This good good GAL and its just ME
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i am confirmed back to square one...Originally posted by the Bear:try this:
IF you happen to be there, you'd save her...
heck! i'll attempt to save ANYONE..
the main thing is: IF you happen to be there..
what next?
sorry.... i can't control myself... i had given my heart to her long ago..
remote control also under hers..... -
sounded so much like me 5 yrs back...Originally posted by nightyoung:Today i went out with her again.. I didn't want to but in the end i still went out..
she wanted to meet meat Bishan but we changed our meeting place at Bugis.. We had dinner together.. for her it was lunch and dinner... we are just together.. together again. after that we wanted to go to the temple but along the way we went shopping.. she pick the clothes and i offered to buy for her. just like the last time.. she smiled.. while she trying out to her clothes.. i looked at my wallet and ran to the ATM .. OMG i carried her bag with me and some passerby look at me.. a man carrying a woman's bag!! hahaha without any gal around me!! so embarrasing.. haha
along the shopping.. the shop owner mistook us as a couple and she smiled and i smiled.. she tried the blue dress and fancy the orange blouse.. but didn't buy and bought something else.. yes.. she knew i withrew cash and we laugh at my folly of carrying her bag to ATM.
in the train.. she said she like the blue and orange dress pretty well but didn't buy... but bought the one where the shop owner said we couples.. she said perhaps she bought from them coz the shopowner words are sweet.. along the road.. i dun know what she smiling.. she just have a smile on her face..
while i sent her back to her workplace,, i decided to go to Bugis and buy the blue and orange dress but the blue dress shop was closed so i bought the orange one..
It seemed to me those days are back..... i am back to square one again...
Sorry Sleepycat, Dodobirdle, Lord Kang and others.. I broke the AKey twice..
Now i find that its almost impossible to live without her...
how............... ???
well... since it has already happened, I shall not comment further. What I can juz say is tat... let fate decides. Enjoy yr time with her meanwhile but DO NOT expect any reciprocation in return (although I noe u r not expecting any except for her acceptance of u into her life)...
as a friend, I sincerely wish u happiness n good luck in this matter. Hope this gal will decide on either her bf or u soon...
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watching TV now...
there is this racist who is on trial for murder..
and there is this piece of crap lawyer trying to get him off for saying that racism is genetic..
however, that is a load of crock... we CHOOSE to be whoever and whatever we want to be...
and you CHOOSE to be doing what you are doing.. you CHOOSE to be in her power.. you CHOOSE to be strung along...
and say what you like.. until you decide what you wanna really wanna do, you're gonna be in limbo..
and, i'm sorry.. is the long and short of it
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agree with bear... the choice is always with us... we hv the luxury of choosing to do or not to do... watever choice tat we hv made, we muz not regret n be responsible for our actions as well...Originally posted by the Bear:watching TV now...
there is this racist who is on trial for murder..
and there is this piece of crap lawyer trying to get him off for saying that racism is genetic..
however, that is a load of crock... we CHOOSE to be whoever and whatever we want to be...
and you CHOOSE to be doing what you are doing.. you CHOOSE to be in her power.. you CHOOSE to be strung along...
and say what you like.. until you decide what you wanna really wanna do, you're gonna be in limbo..
and, i'm sorry.. is the long and short of it
bro nightyoung, I hope both u n the gal will be making the right choices soon... -
hahaha....brings back old memories. hahaha...Originally posted by nightyoung:Today i went out with her again.. I didn't want to but in the end i still went out..
she wanted to meet meat Bishan but we changed our meeting place at Bugis.. We had dinner together.. for her it was lunch and dinner... we are just together.. together again. after that we wanted to go to the temple but along the way we went shopping.. she pick the clothes and i offered to buy for her. just like the last time.. she smiled.. while she trying out to her clothes.. i looked at my wallet and ran to the ATM .. OMG i carried her bag with me and some passerby look at me.. a man carrying a woman's bag!! hahaha without any gal around me!! so embarrasing.. haha
along the shopping.. the shop owner mistook us as a couple and she smiled and i smiled.. she tried the blue dress and fancy the orange blouse.. but didn't buy and bought something else.. yes.. she knew i withrew cash and we laugh at my folly of carrying her bag to ATM.
in the train.. she said she like the blue and orange dress pretty well but didn't buy... but bought the one where the shop owner said we couples.. she said perhaps she bought from them coz the shopowner words are sweet.. along the road.. i dun know what she smiling.. she just have a smile on her face..
while i sent her back to her workplace,, i decided to go to Bugis and buy the blue and orange dress but the blue dress shop was closed so i bought the orange one..
It seemed to me those days are back..... i am back to square one again...
Sorry Sleepycat, Dodobirdle, Lord Kang and others.. I broke the AKey twice..
Now i find that its almost impossible to live without her...
how............... ???
i did the exact same thing once. but i was a fool to not see it coming. and i could have done a better job.
tell u wat. from where i'm looking, u can make it better or u can cold turkey again. choose. and make the right decision this time and stick to it.
my advise? go back to my postings during the earlier stages of this tread.
u want more and detailed advise? PM me. -
eeeeeerrrrr.. hmmmmmm...... aarrrggghh..
all d best dear pal.......
PM / email me should there be a fire & you don't see me ard..
take care k.. -
u want to MIA again ah..Originally posted by sleepycat:eeeeeerrrrr.. hmmmmmm...... aarrrggghh..
all d best dear pal.......
PM / email me should there be a fire & you don't see me ard..
take care k..
quick quick finish all the projects then we can talk cork again
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sigh sigh... SO MUCH woOooork loh...Originally posted by Dodobirdie:u want to MIA again ah.. quick quick finish all the projects then we can talk cork again -
well u can do it. we all look up to u so dun let us down k.Originally posted by sleepycat:sigh sigh... SO MUCH woOooork loh... -
just finished sending her back home......
i pass her the clothes we bought just now.. and .. we are both tired..
she was very surprised to see the orange dress inside..
i didn't do anything to her but wish her good nite..
why she matters so much to me? 
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Yeah.. Sorry Sleepycat... dun MIA again.. sorry.. AKey broken and broken again and again..... i know you mean good but i just...... sighedOriginally posted by sleepycat:sigh sigh... SO MUCH woOooork loh...
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I am going crazy once again//////
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you need to ask yourself that question and be fricken honest about it...
and you need also to get her to tell you her stand... and what the heck is going on...
if not, this limbo and this "suffering in vain" is not helping anyone.. and killing you slowly..
if she does not want to make the decision, and you don't wanna make the decision either, then... heck.. the both of you are going to drift and drift while you suffer.. and she's oblivious (as far as we know)...
what do you want?
honestly..Originally posted by nightyoung:just finished sending her back home......
i pass her the clothes we bought just now.. and .. we are both tired..
she was very surprised to see the orange dress inside..
i didn't do anything to her but wish her good nite..
why she matters so much to me? -
i sometimes think that u are a fool.Originally posted by nightyoung:just finished sending her back home......
i pass her the clothes we bought just now.. and .. we are both tired..
she was very surprised to see the orange dress inside..
i didn't do anything to her but wish her good nite..
why she matters so much to me?
although everyone here wants to see u quickly get out of this situation but honestly i seriously u can make it better.
someone correct me if i'm wrong. -
wat r u working as??? CEO, MD, Director.... u look so busy... !!!Originally posted by sleepycat:sigh sigh... SO MUCH woOooork loh...
haizzz.... guys... wat is luv... till death do us apart...Originally posted by nightyoung:just finished sending her back home......
i pass her the clothes we bought just now.. and .. we are both tired..
she was very surprised to see the orange dress inside..
i didn't do anything to her but wish her good nite..
why she matters so much to me? -
well we all know that she is not goin to give him an answer. its actually up to him to do something to find out that answer.Originally posted by the Bear:you need to ask yourself that question and be fricken honest about it...
and you need also to get her to tell you her stand... and what the heck is going on...
if not, this limbo and this "suffering in vain" is not helping anyone.. and killing you slowly..
if she does not want to make the decision, and you don't wanna make the decision either, then... heck.. the both of you are going to drift and drift while you suffer.. and she's oblivious (as far as we know)...
what do you want?
honestly..
hence is he able to realise wat he has to do to find out the true feelings of this fair lady or does he not realise that the answer is actually staring right in his face. -
pal... u take care.. more worried for your sanity.. i really hope she won't smash ya heart into pieces soon since u place d hammer in her hand..Originally posted by nightyoung:Yeah.. Sorry Sleepycat... dun MIA again.. sorry.. AKey broken and broken again and again..... i know you mean good but i just...... sighed
nites & be at rest... dun think too much cuz what's done is done. -
I agree..... but i just can't control myself sometimes...Originally posted by Dodobirdie:i sometimes think that u are a fool.
although everyone here wants to see u quickly get out of this situation but honestly i seriously u can make it better.
someone correct me if i'm wrong. -
what answers..... i have good or bad..... i still can't forget her...Originally posted by Dodobirdie:well we all know that she is not goin to give him an answer. its actually up to him to do something to find out that answer.
hence is he able to realise wat he has to do to find out the true feelings of this fair lady or does he not realise that the answer is actually staring right in his face.
coz its Wizard of Oz and i had given my heart away -
when the heart takes over, its means that emotions will overwhelm u. when that happens all decisions made are out of impulse.Originally posted by nightyoung:I agree..... but i just can't control myself sometimes...
get a hold of ur self. get ur mind to take over the decision making. get ur heart to sit on the bench for a while.
then we talk. -
u noe why??? cos we are all living humans... to err is human... we juz got to keep learning along the way in our life... but u dun seem to learn much... haizzz... noe it's hard but well... the choice is in yr hand...Originally posted by nightyoung:I agree..... but i just can't control myself sometimes... -
Sorry.. i really feel that o let you down... and the others..Originally posted by sleepycat:pal... u take care.. more worried for your sanity.. i really hope she won't smash ya heart into pieces soon since u place d hammer in her hand..
nites & be at rest... dun think too much cuz what's done is done.
sorry but you know me......i can't control my emotions.....
Its Wizard of Oz.. this time i really given my heart to her.. that's why you see me with no heart...and everytime... i dun know.. -
well, where the heart goes.. the rest of you follows..
but sometimes, give your head a chance..Originally posted by nightyoung:Sorry.. i really feel that o let you down... and the others..
sorry but you know me......i can't control my emotions.....
Its Wizard of Oz.. this time i really given my heart to her.. that's why you see me with no heart...and everytime... i dun know.. -
Sometimes following ur heart will lead u to nowhere...Must always think before u do anything...Don't be lead by others or ur heart...Lead by urself through thinking and knowing what is good for u...
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Although i didn't see her for a day. i still miss her...Originally posted by *Lord Kang*:Sometimes following ur heart will lead u to nowhere...Must always think before u do anything...Don't be lead by others or ur heart...Lead by urself through thinking and knowing what is good for u...
and today i went to her friend's shop by chance and we chat along quite well.. just that she ask whether i go and find her today.. i looked away and said no.. and when she ask do i have gal friend.. i looked away and said no...
i just miss her...