Lost again............
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Hi guys,
Haiz, I been dreaming about him again yesterday night. It had last about half a month already... I really dunno how to stop thinking about him. Everyday i wake up, I sure have tears around my eyes..
I'm so miserable depressed....
I tot I might be better after yesterday confession to everyone... but no..... it's not working... I'll be meeting him again in sch next 2 weeks...
I wanna break through the darkness, searching for happiness again
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some things comes when u r not looking for it...make urself busy in the dae, keep ur mind off him...oni time can heal the wounded heart...u just haf to endure thru these difficult time...y not confine in someone who is close to ur, maybe one of ur gf or wat...
do something u like after sch..if u dont feel like doing homework, just go and shop loh...if spending money make u feel better, just go ahead...when i lost my 1st gf, i was sad too...but for oni 1 dae..donno y..maybe cause i promise myself to play at least 3 ger b4 i find another gf... -
haiz...my relationship with my guy ended half a year ago,but i still think of him everyday even till today.But alright now..no more tears in the morning liaos.I think of all the good times we had. But sometimes i still cry when i think tooooo much....Originally posted by plain:Hi guys,
Haiz, I been dreaming about him again yesterday night. It had last about half a month already... I really dunno how to stop thinking about him. Everyday i wake up, I sure have tears around my eyes..
I'm so miserable depressed....
I tot I might be better after yesterday confession to everyone... but no..... it's not working... I'll be meeting him again in sch next 2 weeks...
don worry,you'll get over it soon!
hey be strong! so what if u see him in sch? it's his loss, not urs! you only lost someone who don treasure you but he has lost someone who love him a lot. -
Perhaps you are right ger.... But whenever my friend reminds me that I will be meeting him very soon... I will get very lost... The very last time I see him, I even have the urge to cry out to him and tell him about what is going on inside me but I know I can't do that....Originally posted by caramelgal:haiz...my relationship with my guy ended half a year ago,but i still think of him everyday even till today.But alright now..no more tears in the morning liaos.I think of all the good times we had. But sometimes i still cry when i think tooooo much....
don worry,you'll get over it soon! hey be strong! so what if u see him in sch? it's his loss, not urs! you only lost someone who don treasure you but he has lost someone who love him a lot. -
just tell ur fren to stop reminding u that u will be meeting him soon. ask your fren whether she has a kick out of making u feel uneasy and ask her to shut the F**k up!!!Originally posted by plain:Perhaps you are right ger.... But whenever my friend reminds me that I will be meeting him very soon... I will get very lost... The very last time I see him, I even have the urge to cry out to him and tell him about what is going on inside me but I know I can't do that....
told u already...be strong...try to treat him as a normal fren.i mean just be urself if u see him or even when talking to him if he ever talks to u or watever. -
and erm, dont indulge urself in sad songs, movies and such.
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I:ll try my very best..... thankz
Have a nice day everyone.... -
ya...better listen to music with no lyrics....better....wont suddenly hear something that breaks ur heart....Originally posted by De|usi0n:and erm, dont indulge urself in sad songs, movies and such. -
you are welcome!Originally posted by plain:I:ll try my very best..... thankz
Have a nice day everyone.... get well soon and have a nice day too!
oh rem to be positive! in everyways! -
u want sad song, try techno....not so sad on the music..Originally posted by caramelgal:ya...better listen to music with no lyrics....better....wont suddenly hear something that breaks ur heart.... -
techno cannot also.....some have sad lyrics.....Originally posted by De|usi0n:u want sad song, try techno....not so sad on the music..
like Morning by Web.
the lyrics goes like this..."morning...without ur love...ur scent on my mind...now and forever...."
sad to say tears well up in my eyes when i heard this song last time too. now wont liao lah. -
THAN BRINK BEER AND DANCE TO THE MUSIC EARLY IN THE MORNING LOH..HAHAA
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listen to rap?Originally posted by caramelgal:techno cannot also.....some have sad lyrics.....
like Morning by Web.
the lyrics goes like this..."morning...without ur love...ur scent on my mind...now and forever...."
sad to say tears well up in my eyes when i heard this song last time too. now wont liao lah. -
hahaha...good idea....cos u hardly catch what they are rapping about....heh hehOriginally posted by dumbdumb!:listen to rap? -
emienem is not bad.Originally posted by caramelgal:hahaha...good idea....cos u hardly catch what they are rapping about....heh heh -
haha...not the song stan though...the lady singing part...Originally posted by dumbdumb!:emienem is not bad.
oh dear! why am i against so many songs.maybe i've been hurt in relationship and i know what songs will make the heart hurt even more....hahah... -
looks like the only barrier is urself....u can't bring urself to forget him n although you say u can,u still think about him.for one thing,you should go out there n meet more people,do not spend too much time cos if u have too much free time on ur hands ,ur mind tends to wonder n u will think about him....pack ur day with activities n after sometime,u should be able to forget him.
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Yap there are songs that will make me sad... places that I will be reminded, movies that will upset me though....
guess I have to have a really long period to walk this thru.... although it has been half a year.... -
SOME SONGS THAT REMIND ME OF SOME THINGS:
cant fight the moonlight - ONS with this girl who likes me
i'll be there ( escape club ) - my 1st gf
dying inside to hold u - 1st meet my 1st gf
damn i wish i was ur lover (sophie b hawkins ) - my crush
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you broke up with him half a year already?Originally posted by plain:Yap there are songs that will make me sad... places that I will be reminded, movies that will upset me though....
guess I have to have a really long period to walk this thru.... although it has been half a year.... -
i'm going to sleep already....tired like s hi t....yawns...goodnight.....
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We didn;t start, didn;t endOriginally posted by caramelgal:you broke up with him half a year already?I'm missing a person.. whom I loved very much, However, I suppose he wun get to know it....
I met him in school, became gd friends... We chat almost everyday, regardless of anything..I have a bf, he has someone in mind.. just like normal friends, chat about our problems.
My bf and I have been together for 2 yrs but we had quite a number of miscommuincations and arguments, therefore sometimes i tend to be rather disheartened about this relationship...
He..my good friend, we started to get very closed no matter in school or when chatting, we started going out, doing things together.. very soon, we fall for each other. I did declared my feelings to him and he too...
I didn' know what happen but although i am very happy being with him, I would remind myself that i should be responsible of my actions, cus I have a bf.. I don;t want myself to betray him... however in my heart I understand who I really like... but I have to be responsible... One day, he ask me to choose between my bf and him ... so out of frustration,
I asked him to go.....telling him that I am a responsible person... I will not leave my bf just like that. Just imagine if I'm a kind of person that could leave my bf for another guy, i could have done that to him too... I just wish he understand... we never contact every since not even take one single look in school....
I feel miserable... cus I really loved him... In order to attempt to stop missing him, I agreed to engaged with my bf... I have make a mistake I know, hurting my bf and him.. i am a sinner... but it's no way to return...
During Valentines', I only can send him a msg, secretly send him a bday gift on his bday without a name.... always dream of him that we were back like how we used to be..... I love him... really... not a crush..... -
i will read ur previous post after i wake up okie? thanks for sharing though. cheer up! hugs!!!
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Just think of the happier moments with him. Although both of you have separated, he did enrich your life. Pick yourself up and move on.
On a sidenote, its been 3 years since I broke up with my first gf and I still dream of her sometimes. Its pretty normal. I just lie back and enjoy the dream.
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Erm.....Ms plain, i always believe in this.....u get what u plant.
Ur the one who wanna be responsible and not wanna be with him.........ur also the one that says that you love him and not ur current bf.
I am a guy. in the "him" position,
if i were to get the same respond that you gave, saying that u wanna be responsible. then i would do the same thing and cut out all communication with you. cause that what you said that u wanna do!
Personally, i would feel that ur just plain selfish and indecisive. make up ur mind and stick with it.
I suggest u break off now and tell the other guy that u love him. if i were him, i will be touched. i feel that he still loves u and this is hurting him too......but he just wanna respect ur earlier decision.
The current relationship ur having now will never be the same again........i have fallen for another.....