how are you feeling today
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Came back from diaso.. the larger boxes out of stock, so I bought a smaller boxes.. :)
Gonna pack all the sadness inside, and once and for all return it to her everything.
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well and good....look forward to a new you!
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just for you poem.........
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message [She] Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
[She] was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.- W H Auden
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so sad, saw mew mew trying to revive another mew mew knock down by car... mew mew so sad. I also sad
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Originally posted by Darkness_hacker99:
Came back from diaso.. the larger boxes out of stock, so I bought a smaller boxes.. :)
Gonna pack all the sadness inside, and once and for all return it to her everything.
Maybe it is time for a new one, saying goodbye to the wrong one, meeting the right one soon -
Monday blues for work~ need to back up all my data in this laptop. I don't have a harddisk, so I am pushing my dvd drive to the max~
Today she feels very angry about me. I know this is part and parcel of separation.. She just needs time to accept. I hope I won't be soft this time...
Going to NUS for meeting later....
Today I am feeling a little breatheless.. I need to learn how to breathe again..
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It needs time to accept the tough truth
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sort of down
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so many people sick on the train
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cough, sneeze, vomit, unconscious
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Originally posted by Mr Milo:
cough, sneeze, vomit, unconscious
Milo!! Take care of yourself! :-D I wish you a speedy recovery, and get well soon ya~
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Last night, my soulmate (SM), you can called it the best of friends, showed me her school work on sociology. It's a video on prejudices and discrimination, I enjoyed learning how the educator conduct the lesson.
Today
The distant between both of us is getting more and more clear and distinct. She's treating me like a stranger already. I still have to meet her and return all her stuffs. She hates me now, and she really do. My heart has already turned cold on her words. She's now just a normal human being to me. I know I have to let go cos I love her too much.
I am feeling fine.
This afternoon, I am still backing up my datas in this laptop. I still haven't found a vendor to buy my laptop yet, but tomorrow is definitely the day to sell my laptop. (gosh, have to rely on the old centrino laptop T_T).
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Now I am feeling hungry...
Tomorrow I am going to give her back all the stuffs which includes
1) a camera she lend me
2) about $500 for all indebtness, kindness, and her goodwill
3) and some cards and gift she made it for me
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One that is ever kind said yesterday:
"Your well-beloved's hair has threads of grey,
And little shadows come about her eyes;
Time can but make it easier to be wise
Though now it seems impossible, and so
All that you need is patience."
Heart cries, "No,
I have not a crumb of comfort, not a grain.
Time can but make her beauty over again:
Because of that great nobleness of hersThe fire that stirs about her, when she stirs,
Burns but more clearly. O she had not these ways
When all the wild Summer was in her gaze."
Heart! O heart! if she'd but turn her head,
You'd know the folly of being comforted.- W B Yeats, Nobel Prize Winner (1923)
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I feel my cough will be beaten soon. But I feel a little sleepy
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Today I am feeling fine~! :-D
She's is acting like she's bargaining now. I feel gald because it is exactly what the text books says.
It's raining at my place... and I had a meeting at NUS later :(
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Gonna meet her to return everything =( feeling kinda abit messed up because she's bargaining for many items.....
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thats the usual when men face the break offs ......... such scenario will repeat again and all the more usual in divorces, when the ex will pull out the calculator to do her forte....accounting extravaganza to ensure her sums are right before proceeding to the lawyer's office with a most updated copy of the women charter
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Originally posted by Fcukpap:
thats the usual when men face the break offs ......... such scenario will repeat again and all the more usual in divorces, when the ex will pull out the calculator to do her forte....accounting extravaganza to ensure her sums are right before proceeding to the lawyer's office with a most updated copy of the women charter
I feel relief now~
and it felt sooo good~ -
Originally posted by Darkness_hacker99:
I feel relief now~ and it felt sooo good~
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I feel a little bit upset, for the ex, for the health and for the life. Work harder, and work will never cheat us.
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Originally posted by Cecilia.beckam:
I feel a little bit upset, for the ex, for the health and for the life.
Work harder, and work will never cheat us. I am moving on well! -
Congrats to you! Mine is such a mess! Damn! I need to have some candy and go to sleep before 10 pm tonight! Damn it!
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Peaceful day... tomorrow my friend going to cut new hair style *so anticipating how she'll look like* =DDD
Ex called me today and ask me to help her get contact lens. Zzz..
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I am ok, except that sometimes....
a bloody insect with sharp claws seems to be crawling up my throat.