Originally posted by ~GaL~:
anyway, after this incident, i became very paranoid, and extremely sensitive and moody...became a loner...it's just not my character...but i can't help it...still trying to find a way to control my outbursts...
...sigh...
It's probably BETTER for you to just let things go then...? Of course you can let your heart decides over your mind for now.... (chances are you're a person who would probably choose things that way...) BUT if you know that it's probably just DEAD END ahead, your heart would probably leads you to NOWHERE... At least this is not the kinda relationship you're looking for...? And WORSE STILL when the whole thing is FAST DEGRADING you as well.... You should try to AVOID it at ALL COST... You know how PARANOID and STIRRED UP you can be after such things happen...? And MIND you... It's kinda ACCUMULATIVE EFFECT for you.... TURN AROUND while there's STILL TIME....?
