycle should be right for me
silence n humble
but
it can't go far...
but there's a determination, there's a will, there's a passion
u just don't understand why.
i'm not afraid of the stares but i just hate attentions from whosoever.
i'm not afraid of u but i just hate the ugliness in ur face
it got distorted by the evil that's is awaken by the society
n it shouldn't have been...
i don't want u to love me bcos of my car,
i don't want u to befriend bcos of my wealth,
i don't want you to kiss me bcos of my look,
n why is look unimportant?
since u always dressed well
u can't change me, can't pull me to ur side
bcos i'm ur nemesis
bcos i'm the goodness inside ur heart
that was swallowed by ur?
US is the ultimate destination for everyone,
since it got a gateway to outerspace
got a gateway to a utopia,
where every wonderful happenings take place
but it's not within our reach!
u can't change me, can't pull me to ur side
bcos i'm ur nemesis
bcos i'm the goodness inside ur heart
that was swallowed by ur ambition?
that was swallowed by ur blind arrogrance?
that was swallowed by ur conceitness?
i got a talent but i'm going to die young,
u can't be me,
u won't like being me bcos
i'm ur struggle,
i'm ur hardship,
i'm the pain u had when ur young,
i'm the pain that jus don't go away!
even when ur mum is here!
and
that is so familiar to all of u!
ami going to stop?
not going to stop!
ami going to stop?
not going to stop!
promise this thread to be better than the previous,
promise this thread to be hooking more fishes than ever,
n why do i have trespasser?
bcos i'm so popular
i already hate attention so much n u want me to drive
i already hate attention so much n u want me to die
i already hate attention so much n u want me to motorbike
i guess bicycle should be right for me
silence n humble
but
it can't go far...
but there's a determination, there's a will, there's a passion
u just don't understand why.
Am I a menace to the society?
Or a menace to ur philosophy?
Those scholars at the politics channel,
They r a great liar I admire,
Because I canÂ’t write even a single line of lie
Which made up most of the essays posted there
If IÂ’m as successful as u,
My philosophy will be like urs?
N behaves like u?
If IÂ’m as successful as u,
I’ll look at myself in the mirror n ask myself “Am i a human or not?”
If IÂ’m as successful as u,
I’ll ask myself “what is life all about?”
and ask “where is ur moral?”
Bcos u never like moral education!
It hinders ur hunger n ambition?
What is more powerful than a super computer in which the army is using?
Who got a better technology than humans living on earth?
What are humans trying to compete with?
IS the earth overcrowded?
Babies are born everyday, but is it too much?
More humans, more competition, less choice, less tolerance
Humans are living to a ripe old age, new generations are sprouting up everywhere, fast, death is working overtime
Hey qwerty, where did you cut out your essay?
