Now.. its like the reverse role.. she loved me more than i do..
and she has changed from demanding/unreasoning to understanding level..
willing to take driving course after i persuaded her to do so...
but..
in the office.. one of the colleague cared about me and me too cared about her... she bought me cough drops and even breakfast sometimes.. confided in me and she admit she got a certain liking for me.. and at times me too..
today.. my dream come true.. everyday i drive in and out of the carpark hoping to see my crush during in my poly days.. i saw her today while driving turning left into my block.. she lives nearby block too.. i was too surprised and thought i saw the wrong person and i couldn't stop in time.. i sms her later on she replied.. she was the one standing on the street..
now i feel like going back again.. i still remembered the first time i sent her letters that i said i like her.. and now i tried to sleep but only her images are in my mind now.. but i know its impossible... i really miss her.. i wanted to tell her this but i was afraid she will avoid me again..
