Originally posted by evererin:
2nd chapter of story!Need you guys help again...sigh.
She just broke up wif her current stead....but....er....she patched wif her ex le....She even called me personally to tell me this...I know..its over....I reali dun wan it to be gone....sigh...
BUt one strange thing...She tell me tat she patched wif her....But she doesnt sound happy....And she was weird when I gave her a very helpless response....I dunno how to say...but she seem to be very dissapointed in my response...OF course...my response was of course sudden blurness and no talking...She was quite sad abt my reaction...I told her a lie that I have something on and hang up...She keep asking y i wan to hang up so fast...I keep lying saying i cant talk rite now...busy in something...She sms me as soon as i put down saying pls call her...i didnt....I reali dunno wat to talk to her...she gave me a few missed call today again...I didnt reply....I reali dunno wat to do....life seem so meaningless.....Help....................................................................
Eh dude, from the first chapteri don't quite agree you go on with what you are doing cause there's some risk can be detected there, as in whatever relationship, never, i mean never never be a third party, koz the person left out will be hurt, REALLY REALLY hurt, how i know ? I am that dude once.
Anyway, after your second chapter, all i can say is, ARE YOU NUTS !!??? It's your chance !! Well, can't confirm also but at least that's the moment to express all your feelings right away, on how much u care for her n wanna be with her n how u hef waited all this while and see what she said ? If she said she just wanna treat u as a friend, don't go and jump down from building or stuff like that, just take it easy dude, in love n relationship, it's all about Fate n Feelings if those two don't present, dun feel disappointed or lost your self esteem n confidence like what happen to me, just take it easy n go on in life. It took me 3 long years to regain my concious n confidence n i think that's stupid but thanks god, I am back. Oh ya, before i forgot, I can feel it that you are quite uneasy for you being ugly n fat, eh dude, no one is born ugly in this world, just different look all together, and you are the only dude with this kind of look in this world, and what that makes u ? SPECIAL !! Fat ? Fat is also another for cutey cool, you are fat, when u think u r fat !! Always feel good about yourself dude, cause that's the only way you can make yourself intoa confident dude. Ooooops ........... out of topic a little.
For now, I think, u should calm yourself down n make a plan on what to say, ask her out, face her, blurt out all your feelings n whatever happen how u have waited for the day to come to be with her and see what she say lor .......
This is the best way i think, instead of hangin half way in the sky.
I wish you all the best dude ! Good Luck !
