haha....what gf, i dun think got anybody want to even take a look at me
today a fren of mine juz commented abt my face again, he ask me issit too stress, so many pimples
i really feel like digging a hole everytime i'm out in the public, i keep getting stares...like there's shiet and puke on my face
right now there's this big one on my NOSE, when i sec skl that time my classmates luff @ me cuz i oso got one on my nose, they say im rudolph (the rednose reindeer), den SO many people juz like to point and stare, like im some alien, cuz i dun think theres people out there who got a pimple on the nose, a huge one.
actually i start this thread not to seek any places for treatment, but i really appreciate all those who msg me places, i have taken them down and will consider them if my problem doesnt solve. my real aim is just to vent my frustrations, becuz this kind of thing is not i want one...i cant control it, i feel so exasperated, why must i look like a freak? why meeeeeeee........
got times where i really feel so lousy, i juz coop myself at home, got once i did not step out for 2 weeks, becuz i feel so lousy, that was b4 i entered NS...now, boh pianz, everyday have to go camp, have to face those stares...
i'd really give ANYTHING to have good skin again...
