I'm lost, she left me
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No chance liao.....
Very very sad.
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>pat pat mc square<
don't cry bcos it's over
smile bcos it happened -
FI: thinking like that does not take away the hurt tho'
MC2: dude.. we all get a little lost sometimes... everybody hurts... look after yourself yah? heartbreak is murder...
don't do anything silly yah?Originally posted by FireIce:>pat pat mc square<
don't cry bcos it's over
smile bcos it happened -
I don't know which is which. Confused.
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take a couple of days to do nothing and get it out of your system...
or something to take your mind off it...
get some friends and go play football or something?Originally posted by M©+square:I don't know which is which. Confused. -
start drawing!
artists produce the best work when they're in sh[/i]it..
don't quote me on that tho.
take care bro~~
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hi mc square, do take care, remember how u comfort me when i was down..
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After attended to my Sister's wedding dinner at Hyatt Hotel.
The dinner was ok, but i had fun drinking lots of brandy-cokes till i got tispy.
You can imagine when i walked to Takashimaya swinging away. Come to think of it. Hilarious!
11:50pm......New Year Day reaching soon. Got to hurry and meet them in Grease. But don't know how to go....don't know which entrance. I walked around the building like a stupid fool to find that the entrance was actually at the back of Taka. (Those who went Grease know)
I got to Grease and joined my friends. We drank and had fun...till i felt really bored of Techno music which my friends were so into. Got out of that section and went to Pop section. I tell you man....the babes there were so many...but then none caught me.
So i went there commited to only one purpose. Dance! Dance dance... *knocked!* Apologized to a girl who caught me. She smiled and waved a gesture to say 'it's okay!'
She was such a wonderful dancer, my eyes glued literally onto her thought i made several glances around to make sure there isn't any guy who is eyeing on me. 'Hit' I slapped my forehead to remind myself to focus on having fun. Since the last relationship ended not long ago.
But but....hai. I typed a sms and showed it to her.
With the loud music..she wanted to tell me something, but at the same time she shook her head.
So i understood the head part and told her that 'It's nice meeting you'
Then she fanatically waved her hands and took my phone furiously. I kinda liked that....
Then the sms in my cell phone had her number and her name is XXXXXX
Cloud nine!
Then went back to Techno corner and gulped down 7 glasses of Tequlia. Woah....afterthat my mouth was full of nonsense liao.
The last conversation with her was 'Happy New Year, byebye'
The next day, we were smsing one another for the whole day. So sweet....i tot to myself.
and then i invited her to Art Museum as a first outing. Then to dinner
On that very day...i said 'What if i tell you that i like you?'
She rejected me and wanted to go home.
She left me with a message that made me smile. 'I reject you not because i dislike you, but i'm afraid that i might fall for you'
On the next day, XXXXX called me up and asked if i'm free. She thought of meeting up near my place.
She stays in the West! My heart leaped and agreed.
We went to Pasir Ris beach and chit chatted....
until it came a time i need to get back to camp.
She agreed to go home with me so that i can get changed and pack all the stuff.
I asked her again if she likes me. Then a kiss was planted onto my lips. Stars!!! I see Stars....
It got me really confused because she didn't say anything after that.
On that night in camp. I called to confirm the act.
She agreed to be with me. So happy....
So many things happened.
She likes to play hit and run 'asked me not to call her anymore, leave her alone and don't be together.'
She left me high and dry.
So i run and seek for her.
It went on for months, tears and stuff.....
The word i gave to her is always. 'I would rather have a friend then to lose you'
Even my friends who saw her told me not to play anymore. I cannot take it one. Cos she's not a simple girl.
Yes love is indeed blind. I choose to take the gamble and went all the way.
So many things happened until she revealed that on the day i know her. She suggested breaking up with her bf, and they offically broke off when we were together. Very confused.
Further told me that she had been with so many guys. Weekly - one in the past. And did so many things which hurt them.
Then i understood what my friends said.
But still i choose to believe in the relationship.
It went on for a year and eight months. Until i know there were few occasions which she was unfaithful behind my back.
I look thru it all!!!
She left saying that i didnt care for her.....and hinted to me that i've lost her.
Anyway...this story was told to remind myself of the good and special things which was meant for me.
I never had such a experience with a girl. Really gave my heart to her.....and she's special because she's a very compassionate girl.
I never know how to treasure my former girlfriends. I never realised how it felt to lose someone i treat so preciously.
I wept before my friends.....one very close friend of mine told me to never forget this feeling.
The feeling of treasuring someone. i thanked him.
thank you all for reading. Thanks.
I've learnt.......
I thought i knew all things, i don't
All the things i know, i forgot... - Cally (to the one i lost) -
Thanks my friend. You guys are great.Originally posted by Qoo`~`:hi mc square, do take care, remember how u comfort me when i was down..
I think i'm now at rock bottom liao.
I am the one who jumped into the well.... -
hey.. though i don't know u personally.. take heart.. take care..
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Really don't know what to draw....Originally posted by jOhO:start drawing!
artists produce the best work when they're in sh[/i]it..
don't quote me on that tho.
take care bro~~
it's really sh.i]tty.
Tot of ending my life. -
don't do it yah?
what do you draw? tell us?Originally posted by M©+square:Really don't know what to draw....
it's really shitty.
Tot of ending my life. -
haizzz feel sad 4 u
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thanks for sympathising. My heart is cut so deep....the scar will be a huge one.Originally posted by LoVeMeLoVeMenOt:haizzz feel sad 4 u -
Thank You. Do pray for me.Originally posted by sillyme:hey.. though i don't know u personally.. take heart.. take care.. -
tears and ink make a special picture only ur heart can understand.Originally posted by M©+square:Really don't know what to draw....
it's really shitty.
Tot of ending my life.
haiz.. ur story is well written.. unfortunately, it's also true.
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u are a believer right?Originally posted by M?square:Thank You. Do pray for me.
i'll pray for you
place your hope in Him and lean on Him ok? -
The story is so detailed that it'll replay in my mind, so special. so wonderful. I wished i could have written it better......crying as i'm typing to you.Originally posted by jOhO:tears and ink make a special picture only ur heart can understand.
haiz.. ur story is well written.. unfortunately, it's also true. -
Heyas MC2, bless you bro. *patpat*
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I'm trying very very hard. I can't believe this lesson is such a hard one.Originally posted by sillyme:u are a believer right?
i'll pray for you
place your hope in Him and lean on Him ok? -
i think everyone who has had their heart broken know... i know.. sometimes it hurts so bad you feel as if it would be better if you just walked into the path of a speeding truck..
but don't...
you're a believer... imagine this: He loved.. everyone.. knowing He would be rejected and nailed to a cross like a common criminal.. yet He loved... He loved.. damn the consequences...
we love.. we get our heart broken...
that's all.. but love on.. perhaps the from the most acute of pain, comes the greatest lessons in life...Originally posted by M©+square:I'm trying very very hard. I can't believe this lesson is such a hard one. -
Juz be glad u 2 were once together...
Cheer up... There is always a better 1...
! who will appreciate u better... -
dun ever think of doing anything foolish k, u will be sad for some time but time will heal yr wound also. we all understand that the cut will be deep and lesson learnt will also be painful, but some things are meant to be learnt by the "hard way"Originally posted by M©+square:Thanks my friend. You guys are great.
I think i'm now at rock bottom liao.
I am the one who jumped into the well....
just treat that she is a passer by in yr life.. i know its hard coz there are many memorables moment spent, be it sad or happy but u can only keep it well and remember it in yr heart forever... at least there was memories for u to fall back on.
Cheer up.. will be praying for you.. -
*Hugz*Originally posted by M©+square:No chance liao.....
Very very sad.
/me slap a pat onto MCsquare. -
for all who have had their hearts broken.. read this online comic called, A Heart Made of Glass.. it's good...
A Heart Made of Glass