This good good GAL and its just ME
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she overslept.. expected and it was quite late.. so .she suggested having dinner at her house... we had dinner and watched TV at her house.. for a while then i left the house and bought her 2 grilled chicken wings and fries for her sis and bro..
i almost wanted to hug her again but kept under control...
i like her more and more... maybe its really high time for me to leave...?
I said i wanted to be good friends.. very close to her .. i just cant take it sometimes.. i know its impossible between us...
i just want her to be happy and happiness for her.....
i thought i got out from the trap but i didnt.. i am in again...why
why are we so happy together always... but just cant be together...
i know...i know... 2 more things...
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Read my sig...Take care.Originally posted by nightyoung:she overslept.. expected and it was quite late.. so .she suggested having dinner at her house... we had dinner and watched TV at her house.. for a while then i left the house and bought her 2 grilled chicken wings and fries for her sis and bro..
i almost wanted to hug her again but kept under control...
i like her more and more... maybe its really high time for me to leave...?
I said i wanted to be good friends.. very close to her .. i just cant take it sometimes.. i know its impossible between us...
i just want her to be happy and happiness for her.....
i thought i got out from the trap but i didnt.. i am in again...why
why are we so happy together always... but just cant be together...
i know...i know... 2 more things... -
u already know wat i'm goin to say rite.Originally posted by nightyoung:she overslept.. expected and it was quite late.. so .she suggested having dinner at her house... we had dinner and watched TV at her house.. for a while then i left the house and bought her 2 grilled chicken wings and fries for her sis and bro..
i almost wanted to hug her again but kept under control...
i like her more and more... maybe its really high time for me to leave...?
I said i wanted to be good friends.. very close to her .. i just cant take it sometimes.. i know its impossible between us...
i just want her to be happy and happiness for her.....
i thought i got out from the trap but i didnt.. i am in again...why
why are we so happy together always... but just cant be together...
i know...i know... 2 more things... -
i know...... i didnt do what you told me..Originally posted by Dodobirdie:u already know wat i'm goin to say rite.
i asked her on the sms whether she's free on 31st dec.. we can be together till dawn like the last time.. she says.. "I hope so but you know someone will be angry if he knows it" ..... -
wah...a diary over just one girl who dun love u ???
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yea abit sad case right?
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he CHOSED to live A SAD LIFE,Originally posted by beavan:yea abit sad case right?
who bloody cares???he CHOSED NOT TO LET GO
so if he thinks his life is interesting n pui...romantic??? sadly lar,can wake up to reality or not??? u havent even experinece the worse!!!!!!!damn it
i dare to say this out coz i did experienced the worse n i have to toughen myself for the future -
and yes,....wat did i say abt the 31st?Originally posted by nightyoung:i know...... i didnt do what you told me..
i asked her on the sms whether she's free on 31st dec.. we can be together till dawn like the last time.. she says.. "I hope so but you know someone will be angry if he knows it" ..... -
everyone will feel that their pain is more then others. but everyone will experience a diff experience. so lets not go ard telling ppl that i have gone thru worst then u or stuff like dat as everyone will experince a whole different thing or react to it differently.Originally posted by amuletgurl:he CHOSED to live A SAD LIFE,
who bloody cares???he CHOSED NOT TO LET GO
so if he thinks his life is interesting n pui...romantic??? sadly lar,can wake up to reality or not??? u havent even experinece the worse!!!!!!!damn it
i dare to say this out coz i did experienced the worse n i have to toughen myself for the future
and yes....to learn from experience and better ur self....do not live in regrets. true true. -
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in a way im just asking him to get over it,i get ur point,anyways,i know he's mature enuff to handlle itOriginally posted by Dodobirdie:everyone will feel that their pain is more then others. but everyone will experience a diff experience. so lets not go ard telling ppl that i have gone thru worst then u or stuff like dat as everyone will experince a whole different thing or react to it differently.
and yes....to learn from experience and better ur self....do not live in regrets. true true.
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yo nightyoung pal, will she tag along if there's a drinking session amongst us some time in the week after next? i still rem birdie's dozen of sotb & i rem you mentioned that she sorta like dancing/clubbing.
btw, i'm so glad it's gonna be a long weekend... phew..
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hi everyone.. back from my vacation... and i see nightyoung still pining...
what's this i hear about drinks?
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wah.....have this topic hit the record list?? top??
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Life is a journey to find love and everyone will have to find 4 special individual in their life journey..
First will be urself..Second will be the one that u love..Third will be the one that love u..And the last will be the one who u will spend ur life time together..
In the beginning, u will find someone that u love..That is when u know the meaning to love..And because of understanding what is the feeling of being loved, thats why u will found the one who loves u..And once u been through loving someone and being loved by others, u will understand love and finally realise what u really need and find the one u want to spend ur life time with..
The real world is always cruel..These 3 individual seldom is the same person..The one that u loved most, normally will not choose u..And the one who loved u the most, normally is not the one u love most..Most of the time, the one u are with is not always the one u loved most or the one who loved u the most..They are just happened to appear at the right moment of time..
Love is not about possessing..If u like the moon, doesn't mean u need to have it..If u love somebody, make him/her part of ur memory..If u really love somebody, u must love him/her for who he/she is..Love their good points and love their bad points..Don't change the person that u love to somebody that u desire..What if he/she cannot be changed??
When it comes to love, nobody can explain it in words..U only know that no matter when and where u are, u just want the person to be right beside u..Anyway, love has to be given and not just taking from others..
Separation is a natural process..If the relationship is not strong enough, u can only concede defeat..True love will never turn into hatred..When two person are in love, they will always like to make promise..And the reason for doing so is because we don't trust each other..When making promises, make sure they are realistic but not achievable..Since it is not achievable, so promising is easy..But remember, the most touching will always be those unrealistic promises...In relationship, nothing is true..People normally say something and meant other thing..So who is telling the truth??
So..How many people have u found??In this tiny planet of ours, who have u found and who have found u?? -
Hey .. sleepycat.. how have you been lately? good?Originally posted by sleepycat:yo nightyoung pal, will she tag along if there's a drinking session amongst us some time in the week after next? i still rem birdie's dozen of sotb & i rem you mentioned that she sorta like dancing/clubbing.
btw, i'm so glad it's gonna be a long weekend... phew..
not sure.. but.. she likes to go on ladies night with her good female friend while her bf goes another club.....
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Welcome back.. where have you bean???Originally posted by the Bear:hi everyone.. back from my vacation... and i see nightyoung still pining...
what's this i hear about drinks?
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i went to Melbourne to see my friend get married
then it rained and rained and rained and rained there... no pics of melbourne
then i went to Bali.. Kuta to be exact
for the pics, click here => the Bear's Kuta AdventureOriginally posted by nightyoung:Welcome back.. where have you bean??? -
* See light... **Originally posted by *Lord Kang*:Life is a journey to find love and everyone will have to find 4 special individual in their life journey..
First will be urself..Second will be the one that u love..Third will be the one that love u..And the last will be the one who u will spend ur life time together..
In the beginning, u will find someone that u love..That is when u know the meaning to love..And because of understanding what is the feeling of being loved, thats why u will found the one who loves u..And once u been through loving someone and being loved by others, u will understand love and finally realise what u really need and find the one u want to spend ur life time with..
The real world is always cruel..These 3 individual seldom is the same person..The one that u loved most, normally will not choose u..And the one who loved u the most, normally is not the one u love most..Most of the time, the one u are with is not always the one u loved most or the one who loved u the most..They are just happened to appear at the right moment of time..
Love is not about possessing..If u like the moon, doesn't mean u need to have it..If u love somebody, make him/her part of ur memory..If u really love somebody, u must love him/her for who he/she is..Love their good points and love their bad points..Don't change the person that u love to somebody that u desire..What if he/she cannot be changed??
When it comes to love, nobody can explain it in words..U only know that no matter when and where u are, u just want the person to be right beside u..Anyway, love has to be given and not just taking from others..
Separation is a natural process..If the relationship is not strong enough, u can only concede defeat..True love will never turn into hatred..When two person are in love, they will always like to make promise..And the reason for doing so is because we don't trust each other..When making promises, make sure they are realistic but not achievable..Since it is not achievable, so promising is easy..But remember, the most touching will always be those unrealistic promises...In relationship, nothing is true..People normally say something and meant other thing..So who is telling the truth??
So..How many people have u found??In this tiny planet of ours, who have u found and who have found u??
I began to understand now... just now she wanted to meet me but she cancelled it coz she too tired.. but i was already near her area.. its ok.. it doesnt hurt me or anything like before..... i knew she wanted to get some rest and.. she's tired.. i want to get out of this trap.. and i know i can..
I know she and me just good friends... left 2 more things to do...
i think after i did the 2 things i will still be there for her.....
always thought of leaving her but i don't think i can..... she will be my best female friend -
I hope this will provide some help for u...Read it and like from it...It really will teach u something about love and life...It is true to a certain extent lor...Learn from it...Originally posted by nightyoung:* See light... **
I began to understand now... just now she wanted to meet me but she cancelled it coz she too tired.. but i was already near her area.. its ok.. it doesnt hurt me or anything like before..... i knew she wanted to get some rest and.. she's tired.. i want to get out of this trap.. and i know i can..
I know she and me just good friends... left 2 more things to do...
i think after i did the 2 things i will still be there for her.....
always thought of leaving her but i don't think i can..... she will be my best female friend -
She gave me a surprised call this morning and asked me whether i am to go with her to see the busker show at orchard.. i replied see how.. depends on office work.. then at about 4 pm.. i left her a msg i can make it and she called me back.. she said another friend of her will be joining us and i said ok..
then at about 6pm i met her and her friend.. that friend of hers i met was that day when i found out about this good good gal boyfriend.. we just didnt have much to talk to each other.. perhaps .. different frequency.. when she's away i can talk to this good good gal again .. but when she's back i just got no topic.. perhaps it was she that i know this good good gal has bf.. that's why.. anyway.. she's only prob 19 to 20.. we just cant talk much to each other..... of coz i tried to talked to her and she ask me a certain questions... my focus is more on the good good gal..
somehow its strange.. i just dun feel good when i heard the good good gal bf name.. she asked about him a few times.. i dun just feel good at all .. although now i know its completely over and i am trying to make her as my best female friend..
when the good good gal's friend said her friend has free ticket to zouk.. then this good good gal also want to go.. she advised me not to go coz all her friend all male.. so i said ok.. i will leave when they go.. so we waited for the phone call but to no avail and they decided to head home... and we went home together..
during the train ride.. the good good gal's friend slept for a while and i listen to her sch days stories from the good good gal..
when i went home. i just did something crazy.. i took my scissors and trim my fringe.. too long.. i dun like it... and i want to change..
change myself...
for the better
deja vu.. i think i wrote this same kind of feeling elsewhere in this thread. oh my god.. i am in this trap for so long... I really want to get out of this .....
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Yes.. thank you so much...Originally posted by *Lord Kang*:I hope this will provide some help for u...Read it and like from it...It really will teach u something about love and life...It is true to a certain extent lor...Learn from it...
how you know all these..... why all these not inside textbooks?? -
haha..how i know all these...Learn from this textbook call "Life"..No lah..Saw this at a website and translate into english..Originally posted by nightyoung:Yes.. thank you so much...
how you know all these..... why all these not inside textbooks?? -
oh long kang... read that before too in chinese... really meaningful ... and to some extent a lil true...
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ya...sad to say it true...Thats life i suppose...Originally posted by v0x:oh long kang... read that before too in chinese... really meaningful ... and to some extent a lil true...