you are right that its almost quite impossible to supress feelings for each other for sex. and its extremely difficult to control the kind of urge when its out of control.
To me , this is jus like the addiction for smoking. Its very tough to quit it esp when u are always hanging ard with smokers.
Everytime when i cant control my feelings anymore and i give in to it , i got this kind of extremely GUILTH and SINFUL feeling. It became worse when i became paranoid abt it and start to think of its effects. To me , its jus like a gamble. and its not fun.
my bf cant even help me much when it happens , there is really nothing he can do .
i am jus stuck in the middle of 2 things which are just as important and its very terrible.
its quite useless to talk and discuss abt all these here coz this kind of things has got no real solution to it . but at least, i feel consoled when i knoe there are ppl out there who are willing to hear me out and provide consulation.
