Liu Jieqi's email? Anybody?
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Something to share here..I find it touching..
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?"
Tree === The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have
dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is
just a very ordinary gal.
I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not
going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her.
I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals,
and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.
She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was
embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.
My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day,
she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.
When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me
>that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.
I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.
During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf
departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?"
Leaf === During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so
long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the
extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.
I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time,
my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you
will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him
right?
Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's
like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.
Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?
Wind === Because I like a gal called leaf.
Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I
transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he
talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not
there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she
appeared & pass me a note and left.
Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away. It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree. I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will
try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over
the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly.
I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of
Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?[/color]
So touching...Think about it...How many times have you ever waited for the best, or the 'ideal person' to accept you, and at the same time, missed out a lot other potential 'ideal person'? -
browniebaobao:
yeah... the two long passages made me think of some things... they are very nice and touching... -
Hi Shervon! Somehow the Leaf reminds me of Ah San's ..Originally posted by Shervon99:browniebaobao:
yeah... the two long passages made me think of some things... they are very nice and touching... -
ya! somehow it reminded me of tat song too!Originally posted by browniebaobao:Hi Shervon! Somehow the Leaf reminds me of Ah San's ..
vaguely, i rem there's a similar song, think, is by yu quan.......... -
Ah Sang's <> is more melancholic. Yu Quan's <> is lighter and rhythmic. But both are just as nice
I'm wondering if Leaf is just too tired of waiting for Tree and give up waiting for it and instead go for Wind which is always by its side? If it is, then deep inside, all 3 of them won't be happy. Tree will regret why it didn't treasure Leaf before, Leaf will "settle" for Wind who loves Leaf but not as loved by Leaf. Wind gets to be with Leaf, but it does not have the heart of Leaf.
If Tree holds out its branch at the very last moment, will it be able to catch Leaf? Or will the Leaf avoid the branch and go with the Wind instead? Nobody knows, and nobody will ever know, because Tree eventually did not hold its branch to catch Leaf. Perhaps Tree feels that it has held on to Leaf for too long, and it's time Leaf should go to where it really belongs - with Wind, that's why it held back its branch. Will it be the case of Leaf and Wind lives happily ever after? Or will all 3 come to regret this in future? Or maybe... -
Well..I know the by Yu Quan as well..remember there was once, JieQi played the two songs together. I think A san's is sadder ba..
I think it's the same old question again..Will you choose to stay with someone you love or juz settle down with someone who loves you? In this case, Tree dinnoe how to treasure leaf when her heart was still with him. Love is something so complex..haiz..... -
One of my favourite singers Ronald Cheng has a song which very much sums up Leaf's feelings : (incidentally it's a local composition)
"Bei ai shi xing fu, ai ren shi tong ku
wo lian zai ni mian qian xiang ku dou bu hui"
But no one can judge whether loving someone or being loved by someone is better...to me, both are considered as "que1 xian4 ai4" - imperfect love (like what you mentioned in another passage), letting one feel love and pain at the same time.
Haha hope all of us won't have to go through this at all...
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agree that YZ by AS is a sadder song..ur passage also reminds me of the lyrics: "luo4 ye4 hui4 ji4 de2 da4 shu4 de zhi2 zhuo2, zai4 li2 kai1 yi3 hou4"..... fm the song: "jie2 shu4 wo3 men2 bao4 zhe ku1".Originally posted by browniebaobao:Well..I know the by Yu Quan as well..remember there was once, JieQi played the two songs together. I think A san's is sadder ba..
I think it's the same old question again..Will you choose to stay with someone you love or juz settle down with someone who loves you? In this case, Tree dinnoe how to treasure leaf when her heart was still with him. Love is something so complex..haiz.....
Is anyone recording JQ's prog this sat? can i borrow the tapes if whoever is recording? i gonna miss it this wk due to frd's wedding, (am - pm), n if he's also gonna be on shift this sunday, i'll miss 2 of his radio progms
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I dinnoe that you like Ronald..I like his other songs like (wishing tree if im not wrong), there's another one..Is there a song to do with 'wen1 rou2'?? Can't recall..but know 933 plays in 9 lian huan quite often.Originally posted by Hajime:One of my favourite singers Ronald Cheng has a song which very much sums up Leaf's feelings : (incidentally it's a local composition)
"Bei ai shi xing fu, ai ren shi tong ku
wo lian zai ni mian qian xiang ku dou bu hui"
But no one can judge whether loving someone or being loved by someone is better...to me, both are considered as "que1 xian4 ai4" - imperfect love (like what you mentioned in another passage), letting one feel love and pain at the same time.
Haha hope all of us won't have to go through this at all...
I agree with you..it's imperfect love..love must be mutual mah!!! -
I miss the Leo Ku's songs played by JieQi..It has been such a long time! , ..etc etc..He has a new song currently playing in 933 ya..but din pay attention to it..hee hee..Originally posted by flyaway747:agree that YZ by AS is a sadder song..ur passage also reminds me of the lyrics: "luo4 ye4 hui4 ji4 de2 da4 shu4 de zhi2 zhuo2, zai4 li2 kai1 yi3 hou4"..... fm the song: "jie2 shu4 wo3 men2 bao4 zhe ku1".
Is anyone recording JQ's prog this sat? can i borrow the tapes if whoever is recording? i gonna miss it this wk due to frd's wedding, (am - pm), n if he's also gonna be on shift this sunday, i'll miss 2 of his radio progms -
the lyrics that i found most gan3 chu4 in jie shu wo men bao zhe ku was "gan jue xiang bing kuai rong hua le gan qing wu fa wan jiu"Originally posted by flyaway747:agree that YZ by AS is a sadder song..ur passage also reminds me of the lyrics: "luo4 ye4 hui4 ji4 de2 da4 shu4 de zhi2 zhuo2, zai4 li2 kai1 yi3 hou4"..... fm the song: "jie2 shu4 wo3 men2 bao4 zhe ku1".
Is anyone recording JQ's prog this sat? can i borrow the tapes if whoever is recording? i gonna miss it this wk due to frd's wedding, (am - pm), n if he's also gonna be on shift this sunday, i'll miss 2 of his radio progms -
How sad! I think the part "si han lei xi qu liang tiao lu"..something like this..is the saddest.Originally posted by attitude:the lyrics that i found most gan3 chu4 in jie shu wo men bao zhe ku was "gan jue xiang bing kuai rong hua le gan qing wu fa wan jiu" -
Leo Ku is one of the most talented HK artiste around. He can host, can sing, acting erm can pass only, and caricature drawing is superb! I still remember watching some HK entertainment programs hosted by him around a decade ago (wah so long liao...), before he became a singer. He was a very lively and quick-witted host and always engaged in very funny banters with the people he interviewed. I still remember there was once he "shua bao" in front of his idol Jacky Cheung...Now he has moved on to "bigger things" such as acting, but I think I miss his hosting and singing more.
Actually <> is very well-written, at least for most parts of it. My favourite line is the chorus "ai qing jie shu wo he ni bao zhe ku, si hang lei xi chu liang tiao dui de lu"...can envision the sadness when both were hugging together for the last time and crying their hearts out because they won't be together again. Or maybe it's his voice which touched me so much...
bbb I have many favourite singers, that's the problem lor...mean I have to spend more $ to buy more albums
Ronald Cheng has a very good voice, but his off-stage scandals clouded his career. If not, he can be the next Jacky, albeit without the healthy image. The "wen rou" song is it <>? "bie zhuang zuo ren ran wen rou, bit zhuang zuo yi qie ping jing ru jiu"...? That's the only one I could think of. He has many nice songs, like the <>, <>, <>, <>...I also like his duet with Freya Lin <>, haha that's when I first noticed Freya...
But must must must remind you my most favourite singer is David Huang!!!
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"ai qing jie shu wo he ni bao zhe ku, si hang lei xi chu liang tiao dui de lu"
Yo Hajime! You got it right again! Hahaha....also right! hahaha..
You are really ding gua gua leh..
I'm listening to Zheng Zhan Lun hosting air show now..hehehe...still like his
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i like "ru guo ni bu xiao xin xiang qi wo"
how come he's hosting? is it "wo ye shi dj"? -
I still prefer ya..hehe..JieQi knows that..Originally posted by Shervon99:i like "ru guo ni bu xiao xin xiang qi wo"
how come he's hosting? is it "wo ye shi dj"?
Well, it's another station..not FM93.3..hosting 2 hours show on weekdays with another DJ..Anna..*hint hint* should know by now.. -
Good afternoon pals! Hi JieQi! He is finally back after 2 weeks! Catch him now..4-8pm slot. Tune in ya! Have a nice day, enjoy!
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Gees..he is going to play A San's ..very very sad song leh!!! Haiz..moved me to tears the other day..
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yeah, i'm home on a sat afternn and can listen to jieqi FINALLY.
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Hiya attitude! Congrats congrats!Originally posted by attitude:yeah, i'm home on a sat afternn and can listen to jieqi FINALLY.
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It's pouring outside. LO DUA HOR! I love that song by S.H.E ya..wrote by David Tao..very cute..
"kan zhe chuan wai you lo dua hor, qian wang bu zun ling shi wo de lao gong.." -
i'm back home. took a cab back. the driver initially was listening to another radio stn, but as i boarded not long, he switched to 93.3. happy leh!!!Originally posted by attitude:yeah, i'm home on a sat afternn and can listen to jieqi FINALLY.
lol
but then even though, volume was abit soft. so i had to use my walkman instead. -
pass by~ dun even bother to read.
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Hi! Glad u are able to listen in.Originally posted by flyaway747:i'm back home. took a cab back. the driver initially was listening to another radio stn, but as i boarded not long, he switched to 93.3. happy leh!!!
but then even though, volume was abit soft. so i had to use my walkman instead. -
Originally posted by 798:pass by~ dun even bother to read.
