[b]When Kurt was 8, his mother decided to divorce Don. She says she did it, because he was never around to spend time with his family. He would always be off playing sports, coaching teams, or refereeing some kind of activity. Kurt took the divorce very severely. It hurt so bad that he hated his parents afterwards. Mostly his father though. He was ashamed that his parents split up. This made Kurt shy and not as outgoing as he had once been.
my fahter love spendng time with his brothers , at his brothers house, we r a nusiance to him.......once
i'm used to be outgoing n talkative at school,
my parents don't split but they quarreled over minor things often
enoguh to wreck my mind, i sensed thier blame on me
As a child, Kurt had an imaginary friend named Boda the ball of energy. When he was five his aunt tried to teach him how to play a plastic guitar and his uUncle Chuck recorded him singing as well. He had a happy childhood although he seemed to be constantly tense and uneasy. When Kurt was six he ws diagnosed as hyperactive.
i'm hyperactive, its until now then i know, nobody diagnosed the sickness
my imaginary friend, my pillow, NANA, ball of smell n fur....i used to thought to myself
He was perscribed a drug, Ritalin which was to control his hyperactivity yet this drug kept him awake at night. As a result Kurt was perscribed another drug which was to help him sleep at night. This introduction to drugs was the beginning of his frequent drug use and abuse. When Kurt was seven his parents separated and got a divorce. Kurt then moved around from one relative to the next and never really had a permanent home. As a result of this trauma Kurt became more and more reserved and antisocial. He also began to feel hatred for humans in general.
i never take ritalin before, nobody ever know i got hyperactiveness
since i was very young
this explain why i'm faster than most ppl!
since my heart beats faster, heart palpitation
but i got tired faster too...
i can't run 2.4 km stamina runs during sec school why?
bcos my heart got stressed very easily, so i feel like fainting....but the school doctor said its heart murmur
comes n goes, very common , nothing to worry
even those of my friends, obese n lazy or inactive in sport, they always play video games, they could ran better than me
to go beyond is as wrong as to fall short...
to go fall short is as wrong as to go beyond...
quoted confucian?
qwerty version
to be hyperactive is as wrong as to be inactive..
vice versa
inactive in sport u can't run stamina games like soccer
over active or hyper active, u got tired unnecssary, ur heart got tired got over exerted easily, can't play stamina games too
so i never like basket ball, never like soccer
i used to can't sleep at night, asked my mum, told me not to think so much
i dont take drug not even doctors prescription before
i did hate ppl before since i hate the way i'm brought up
lived in my aunt , my uncle house before.........a short period i think,
got picked on by them
Already emotionally fragile, Kurt started worrying about how
his how music was being received and he hated how
uncontrollable his future was. Kurt still carried the
respiratory illness from his childhood, added with a severe
stomach ulcer and colon problems he developed [/b]
i got a respirtory problem when young but recovered since 5 years old
had stomach problem before , i think it was due to stress ,
by my family' s problem
during secondary , my close friends got a stomach ulcer, once he went to toilet, he got bloody stools or passed out blood, got rushed to the hospital.....this is true also
dunno how he got it but he blamed it on his gastric problem. his impromptly meals
supersitious
i think he got it from me, although i really doubt ulcer is contagious.
but supersitiously, the ulcer should be meant for me, so i 'll ended up exactly like kurt...
but my friend blocked it from me, supersitiously lah
his name is victor zhong