Trends? I dont know what are u implying.
Let me just say this lar - it is fine to adapt - but to lose ur self as a consequence of what u are or do with others - is being unwise.
What are u living for?
Hey, there is no meaning in life - it is something that u are and what u create from thereon.
I always follow others like a dog and losing myself to them. I dont even have a moment of happines.
Cruel to speak , my girlfriend just broke up with me saying that she hates me as I flirt with other girls and she even thinks that I have another girl.
Somemore my studies sucks.
Life is never perfect - it is just the way it is. Of course, all of us make mistakes, take tumbles here and there along the way.
However, unlearn your previous 'ways' of thinking and habits - slowly and be patient about it.
There are no short-cuts - u reap what u sow. What is gone is gone. Feeling lousy, guilty is utter waste of time.
u are so very young - losing a gal friend or whatever she is or u are to her - it is a passing phase. Learn, accept and let-go. Seriousness is sickness. Have fun, be safe and learn and move on.
Also, if u can create a balance in your daily routine and stick to it.
I cannot go on telling u what to do or be.
i m merely offering suggestions - u can waste energy worrying , wondering or simply feel like a victim or u can use the same energy and understand and be a bit more focussed with what u are and do.
The wise one observes and learns from others' mistakes. The not-so wise type learns from one's own mistakes.
PS - I RECOMMEND THAT U READ WAYNE DYER'S - PULLING YOUR OWN STRINGS
What if I every day do nothing and sleep my life off?
At a moment I found some happines.
At another moment it was stripped away.
U are simply wallowing in self-pity and unfortunately being a victim of your own mind games.
Ask yourself - do u think u would want to know or be with someone who is like u now - simply whining, complaining, looking at what is missing,
No one on earth is here to fulfil u - at most, the other or another may share what he/she has or can do.
However, it is u and it is your prerogative to be what u are.
Just know this: life, love, happiness that comes to u never lasts. What u are in all situations,circumstances is what is inside u. Blaming and pointing the finger to someone else or sth else for what u feel inside is merely an excuse.
But really no one wanna be my friend or play with me.
If u are an easy and light-hearted person, u will draw people to u.
Only u know what u are- just be honest and accept all that u are.