Originally posted by Babyacid:
yuppos.. been keeping myself busy for the time being.. having two jobs now.. one day reallie passes by veri veri fast~~ and i'm often too tired to tink anything at night~ coz once mi on bed, mi fall asleep.. dun even remember lying down... but tat's kinda gd in a way.. keep miself occupied and stuffs... and oso earn a lot of money... hahahah... tat's a big bonus~~~!!!

yesterdae was 15th day of cheena new yr, which is cheena v-dae~~ thn juz now took cab the taxi driver ask if i got bf anotz... then when i said no, he was kinda stunned but oso agreed that i should earn more money now.. not that i'm materialistic ( i do wanna get a thing that's veri ex tho`)... but guess slowly realising importance of money... but somehow, inside me, i feel veri hollow... i can't solely depend and rely on money right? i'm juz a mornal girl.. i oso awaits for love, longed to be love by someone whom i love.... but it doesn't seem to b the time yet huhz? guess i hafta wait till the time is right.. hopefully i will realise it when the guy and the time is right~ heez~~~
now`s really the time to just learn about your job, go ahead and earn a little money, spend some money on yourself, and maybe do some things that you`ve never done before. go travelling, go cheonging seriously.
as for love and companionship, well, do consider getting a pet, unlike you`re allergic or for some reason strongly adverse to animals. i guess pets are so much more loyal, in a way, and they don`t talk back. they`re just as eccentric and have their own personalities.
and relationship wise, i guess that its not going to help throwing yourself into the first guy that comes along, and you think you like. it fails, and you`ll blame yourself even more. so its probably better to wait, and find someone whom you know really cares about you.
and if you`re really depressed and in need of a laugh, go watch wwf wrestling or something like that. or go shopping. every girl i know feels so much better after burning a few hundred dollars on clothes at Mango. and hush puppies shoes. and diamonds.
anyhow, you seem a lot better than before. its just a little smidgen of depression and uncertainty left. guess you`re completely fine to face the world.