I want to meet you?

• sleepycat

  4 May 05, 02:42

  Originally posted by HENG@:

  how can i choose to be both or neither? how is that possible? clothes alone decide if i am either or. what 3rd option is there? there is no fun and no pleasure in my life.

  .. then quit underestimating yourself sweetie.. clothes are just outward, the core of a being is more than a sexy lacy bra or a pair of red briefs.
  
• nOrmalbOi

  4 May 05, 02:42

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  oooooeeeeeei! Don't expose yourself so easily leh..... save some for me...

  but but....
  
  ur wish is my command..
  
  
• the Bear

  4 May 05, 02:42

  okay.. the "cold" water isn't working...
  
  i need some freezing water...
  
  

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  

• HENG@

  4 May 05, 02:45

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  .. then quit underestimating yourself sweetie.. clothes are just outward, the core of a being is more than a sexy lacy bra or a pair of red briefs.
  

  do u think i am underestimating myself babe? because i tried so hard. i spent 22 years trying to discover... but i seem to keep running into walls. its so frustrating. i get so terrified just thinking about having to go back to pretending to be what im not. i don't want that...
  
  i admit i am baffled also. the whole "june" thing, there are so many here who are what u want and more. i can't be like them. is there any point?
• sleepycat

  4 May 05, 02:46

  Originally posted by nOrmalbOi:

  but but....
  
  ur wish is my command..
  
  

  ... but i don't like to be in command........
• nOrmalbOi

  4 May 05, 02:48

  Originally posted by HENG@:

  do u think i am underestimating myself babe? because i tried so hard. i spent 22 years trying to discover... but i seem to keep running into walls. its so frustrating. i get so terrified just thinking about having to go back to pretending to be what im not. i don't want that...

  i am not sure i noe what is going on... but from what i gather... to me.. the key is choice..
  
  sure u think ur all miserable and all.. having 2 choices that would make u equally unhappy... but when ur unhappy.. think abt the guy that didnt have the chance to make that choice.. or didnt have a choice to make.. or worse have it taken out of his hand.. when the consequence is all for him to bear..
• the Bear

  4 May 05, 02:48

  digging through my bag for my glasses and i just found out why my bag is soooo heavy....
  
  i've left my handcuffs in there and brought them home with me...
  
  
  
  

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  ... but i don't like to be in command........

• sleepycat

  4 May 05, 02:49

  Originally posted by HENG@:

  do u think i am underestimating myself babe? because i tried so hard. i spent 22 years trying to discover... but i seem to keep running into walls. its so frustrating. i get so terrified just thinking about having to go back to pretending to be what im not. i don't want that...

  sweetie.. i don't know for you.. i may almost tell you what i can know if i ever get the chance to call u dear in between groans...?
  
  it's in the state of our minds... the only person (and the hardest person too) to convince is yourself.
  
  
• HENG@

  4 May 05, 02:50

  Originally posted by nOrmalbOi:

  i am not sure i noe what is going on... but from what i gather... to me.. the key is choice..
  
  sure u think ur all miserable and all.. having 2 choices that would make u equally unhappy... but when ur unhappy.. think abt the guy that didnt have the chance to make that choice.. or didnt have a choice to make.. or worse have it taken out of his hand.. when the consequence is all for him to bear..

  its like giving u a choice, do u want to be stabbed to death, or burnt to death? the guy who didn't get to choose, is still going to end up dead like u. whats the point of a choice then?
• HENG@

  4 May 05, 02:51

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  sweetie.. i don't know for you.. i may almost tell you what i can know if i ever get the chance to call u dear in between groans...?
  
  it's in the state of our minds... the only person (and the hardest person too) to convince is yourself.
  
  

  i don't know anymore. i don't know. i never asked for this.
• the Bear

  4 May 05, 02:51

  so... who's threatening you with death?
  
  

  Originally posted by HENG@:

  its like giving u a choice, do u want to be stabbed to death, or burnt to death? the guy who didn't get to choose, is still going to end up dead like u. whats the point of a choice then?

• nOrmalbOi

  4 May 05, 02:51

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  ... but i don't like to be in command........

  u wishing something... would do it for me... just as well...
  
  
• sleepycat

  4 May 05, 02:51

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  digging through my bag for my glasses and i just found out why my bag is soooo heavy....
  
  i've left my handcuffs in there and brought them home with me...
  
  

  aaaaawwwwwwwwwww...............
  
  but... are you suppose to tell here?
• HENG@

  4 May 05, 02:52

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  so... who's threatening you with death?
  
  

  it's meant to illustrate a point. when u're in a position where either option is going to make u miserable, then its no difference from having no choice and being miserable. in fact its worse because it makes one feel so trapped.
• nOrmalbOi

  4 May 05, 02:53

  Originally posted by HENG@:

  its like giving u a choice, do u want to be stabbed to death, or burnt to death? the guy who didn't get to choose, is still going to end up dead like u. whats the point of a choice then?

  if thats the case why bother doing anything with ur life... coz ur gonna end up dead anyway..
• the Bear

  4 May 05, 02:53

  yes.. coz they're personal issue
  
  i have to keep them maintained and polished so i bring them home to get them cleaned sometimes..
  
  

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  aaaaawwwwwwwwwww...............
  
  but... are you suppose to tell here?

• sleepycat

  4 May 05, 02:53

  Originally posted by HENG@:

  i don't know anymore. i don't know. i never asked for this.

  cool.. sweetie.. we don't have to know everything. you don't have to choose too quickly either. time is on your side.. there're still 2-3 yrs before you bring anyth to fruition.
• HENG@

  4 May 05, 02:53

  Originally posted by nOrmalbOi:

  if thats the case why bother doing anything with ur life... coz ur gonna end up dead anyway..

  exactly. thats the point im making.
• the Bear

  4 May 05, 02:54

  i know... question remains the same... who is threatening you with death?
  
  

  Originally posted by HENG@:

  it's meant to illustrate a point. when u're in a position where either option is going to make u miserable, then its no difference from having no choice and being miserable. in fact its worse because it makes one feel so trapped.

• sleepycat

  4 May 05, 02:55

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  yes.. coz they're personal issue
  
  i have to keep them maintained and polished so i bring them home to get them cleaned sometimes..

  ooooooohh.... with the cuffs, i can almost see you in the uniform..
• hyuuga neji

  4 May 05, 02:55

  Originally posted by nOrmalbOi:

  IF
  person says she wants to meet up with u
  IF
  person has not chatted with u b4
  THEN
  run like mad
  THEN
  check if u wanna meet up with another net person after previous traumatic experience
  
  ELSE
  run like hell
  
  

  let me rewrite for you...
  action WatToDoInForum()
  {
  
  if (person says she wants to meet up with u && person has not chatted with u b4)
  {
  if (u wanna meet up with another net person after previous traumatic experience)
  {return (meet person);}
  else
  {return (run like hell);}
  }
  else
  {return(continue surfing and crapping in peace);}
  
  }
  
  need me to explain how to derive the code???
  
• the Bear

  4 May 05, 02:56

  heh... hmmm... uniform
  
  

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  ooooooohh.... with the cuffs, i can almost see you in the uniform..

• nOrmalbOi

  4 May 05, 02:56

  Originally posted by HENG@:

  exactly. thats the point im making.

  and u still need to do what u need to do... so why not try to be happy doing what ur doing now.... at least u can die a happy man..
  
  
• HENG@

  4 May 05, 02:57

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  cool.. sweetie.. we don't have to know everything. you don't have to choose too quickly either. time is on your side.. there're still 2-3 yrs before you bring anyth to fruition.

  its already too late. i should have been made aware of this issue long ago, while it was easier for me to get a complete change, while i could have had a change and then go on to enjoy my youth as who i should be. instead, its now lost forever, and im facing the rest of my life with 2 choices, both which will make me miserable. time is not on my side. it has long gone
• sleepycat

  4 May 05, 02:57

  Originally posted by hyuuga neji:

  let me rewrite for you...
  action WatToDoInForum()
  {
  
  if (person says she wants to meet up with u && person has not chatted with u b4)
  {
  if (u wanna meet up with another net person after previous traumatic experience)
  {return (meet person);}
  else
  {return (run like hell);}
  }
  else
  {return(continue surfing and crapping in peace);}
  
  }
  
  need me to explain how to derive the code???
  

  ......sigh.... i almost can't breathe...
  
  why do i find you so attractive in the most unthinkable ways? i never like to play with tiny balls.................