Just needed to speak my heart out...
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Because... I didn't treat her the way I should. I don't know why I didn't reflect on my actions earlier. Right now, I'm feeling very guilty. Sometimes I cry not because I've lost her, but because I feel bad. She doesn't deserves it. I want to be friend her so that I can atleast treat her right as a friend. I can't forgive myself. Even though she said she has, I don't believe it. I believe the day she accepts me as her good friend, and care for me as one, is the day she has truly forgiven me.
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Originally posted by GwenSilvz:
Erm.. who is to say you didn't treat her like you should or shouldn't?
Because... I [b]didn't treat her the way I should. I don't know why I didn't reflect on my actions earlier. Right now, I'm feeling very guilty. Sometimes I cry not because I've lost her, but because I feel bad. She doesn't deserves it. I want to be friend her so that I can atleast treat her right as a friend. I can't forgive myself. Even though she said she has, I don't believe it. I believe the day she accepts me as her good friend, and care for me as one, is the day she has truly forgiven me.[/b]
Obviously she didn't leave because of one thing. It's not anything you can change or do differently. ERM... Dude if you want her to be your friend. Now is not the time. Cos you're still hurting from it and you will not be able to what you have with her as a friendship. You'll still be trying to get her back. -
I don't see the point in getting her back now... She already has a boyfriend. Maybe in the future.
She's in the same course as me in the polytechnic. We attend the same lecture and even the same class for a module. To add on, I hang around with her group of friends... So yeah... It's really screwed up. -
That is what i'm telling you.Originally posted by GwenSilvz:I don't see the point in getting her back now... She already has a boyfriend. Maybe in the future.
She's in the same course as me in the polytechnic. We attend the same lecture and even the same class for a module. To add on, I hang around with her group of friends... So yeah... It's really screwed up.
Let open wounds heal.. so you won't feel like you want her back all the time when trying to be 'friends' with her.
Ooohhh.. that sucks big time. I would erm.. yeah.. hmm... find a new group of assignment buddies to hang around with. -
Just have to make sure my will over powers my mind/feelings...
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Well.. hope that soon you won't have to fight your feelings anymore.Originally posted by GwenSilvz:Just have to make sure my will over powers my mind/feelings... -
Originally posted by Lingos:Well.. hope that soon you won't have to fight your feelings anymore.
