the gal who lost feelings for me...
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You also wanna scold me?Originally posted by M©+square:You also come out....
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haix...
regret lor...
lesson learnt...
donno got chance to prove to her tat i learnt anot...
today again kanna her fury...
i really really have difficulty see when she serious or playing...
she will b like don touch my hair...i touch she angry.the next moment my other guy fren touch she like,play play go push him back...she ignore me n play with him...donno wat to do...see liao i so angry...jealous n blar blar...den enter depression.
today morning all the way ignore her...n my fren...cooling down n such...but sad lor...they enjoying themselves...i there alone...felt like crying...frenz...they say...worried...i alone,they enjoy no come ask me wat is wrong n etc until damn late lor.haix.
den after tat i ok le.not 2hrs ltr i entered depression again.bcos they like tok tok tok n no tok to me ... she rather tok to him on net until 1am...when i ask if she can like tok to me for a while...haix.
feel bad jealous n etc...
donno wat to do wat to feel n etc...
cry?i wanted to...but everytime i abt to cry...my sadness changes to fury.its like i tell myself don cry...can bleed cant cry... -
My friend.....you can cry if you want.Originally posted by bladez87:haix...
regret lor...
lesson learnt...
donno got chance to prove to her tat i learnt anot...
today again kanna her fury...
i really really have difficulty see when she serious or playing...
she will b like don touch my hair...i touch she angry.the next moment my other guy fren touch she like,play play go push him back...she ignore me n play with him...donno wat to do...see liao i so angry...jealous n blar blar...den enter depression.
today morning all the way ignore her...n my fren...cooling down n such...but sad lor...they enjoying themselves...i there alone...felt like crying...frenz...they say...worried...i alone,they enjoy no come ask me wat is wrong n etc until damn late lor.haix.
den after tat i ok le.not 2hrs ltr i entered depression again.bcos they like tok tok tok n no tok to me ... she rather tok to him on net until 1am...when i ask if she can like tok to me for a while...haix.
feel bad jealous n etc...
donno wat to do wat to feel n etc...
cry?i wanted to...but everytime i abt to cry...my sadness changes to fury.its like i tell myself don cry...can bleed cant cry...
But cry and express for the right reason. Not for attention or pity sake.
The more you are holding this friendship as treasured. The more you are to suffer along, she is not going to share that suffering with you.
Do you happen to watch alot of dramas or read fantasy books?
Got to Prevent those minor reaction from letting you see the big picture.
Always after a weep...a 'good' session of depression....a time to take cover and reflect. Is the time to realise true worth of self.
What you are doing is controlling your situation.
Admit to life changes so you will not falter just as waves have hit onto the boat.
Admit that life can never always walk in your direction or at the point of your commands.
When the time comes where life is favourable onto you. You'll know it, by then...make good use of it.
If you posting all these ranting doesn't help you learn....then i think it's really time for you to learn it thru the hard and harsh way. Move on and be wise. -
Maybe it's different for a guy who likes her to hit her and a guy whom she treats as a fren.. after all, if I like a guy, i wldn't whack him the way i'll whack a guy whom i treat as a fren.. I'll prolly do it in a flirting manner. Lol..
Take care la.. Do what you think is best but don't try too hard, may have adverse effects.. -
NICE...Originally posted by M©+square:My friend.....you can cry if you want. But cry and express for the right reason. Not for attention or pity sake.
The more you are holding this friendship as treasured. The more you are to suffer along, she is not going to share that suffering with you.
Do you happen to watch alot of dramas or read fantasy books?
Got to Prevent those minor reaction from letting you see the big picture.
Always after a weep...a 'good' session of depression....a time to take cover and reflect. Is the time to realise true worth of self.
What you are doing is controlling your situation.
Admit to life changes so you will not falter just as waves have hit onto the boat.
Admit that life can never always walk in your direction or at the point of your commands.
When the time comes where life is favourable onto you. You'll know it, by then...make good use of it.
If you posting all these ranting doesn't help you learn....then i think it's really time for you to learn it thru the hard and harsh way. Move on and be wise.
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u whined and hit her with a hanger? well geez!
did u tell her about your hairy palms habit too?