Originally posted by bladez87:
trying hard to find the meaning of liking n loving some1...trying hard to find out who r those who i really like...
lately juz developed feelings for a gal...
she 18 i 17.alot of prob sia...i juz donno how to say...she christian, i buddhist. she from China here on a student pass, i singaporean...(arboden). she straight Ad student aiming for top student in her course. i m juz a passing student. she gal i boy >.> duh. she is average looking etc etc. introvert n such. i oso no tok to her much, until recently when i tok to her, n went meals with her...den i realised tat i kinda like her...at 1st when we 1st met in our combined class, she wasnt the type of gal i was looking for... but i oso donno y suddenly this feeling n emotion crept on me...den rite now...my mind is all about her...went out with her this morning or rather...noon. met for a short proj...actually is nth la juz chit chat while she do proj. den went for lunch. made her eat lunch. well...i eating look very terrible de...chi xiang hen nan kan.she was luffing as she see me eat. - marks le. when she dropped her straw, i no take new straw for her bcos i paiseh. so many stalls at market i donno which stall to take...not nice ma...- marks again.after eating...felt like vomiting...-marks again... insisted in sending her home...-marks again...carried a joke too far in bus...- A LOT OF MARKS again...haix... den kept sending her sms...she no reply...obviously she angry with me...-marks...called her when she sleeping...-marks again... haix...
what shld i do sia... failure in life sia...

Probably it could be your age, but I never like using them as an excuse of love.
It seemed that you have many instant love interests, sprinkling all over within a short span of time, which are likely to be labeled as crushes.
Falling in love? or craving for a girlfriend?
This is probably something you may like to ask yourself.

Cheers