my anxiety struck again for the 2nd time in 2 months.
sianzzz.
will it ever go way???
Hey Dragg,
My ocpd is coming back...I could feel the tightness on my shoulders and head. Feel the need to grab anything and do it rushfully.
Btw, I only get anxiety when i'm out at work, hearing any loud loud sound, seeing ppl that reminds me of my past (natural reaction), interviews (natural to feel scared) and seeing anything that excites me. (I get excited too easily)
looks like china hits everywhere...
the most recent is CHINA JUMP.....from 12th floor...
can't wait to zouk out....
with the rise of PRCs here.....i m not surprised it will be CHINA ZOUK
Oh well, exams over. Anyways, I feel sad I messed up everything in the F&B place. Sigh, regretted showing awkward feelings abd talking all the nonsense in that place...but I can't control it.
�爱的XIAOBUNBUN...
my workplace lots of old auntie - so ugly disgusting. but they have to appear and let people see. so its not pleasing to the human eye. that's harrasement to me
To Fcukpap,
Don't call me cute. After I worked in that job, I have loads of my own self-doubts removed and also, sometimes I still don't know if I have regretted not studying properly in school.
But then again, I will be looking forward to moving out of this country when I finally settle down and don't think I will be getting married or something...probably would remain as a singular person for most of my life?
You are young never mind get some experience won't die will it?
I kena worse before 'lai wan de' and I felt the people there are like war-mongers, little bit of things also pick on me.
You still have a long way to go, friend, you can't reverse the damage did to you can you?
Never mind la, they are just my ex-colleague/passerbys. Sigh, damn tiring..
those who can't stand PRCs are not surprisingly non-chinese themselves...if they are...search the roots from where your forebears are from as u bore their blood