Originally posted by xinyi!:
looks like i'm once again dwelling into my miserable past. i once had a very close friend in primary school whom i consider BFF (best friends forever). my relationship with this person is more complicated that bush's relationship with satan, yknow what i mean.
he's like one of my closest jiemei cum pal & we always go home together after school. we'd share a cone of ice cream, play chopstix using our toes, draw stuff on each others' bodies & many other silly things.. though we went to different secondary schools, we still see each other. mutual friends have been gossiping about us & spreading lots of false rumours that are hurting to him. as a friend i felt bad for him & distant away from him for a while to stop these rumours temporary. soon after, he got a gf & become very arrogant & bossy. i realised that all the while he's treating me as his girlfriend without actually letting me know. guess i was dumb enough to believe that guys & girls can be close friends without getting involved in bgr. after my psle days, i'd go for walks with him, shopping, movies & all. just him & i.. i can't figure out what in the world this girl did to him to cause such a huge change in him. now, not only i dont have his contact, we haven't even spoken for almost 2 years already.
as much as i treasure this relationship, it has just gone past me like that. how sad!!

my family also adds on to my sorrow.. i wont be that dumb to commit suicide but i really must say this. all my family members dont understand me at all.. even my sis who used to be caring has changed ever since she has a well paid job.. once i told my parents about planning to migrate and they don't even give a fu*k.. they told me that it's up to me & they wouldnt care at all. wtf
U mentioned him as ur best friend...
I too had good memories similar to urs ages ago..
Asked urself the changes in him...
have u did some soul searching?
He was ur best pal but u chose to shun him...
This shows u placed ur image above a friend
Ever thought how hurt he've been?
Dun blame him for the changes in him,U busrt his ego...
u see my friend,he treated you as his own gf,but wat u did was heart wrenching.
He had to show arogance to numb himself fro the hurt..
Think throught