Stoopid feeling...
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I tink I dun have dat kind of affinity wif gals, frens lah...
I sms some one... she dun reply back til daes later, or not even bother to... I tried to chat on net... but saes busy... or wat crap.
I dunno wats goin on or wats wif me... I'm tired... I feel like erasing watevers left in my memories... gals, their conversation, contacts... anything! Really tired of such crap...
I tink I oso tired regarding my male frens too... not all but most... dunno y... but dis kinda feeling... stoopid...
I in no mood to tell my family, or frens... watevers dats left anywae... juz wanna let U ppl noe theres 1 such person who have dis kinda -ve mentility...
Yar yar, those who read it may tink I oso wat crap... I only post it here to let U ppl read & dun be like me... U ppl oso dun have to comment on it if U like... -
well u have mi?i'm here 4 u?Originally posted by loneryu00:I tink I dun have dat kind of affinity wif gals, frens lah...
I sms some one... she dun reply back til daes later, or not even bother to... I tried to chat on net... but saes busy... or wat crap.
I dunno wats goin on or wats wif me... I'm tired... I feel like erasing watevers left in my memories... gals, their conversation, contacts... anything! Really tired of such crap...
I tink I oso tired regarding my male frens too... not all but most... dunno y... but dis kinda feeling... stoopid...
I in no mood to tell my family, or frens... watevers dats left anywae... juz wanna let U ppl noe theres 1 such person who have dis kinda -ve mentility...
Yar yar, those who read it may tink I oso wat crap... I only post it here to let U ppl read & dun be like me... U ppl oso dun have to comment on it if U like...
u can always tell mi yr problems....i'm willing 2 lend u a listening ear..... -
well... cheer up... look around u.. i am sure there are pple who loves u .. who care for u... dun think so negatively.. always look on the bright side of life............... -
Dats nice of U... but I oso dunno wat to sae... I've been a listening yr to many ppl thruout my life... yes there r ppl who r good listeners themselves (U oso lah)...Originally posted by curad:well u have mi?i'm here 4 u?u can always tell mi yr problems....i'm willing 2 lend u a listening ear.....
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There r ppl who loves & cherish me... not many but enuf... juz dat I got used to it... take for granted... I tink maybe I REALLY need to get attached... I tink dats da 1 thing I haven't tried... but then again... I dun tink it can help much...Originally posted by cHeR|sH^LoVe: well... cheer up... look around u.. i am sure there are pple who loves u .. who care for u... dun think so negatively.. always look on the bright side of life...............
juz dis stoopid feeling keeps appearing... man... how wld U ppl feel if U got nth much to do, no 1 to go out wif, no 1 to tok to, etc, etc? -
ehz... when u haf that feeling.. come online lor.. find pple to tok to.. there are many who will be willing to listen to u... including me lor.. n.. if u haven tried getting a gf.. take things slowly lor.. maybe u will meet her one day.. u cannot rush wan.. n when u got a gf.. probably there will be something u look forward to everyday?? meanwhile.. wadeva unhappyness u have... no harm.. pouring it out to us..Originally posted by loneryu00:There r ppl who loves & cherish me... not many but enuf... juz dat I got used to it... take for granted... I tink maybe I REALLY need to get attached... I tink dats da 1 thing I haven't tried... but then again... I dun tink it can help much...
juz dis stoopid feeling keeps appearing... man... how wld U ppl feel if U got nth much to do, no 1 to go out wif, no 1 to tok to, etc, etc? -
ur can go to sentosa play volleyball vent frustrationOriginally posted by cHeR|sH^LoVe:ehz... when u haf that feeling.. come online lor.. find pple to tok to.. there are many who will be willing to listen to u... including me lor.. n.. if u haven tried getting a gf.. take things slowly lor.. maybe u will meet her one day.. u cannot rush wan.. n when u got a gf.. probably there will be something u look forward to everyday?? meanwhile.. wadeva unhappyness u have... no harm.. pouring it out to us.. -
oooh time to leave, bye bye~
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buaiz..enjoyOriginally posted by kopiosatu:oooh time to leave, bye bye~ -
. . . . . . . . . . . .Originally posted by cHeR|sH^LoVe:ehz... when u haf that feeling.. come online lor.. find pple to tok to.. there are many who will be willing to listen to u... including me lor.. n.. if u haven tried getting a gf.. take things slowly lor.. maybe u will meet her one day.. u cannot rush wan.. n when u got a gf.. probably there will be something u look forward to everyday?? meanwhile.. wadeva unhappyness u have... no harm.. pouring it out to us..
I dunno how to pour... coz I have ZERO idea wats causing me to be like dis in da 1st place... I oso dun really wanna get a "GF" juz for da sake of it... no point... Thanks anywae... -
ehz.. dunno how to pour.. try saying wadeva thats in ur heart .. thats unhappy.. which u din say?? maybe thats how to pour..Originally posted by loneryu00:. . . . . . . . . . . .
I dunno how to pour... coz I have ZERO idea wats causing me to be like dis in da 1st place... I oso dun really wanna get a "GF" juz for da sake of it... no point... Thanks anywae... -
Sentosa... been 10 yrs liao... since I last visit there... I dun really play volleyball... but I tink go there play volleyball is secondary... bio char bors 1st priority, rite? but volleyball, I may consider... but y sentosa?Originally posted by kopiosatu:ur can go to sentosa play volleyball vent frustration
If I wanna vent fustration... dunno... maybe find something to have my punches & kicks land on? (oso quite some time since I last practice such manovuers...)
To tell U ppl da truth... I feel like crying. But I can't... dunno y oso... (me bcum nag liao...) those "feelings" keep bottling up & even after telling to my buddy/good fren, oso cannot help much... (cant keep depending on him anywae...) -
Ya.....i agree...this kinda of feelings sucks..Esp when u feel no1 bother abt u, can't find anyone to tak to...& u feel damm lonely.....
I do feel that also.....hiazzzzzzzzOriginally posted by loneryu00:I tink I dun have dat kind of affinity wif gals, frens lah...
I sms some one... she dun reply back til daes later, or not even bother to... I tried to chat on net... but saes busy... or wat crap.
I dunno wats goin on or wats wif me... I'm tired... I feel like erasing watevers left in my memories... gals, their conversation, contacts... anything! Really tired of such crap...
I tink I oso tired regarding my male frens too... not all but most... dunno y... but dis kinda feeling... stoopid...
I in no mood to tell my family, or frens... watevers dats left anywae... juz wanna let U ppl noe theres 1 such person who have dis kinda -ve mentility...
Yar yar, those who read it may tink I oso wat crap... I only post it here to let U ppl read & dun be like me... U ppl oso dun have to comment on it if U like... -
Guess U want attention & appreciation....badly? Not to the extent of desperate, tt's not my meaning. Well, this kind of feeling come & go easily. there's no problem-free method, too except to be more POSITIVE & have more confidence in yourself that you have far more to offer than what most pple realize abt you. It's human's nature to take things for granted (sad i know), and since you are aware of it, be the one to initiate to point out this to pple & make them u/stand. Live the life of what you wanted, concentrate on something which you can have control over for the moment? Once you feel better, work on other problems thenOriginally posted by loneryu00:I tink I dun have dat kind of affinity wif gals, frens lah...
I sms some one... she dun reply back til daes later, or not even bother to... I tried to chat on net... but saes busy... or wat crap.
I dunno wats goin on or wats wif me... I'm tired... I feel like erasing watevers left in my memories... gals, their conversation, contacts... anything! Really tired of such crap...
I tink I oso tired regarding my male frens too... not all but most... dunno y... but dis kinda feeling... stoopid...
I in no mood to tell my family, or frens... watevers dats left anywae... juz wanna let U ppl noe theres 1 such person who have dis kinda -ve mentility...
Yar yar, those who read it may tink I oso wat crap... I only post it here to let U ppl read & dun be like me... U ppl oso dun have to comment on it if U like...
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Some ppl r juz like tt,they have tt kind of stupid attitude...they like 2 reply ppl only when they think they wan to,but when ppl msg them,they dun reply u immediately....i hate these kind of ppl lor...but then we can juz ignore them n stop msging them then they will noe that we dun like....
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i guess you not the one . me too ! loneliness sometime dominates my world . its like nobody cares and its happen when you are not close to your family , your friend seems to busy with everything. and whats could be worst when you goof everythings up in your life . ha !
the loneliness of my inner most self keeps struggling with my cheerful carefree mind ! although my action , my speech , my alttiude shows a jubilant self . but nobody have a hint of what going on . its really mentally painful ! its like a ship that cannot find its habour .
and one day when i was drunk at my classmate chalet . my inward manifeast of loneliness exploded out . i was making a lots of annoying shit then suddenly i bust out crying . and all of my friends stop what they doing . i slowly puke all my sorrow to my dearest friends , they advice me and i promise that i try to be my usual self again . from that day i pull myself together and slowly regain myself from the darkness pull of loneliness .
now i occupied my time to mt. biking , reading self impoverment guides . slowly but sure i have confident and happiness . though sometimes i really hope to have a gf and thats would be icing to the cake .haha.
finally sometimes a normal man is sensible to think but at times we are blured by the depressing event but OPEN your EYES and maybe your heart-opener is just around you
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u boy or girl?? boy wanna chat wif girl.. girl act dao very normal mar..
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I guess you are at a state of depression right now. Well, that happens sometimes. Or many times for me. I think guys have 'pms' as well.
Can't possibly tell you not to think so much. Anyway, don't see the need for lots of girl-friends around you. All these comes naturally, no way to force right? Sometimes, it is good to be alone anyway. You get to do all the things yourself, catch a movie, walk around, see the crowd and indulge yourself in music. Get a book, slack around at some coffeehouses, or sketch some drawings.
If all those still can't be of any help, get a pet. A dog especially. He can just brightens up your day for no reason. -
when u feel like the world isn't there for u, maybe... try to turn the tables ard...
by being there for others oso
u can't wait to be loved
u have to achieve it urself -
WEll it only a few girls... there are pple ouyside you that u have not realise or discover yet... dun give up ur hope ...
look on e bright side of life...
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Craving attention? Maybe... I've been craving it since young... on da contrary... I tink I'm tired of it... craving attention... I dunno...
I tink I oso tired of making new frens... U ALL shld noe how hard & time consuming it is to make new frens... I noe, I noe... making frens r for life... but there r times I really need to have a break... I tink U ppl here shld be da LAST batch of frens I bother to befriend... getting tired of all dis craps... demoralising...
I tink da main reason for me acting dis wae: I can tink. Its common for ppl to tink... but dis 1 is in my blood... I tink many times more than a normal person... dunno how to explain... I wanna sae out alot of things... but suddenly dunno wat to sae & my mind blank... Juz da stoopid feeling...
Oh ya, I a boi... ger act dao IS normal... but a normal fren act dao... I rather not have... even though I noe her for more than a yr... I tink I more suited to be wif male frens... (& NO!!! I no gay!!!)
I remember got some1 post topic on wat U wanna wish for... to DAT topic... I wish I wld be removed from existance, or juz permanently lose my memories... good or bad...
Ok... I tink U ppl dun need to ost any more here... kinda getting lame & boring to keep convinving a guy dis world is still beautiful & worth to be happy in... I agree Earth is beautiful... but not humans... I am ONE GOOD example.
Thank you ppl anywae for posting here... I really appreciate it... Guessed I shldn't have posted it here in da 1st place... -
I have this type of feeling like u but too much attention will cause u trouble btw whats your age? internet is a device to communciate with someone when u are lonely u are not the only one just that the world is getting lonelier so dont do any thing stupid
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"Xiao Xin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Cheer up ok? don't get so vexed lah...
anything i'm here to give yo my ear......
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I young adult onli... older than "her", my junior. I not stoopid so I won't do stoopid things... not until I settle my family 1st...Originally posted by IamAngeline:"Xiao Xin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Cheer up ok? don't get so vexed lah...
anything i'm here to give yo my ear......
I not really vexed... more like.... I dunno...
Since U wanna give me yr ear, then thank you.
*Bits IamAngeline's ear*
"Er Duo hao Sian wor, Meiya..." -
Originally posted by loneryu00:
*OUch** that's painful
I young adult onli... older than "her", my [b]junior. I not stoopid so I won't do stoopid things... not until I settle my family 1st...
I not really vexed... more like.... I dunno...
Since U wanna give me yr ear, then thank you.
*Bits IamAngeline's ear*
"Er Duo hao Sian wor, Meiya..."[/b]
/me
"XiaoXin bully Meiya"