*Le Café Rosâtre* Part IV
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Actually Sun of a beach is not an insult la..Originally posted by NekoRin:
C'mon... what is a beach without a sun, right?
Oh...i miss going East Coast....
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I don't know...I never ask her...Originally posted by FeowFeow:She may have, or she may have Not. Why didn't you ask her, silly?
Could've led to a good talk between both of you.
FeowFeow
Keep thinking if I should -
Aiyo, Rat ah Rat... *shakes head shakes head*
We're talking about Pink Jie's ex, Not your ex lah!
WAKE UP LAH!!! *BONKS BONKS BONKS*
FeowFeowOriginally posted by laosu:Huh??
Mao...you teching my wifey to call me those names or I call HER those names?? -
It's more of sarcastism hahaOriginally posted by Mao x 2:Actually Sun of a beach is not an insult la..
C'mon... what is a beach without a sun, right?
Oh...i miss going East Coast.... -
Talk about EC...Originally posted by Mao x 2:Actually Sun of a beach is not an insult la..
C'mon... what is a beach without a sun, right?
Oh...i miss going East Coast....
How about we organise a picnic outing to EC when I'm back?!?!?!?! -
no lar...larling is referring to my ex darling...the UNFAITHFUL oneOriginally posted by laosu:Huh??
Mao...you teching my wifey to call me those names or I call HER those names??
previously labelled CHOU NAN REN....
labelled as feow as "MORON"
yours is unique in view of yr situation....you guys still love each other but due to
circumstance have no choice but to break up....... sigh.... hope i can help..but whether
to make it or breakit is really between you and yr wifey....... just feel free to drop by to
voice yr thoughts as an outlet of frustration lor.... -
Actually hor....I beri clever one leh...Originally posted by FeowFeow:Aiyo, Rat ah Rat... *shakes head shakes head*
We're talking about Pink Jie's ex, Not your ex lah!
WAKE UP LAH!!! *BONKS BONKS BONKS*
FeowFeow
but hor....I BECOME VERY TOOT WHEN I GET TO KNOW YOU LOR!!
BONK SOMEMORE I SURE BECOME IDIOT LAH!!!! -
i dun mind...but feow wont go becoz no AC ....Originally posted by laosu:Talk about EC...
How about we organise a picnic outing to EC when I'm back?!?!?!?! -
Dun think anyone can help.Originally posted by pinkygal76:no lar...larling is referring to my ex darling...the UNFAITHFUL one
previously labelled CHOU NAN REN.... labelled as feow as "MORON"
yours is unique in view of yr situation....you guys still love each other but due to
circumstance have no choice but to break up....... sigh.... hope i can help..but whether
to make it or breakit is really between you and yr wifey....... just feel free to drop by to
voice yr thoughts as an outlet of frustration lor....
Maybe the only who can help is god bah...
but I dun think god favours me. -
God won't help you if you don't help yourself lor..Originally posted by laosu:Dun think anyone can help.
Maybe the only who can help is god bah...
but I dun think god favours me.
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yeah yeah kitty 2nd that XD~~Originally posted by laosu:Talk about EC...
How about we organise a picnic outing to EC when I'm back?!?!?!?!
can skateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~ XD~~~~~~~~~` -
FEOW MEI!!Originally posted by pinkygal76:i dun mind...but feow wont go becoz no AC ....
GO OK??!??!?!?!
I find a shady place for you lah -
Mao...I'm already at lost what to do already to save this r/s.Originally posted by Mao x 2:God won't help you if you don't help yourself lor..
Why make me like this when I can't be with te woman I love? -
Yah lor...Originally posted by NekoRin:yeah yeah kitty 2nd that XD~~
can skateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~ XD~~~~~~~~~`
I can go skate also -
ai yo...dun say thatOriginally posted by laosu:Dun think anyone can help.
Maybe the only who can help is god bah...
but I dun think god favours me.
stop being so negative....
but seriously whether to continue or stop the r/s is up
to you and wifey...... not god ba -
Oh well, the world is always unfair.Originally posted by laosu:Mao...I'm already at lost what to do already to save this r/s.
Why make me like this when I can't be with te woman I love?
Sometimes, we just couldn't get what we wanted in life.
Sigh... -
I admit I'm not a very positive person.Originally posted by pinkygal76:ai yo...dun say that stop being so negative....
but seriously whether to continue or stop the r/s is up
to you and wifey...... not god ba
Pinky...Feow..Mao...I'm sure the three of you knows my situation best.
I pride myself to be a faithful partner
but honestly, she's the first and only woman whom I really want to spend the rest of my life with. I've never been that serious about my partner before. In the past when I'm with my ex(s)...yah..I love them...but never enough to make me plan for the future. -
Mao...it's almost like impossible for me to have a future with anyone.Originally posted by Mao x 2:Oh well, the world is always unfair.
Sometimes, we just couldn't get what we wanted in life.
Sigh...
Honestly it's something that I hate for the past 28yrs of my life. -
Mousey..Originally posted by laosu:I admit I'm not a very positive person.
Pinky...Feow..Mao...I'm sure the three of you knows my situation best.
I pride myself to be a faithful partner
but honestly, she's the first and only woman whom I really want to spend the rest of my life with. I've never been that serious about my partner before. In the past when I'm with my ex(s)...yah..I love them...but never enough to make me plan for the future.
It wouldn't work out if it's only one-sided..
It takes 2 to make things work. 2-way traffic.
I know it's hard.. it's hard to give up..
but.. do you have a choice?
I'm sorry to be harsh.. but you have to wake up your idea le.
I've been in this state before.
Even though I know it's so damn bloody hard to let go... but I still have to do it..
Because I can't change anything at all. No matter how hard I tried, how much effort I put in.. things will be the same..
What is yours will be yours someday.
You have to be strong to accept the truth.
I accepted mine.. i still have to move on...
Yes.. it could be a love of a lifetime.. but it's over..
Don't be sad just because it's over... be glad that it happened.. -
Mousey, dun think too much, can? There are certain things in life thatOriginally posted by laosu:Mao...I'm already at lost what to do already to save this r/s.
Why make me like this when I can't be with te woman I love?
we have no control over .... just try not to think too much ok -
Yap, i know....you must have been struggling veri hard for the past 28 years...Originally posted by laosu:Mao...it's almost like impossible for me to have a future with anyone.
Honestly it's something that I hate for the past 28yrs of my life.
*hugz tight tight*
i oso dun noe wat to say to console you anymore.....
Is yr wifey prepare to go agst ALL ODDs to be with you? If she is not ready to fight
for her chance to be with you, you cant force her rite?
SOMETIME LOVE IS JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH a reason to be togather......
she still loves you...but her love is not strong enough to go agst all odds as i
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mousey pls listen to larling and feow...... you are torturing yourself by thinkingOriginally posted by Mao x 2:Mousey..
It wouldn't work out if it's only one-sided..
It takes 2 to make things work. 2-way traffic.
I know it's hard.. it's hard to give up..
but.. do you have a choice?
I'm sorry to be harsh.. but you have to wake up your idea le.
I've been in this state before.
Even though I know it's so damn bloody hard to let go... but I still have to do it..
Because I can't change anything at all. No matter how hard I tried, how much effort I put in.. things will be the same..
What is yours will be yours someday.
You have to be strong to accept the truth.
I accepted mine.. i still have to move on...
Yes.. it could be a love of a lifetime.. but it's over..
Don't be sad just because it's over... be glad that it happened..
too much....there are certain things that we cant change in life..... -
yes... we can't change how a person think.. or feel...Originally posted by pinkygal76:mousey pls listen to larling and feow...... you are torturing yourself by thinking
too much....there are certain things that we cant change in life.....
Just like the way we can't make you feel better.
You have to help yourself, mousey.. -
I don't know if I have a choice. Doesn't look that I have any choice. I never had any choice anyway. I need time for this and I know it's not going to be easy. When my first r/s fell out, it took me 9-10yrs to let go and free myself from feeling guilty.Originally posted by Mao x 2:Mousey..
It wouldn't work out if it's only one-sided..
It takes 2 to make things work. 2-way traffic.
I know it's hard.. it's hard to give up..
but.. do you have a choice?
I'm sorry to be harsh.. but you have to wake up your idea le.
I've been in this state before.
Even though I know it's so damn bloody hard to let go... but I still have to do it..
Because I can't change anything at all. No matter how hard I tried, how much effort I put in.. things will be the same..
What is yours will be yours someday.
You have to be strong to accept the truth.
I accepted mine.. i still have to move on...
Yes.. it could be a love of a lifetime.. but it's over..
Don't be sad just because it's over... be glad that it happened..
It's really hard to describe to you all how I really felt. I'm not exactly hurt, but neither do I dun feel hurt. I'm not really very sad, but neither am I happy.
I used to think I hate myself for being who I am but over the past years I managed to face myself. But I guess I just realised that I never am able to accept myself for who I am.
It's not just this r/s that is wearing me down. It's all those bits and pisces adding up together that's pulling me down and it's constantly adding up year after year. Tired. I need to learn to let go, but how to let go of something that's firmly attached to my fate? -
The true fact is...sometimes I do hate myself. No...not sometimes. I should say that I do hate myself.Originally posted by pinkygal76:mousey pls listen to larling and feow...... you are torturing yourself by thinking
too much....there are certain things that we cant change in life.....
Feow...I know you hate people who stubbornly stick their head in the sand and refuse to see the light..you can scold me for all you want. If anyone can slap me out of my life I'm even more happier. My mind and my heart is like in a whirlpool now. Badly messed up. No one faults except for myself.