A real life love story
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K could not get to sleep when he reach home. He cant get W out of his mind..He was waiting for W to call him but to no avail. He felt very much guilty for going out with another gal. He start to wander about his feeling for his gf as their relationship been 2 years and he never had this kind of feeling before. He did not really get to sleep that night.
Few days had past after their first meeting.K did not call W as he dun want to be ungrateful to his gf.As for W she had forgotten the whole thing…. K had been trying not to call W but he juz can’t let her get out of his mind. So he gives up conquering himself and calls her. “Hi! This is K here,How are you?wana meet up for coffee?” “oh! Hi ! I am fine !coffee? I would really love to but I am rushing as I will be away to china for about a month.and now I am rushing to my work place to pick up something.” “co..ulds I accompany you? If you dun mind?” W find it hard to reject so she is meeting K at somewhere near his work place.
‘Oh god! W was rather surprise! Is he K? Y he looks so different? He looks much better without his thick lens… (Wearing contact) He is quite attractive!! Infact! Oh pls I can’t be thinking of all this!!!’ W thought to herself when she saw him. “hi! Now I know why you were saying that day you look sloggyYou look great now!”K was happy with all that compliment. They went to starbuk for a drink. This time round W start to pay more attraction to him… K and W were talking happily when his phone ring. It sound like his gf but W would have been in no position to ask was quite rude on the phone; he even slams down the phone. W asking if K need to rush off as W overheard K’s gf is going over to his place. Guess no matter what happen K would not want to leave at that moment as he will be missing W when she will be gone for a month. The worst thing happen when they left to have some fun in the game room.as they were playing ‘Photo Hunt’ a gal tap on K shoulder.IT was his gf!!!! But instead of stopping the game,K requested that she should wait outside.W was shock and was at a lost,but quickly K divert W’s attraction to the game.some how K was quite guilty and they decide to end the game. W wanted to leave the place ASAP! As she cant stand the look on that gal face! She looks like an ah-lian at a very young age! When W was about to leave,K run over to her and “ I am sorry,but……………… anyway could we meet up after you come back?would you call me? Please….. I will be waiting.. pls…….” W gives him a warm smile and nock. Implying that she will call K and ask him to go back to his gf…. W did not think must as she was rushing to the airport and once again she don’t wana get involve. -
A month has past and K has been waiting for W to come back. He misses her. From W he find that he dun love his gf but is like a kind of reasonable. K break up with his gf within that month as he finds no reason why he should stay on where there is no love. But this break up is slightly affected by W as K felt that his feeling for W is strong. He was determined to wait for the return of W.And W did call K up after a few days. They meet up at Bugis again and his pal had played a plank on him. On the day of meeting itself W ask K to wait for her sms,but W always like to use different hp no. to sums K as she was afraid that her other bf would find out. KÂ’s pal just got a new hp no. and they sms him telling him to go now over to bugis.Never did he realize that W is still working and would only be able to meet at nightÂ….. K got so anxious when he canÂ’t find W.. but when he found out that it was a plank by his pal ,at the same time that he know he really like WÂ…Â…Â…Â…Â….
When is time to meet up with W,K waited anxiously to c W.The minutes K saw W,W could saw the happiness in his eyes…. K looks really cute as he keep staring at W with a gong on kind of smile. They went for a movie at Bugis again,(btw W fav-cinma is UA)but this time round is W who suggest the show.And they went for supper after that,is from there den W come to know the break up of K and gf.W felt so bad but remember It was mention that W hate guy and to her any guy who come to her ,she would just play along. Anyway to her she find that K was not sad at all. They were going to finish their supper and K “are you tired? Do you wana go home?if you are I can send you home now.Or if you are not den do you like KTV?(K was a kj in one of the KTV)shall we go for awhile? Ohs or you wana go home?......” “ok ok ok stop! Don’t worry!i am not tired and infact I dun feel like going home as I am always been bz working I would really like to have some fun.” K was so so happy! HAPPY was all over his face….. -
That night they did not go home…..they went to the KTV which K works in and left to book a …. To stay over night. When they were in the room K was not like other guy who just want to go to bed with you when they heard you saying you wana stay over night. We chat like a couple.. As they were talking W lead over to kiss K (Guess she might have some feeling for K after all.)K was abit shock but did response to W and they………make… that night. It was an unforgettable night for K. As W was sleeping ;ieing on K’s arm.K could feel the warmness and sweetness that he never had. K did not sleep the whole night. He spent the whole night looking at W.He is in love……….He would really want W to be with him forever…. So the next day morning K held on to W when she wake up and sincere telling W ‘I love you,dun get it wrong is not because……..’ W had cut off him ‘sorry I wun be good faithful gf to you. You will find someone better. Is late I need to go to work could we go no and continues to be friends? Let’s forget about what happen yest.nite and go on?’
Sadness! Is all in K !
After hearing all that K did not give upÂ…Â…he call and sms W every night. But she just refuses to do anything about it. She wants him to give up, but K didnÂ’t. This should not carry on! W sms K that she will be leaving to china again and ask him not to wait and learn to let go. Do not take every thing so serious.
In that month it was the slowerest time for K.K miss W a lot. Never did he know that W did not go to china in that monthÂ’s was trying to get away with K. but fate runs in a circleÂ’s call her pal R and it was K who pick up.! There is no way for W to run anymoreÂ…Â…Â… she would have to face it.(W did run into this kind of situations before but she cant be bother but this time round maybe she really feel something.)K requested to talk to W on phone. W had no choices but to agree. -
They talk about what they do in that month…till K tell W about all his problem in camp… till W say the wrong phase ‘dun worry no matter what happen I will be here.’ What W mean is that K could talk to W as a friend.W did not sense anything wrong till they both hang up the phone W got a sms from K. “thanks for talking to me. I miss you a lot when you will outstation…. I am glad that you would give me a chance! GIVE ME A CHANCE!” ????? W know that he had give K the wrong impression again and this time round is even worst!K has assume that W had agreed to be with him. But this did not bother W must so long as the other of her bf knows nothing about tis.As for K ……. He miss W a lot and was happy that W could give him a chance. K know that if he really love W he would have lots more to bears with.K also know that W had other bf out there but he dun mind and just hoping that w would truly accept him. he will wait till that day come.
K starts to talk to W every day.and they do things which all couple would do. this went on for few months till that fateful day which W went who one of her female pal to meet some guy that she like.W had nothing to do so she tag along.but she did not expect what is going to happen is going to stir up promble.they went to a fastfood rest.andchat for quite some time till W wanted to go first as she dun wana be light bulbsÂ…Â… moreover most of the time is W who is doing all the talking!!! W find it so weird as she use to listen to her pal saying that normall she will talk to this guy till late in the night.but now both of them seem to be mute!!!! But can see that WÂ’s pal really like this guy ! Btw this guy is Delen he is in his mid 20s look quite charmingÂ…. And he has the build.
Few days later after the meeting W find that her pal was rather sad later did she find out that, that was their first meeting!!!! How could you would fall for some one that you never seem b4? But anyway after the first meeting Delen was avoiding WÂ’s pal.so W was ask in the favors of helping her pal to find out what the reson.that night W call Delen and was told that he did not expect she to big so big build !w cant stand this kind of guys!!!! Does look and size really that matters? W decides to keep this matter away from her and instead tell her that she canÂ’t find himÂ….
Meanwhile w enjoy the company of K,but she still fool around with guys.And although K knows everything but he would rather keep quite then to confront as he was afraid that W would just leave him. He is willing to do anything for WÂ… but W dunooÂ…. How to treasure itÂ…Â…. -
On a Saturday morning,when W was on her way to work she saw Delen (that was weeks later) they talk for awhile and decide to meet up for lunchÂ… they talk a lot when lunch unlike her pal. Suddenly they become pal Â… Delen start to call W every night and W would prefer to talk to Delen rather then K. K know about Delen but he still remain silent start to drink a lot and he felt sad most of the time. He love W and miss her a lot. But W could never understand all thisÂ…Â…Â… remember she is out to have funÂ….
W start to meet up Delivery often and she find there is a liking for him. One day while K was drinking alone, W was with Delen in Â…Â…Â…Â…..bedÂ… Delen told W that actually the first time they meet he was already attracted to her. Â….
Delen wanted w to be with himÂ…Â…. W had more or less decided that she is going to tell K that she would prefer Delen than himÂ…Â…
The very next day as W look at her hp she saw something that makes her realize that she had hurt someone that really love her. And now she is betraying K for sleeping around. ‘K was admitted to a and E, his throat has a deep cut which cause him to bleed forfusely.this is deal to him keep drinking and smoking…. When W reach there her heart were broken into pieces, K was lying there writing out her name…again and again… beside him was R! W’s pal!!
R wanted W to have a talk outside as K’parents was around. ‘What s the matter with you!!!Can’t you just leave my pal alone!!! You can mess around with whoever you want but not my pal!!!! What have you done to him? Do you know that he has been feeling moody since he is with you!!!?” R shouted at W.. “I m sorry pls believe me I dun mean it .I mean…I duno that he will get so serious with me.” “I know you too well you were going to tell him that you wanted a break up rite?” YES! YES! YES! That was what W is going to say! But can’t W choose now? No!
She was in a great dilemma as she wanted to be with Delen but how about K? W felt the pain in her heart.she should at least take care of K till he recoverÂ… yes 1this what she should do now.
K was lying in bed with great pain. K cant talk canÂ’t swallow anything in there. When W tries to feed him with a small cup of water, he tears drip down as he was drinking. W was there for 2 weeks just to take care of him. Infect W was just trying to recover her guiltÂ’s wrote a lot of letters to W. K felt so happy that W was here every day to take care of him.He thought that W was willing to change for him but never did he realize that the worst is yet to comeÂ…Â….. -
K was being discharge on the third week. And still would not be able to talk well. W had no choice but to hide the true from him temporary. How K wish that he will never recover. So that W would never leave…… In this period of time W really took gd care of K but at the same time she was having a good time with Delen. K is getting better day by day W felt so relieve and decide to sms K to ask for a break up. ‘I am sorry K I guess we are better off as a friend rather then together.. I am sorry if I had hurt you. Take care’ just a few sentences had fallen to hell. He wanders around and around not knowing where to go. K had really drop,he had never been so so serious with anyone before never in his life. He lost his way…….
W felt so release,as she too had really fall for Delen but their relationship did not went wellÂ…. Few months later delen was being posted oversea for 2 years.W decide to leave Delen as she is not willing to wait,not willing to go oversea with him,not willing to distract him. She want to set him free.W was too in love Delen that she is willing to let go. Btw W was a strong gal.. Learn to let go when you have toÂ….
Meanwhile KÂ’s pals keep calling W. they keep screaming at W , and W cant be bother! She felt that comÂ’on why should K get so serious? We are all out to have funÂ…. Be more like a men!!
W was so piss off by all that nonsense that she decide to call K to stop it.K got so delighted to hear W voice.I guess at that time no matter where W are K would juz fly there. K went over to W place to pick her up with his bike.(K juz got the licenses and wanted W to be his first pillions. They both like bikes a lot.) on the bike,while W was holding to K waist ,K reach out his hand to touch W but was being rejected. It was a very cloudily day with strong winds and thouder.they settler down at a pavilion in east coastÂ…Â…
“I miss you…..” says K sadly……. -
K – “I miss you. how have you been.”
W –“I am ….sorry, is just I dun deserve all that I am not a nice gal .you will find someone better out there… to tell you the truth. I am in love with other guy……. Although we have broken up now but I am sorry I just can’t get him out of my mind….”
Rain start to fall from the skyÂ…Â…
K – “I know that I could since it. I know you dun love me but why can’t you try….. I am willing to wait. I am willing to try. I am willing to do anything just for you. I love you. Pals give me a chance. Do you know that you always like and when I pass my tp I was so happy yet so sad as you were not there with me.;. .”
Tears were falling from K eyes Â…. (It was the first time that K would cry in front of a gal)
W – “ pls dun be like this…… I …. Just can’t….. pls I know that you are true to me but I wun….”
Both of them sat there quietly. With the wind blowing, the rain dripping.
W – “Can we just be pal?”
K did not ans but sat there quietly with all his tearsÂ…Â…
W can’t bear to see k in this state… She stood up and hug K, kiss him for the last time and walk away….. Leaving K behind with all the tears… and sadness… K wanted to hold back W as he looks at her back…. But W did not even turn back and look at him…. ‘How can she be so heartless to me? I really love you.Wxxx I am willing to wait for you to turn back to me.’ K went home alone with his bike that he wanted so must to share with W…
K suffers a lot that following few monthsÂ… they did sms each other but only as a pal. As K just wanted W to be happy. So long as W is happy K would be happy as well. K spends all his night thinking of W.How they got to know each other and how they spent their night togetherÂ…
W too was somehow has this kind of wired feeling that she is missing K... but she know herself well that K would be batter off without her around. She cant bear to c K suffer for herÂ….
W gets on with her life as per normol.and K was still dazing around. He left few months to ord date instead of looking for a job he spent his time waiting for W callÂ…Â… W never callsÂ…. Again..
Months had past, noting goes wrong till one dayÂ…Â…..
“ Hello, is this Wxxx? I am Jason K’s pal… did you contact him recently? Sorry to ask you this but I guess you were the only one that he will reply you. He seems to be very restless since he break up with you. And worst still.. he has gone missing.. We have been looking high and low for him… even his parents is looking for him. No matter what happen between the 2 of your could you pls call him. All of us are very worry about him….”
W was shock. “I am sorry I have not been contacting him since we break up. But dun worry I will try to contact him. I will call you if I am able to get him.”
W get really worry when she canÂ’t find KÂ… W try calling his hp again and againÂ… but there was no response she try day and night W get so worry that she even start to cry for himÂ…. W had regetted for treating K in this way.W didnÂ’t know that she had really hurt K a lotÂ…
1 day,2day,3 day, …………….. It has been 2 weeks! W had been really trying all her best to find him.. Till the 3 week … K called... “Hi! Wxxx, I know that you and my pal has been searching for me.. I am sorry if I have made you all worry. But I really can’t pull myself up .. So I decide to take a break and go oversea for awhile. I am glad that you still care about me. I know noting could bring you back again but pls I juz want to pass you something and I will disappeared in your life forever. I promise.”
W was so happy that he is fine and is willing to submit to any of his request.
K went over to look for W.. But he no longer pin any hope on W anymore he just want to pass her something which he got oversea. -
When W went down the stair to meet K her heart is really pumpingÂ…Â… There he isÂ…Â…Â….K. he was holding a bouquet of roseÂ…. He look so haggledÂ…(W could never forget how he look like at that time. The fain smileÂ…. The sadness in his eyesÂ…)
“ this is for you…. I wanted to go there, to try to 4get you but I can’t…. I just wanted to come back for you… and I know you like flower this is the only thing that could took me great to get it back here…”( the flowers, he got it over jin ma lun. Told later from his pal that it was raining very heavily there, the road were very steep but he insist on going all the way up just to get the flower.)
W upon hearing all this she was so touchÂ… but even without that she was happy to c him againÂ… but in her heart there is still no place for himÂ…..
K did all his best to get W back but time after time all he have is rejectionÂ…. But there is always miricial. I still can remember that W was so boreÂ… she canÂ’t anyone to accompany her so she cal K Â…..
“Hi! Are you free? Wana meet up for a show?”
“Wow of course I would really love too!!!” K was happy yet sad as he know that W was just feeling bore…. But he was too happy to reject.
Bugis againÂ…. Something strange that W did to change her whole lifeÂ… her whole historyÂ….. -
In the middle of the show W drop a tear as it was a sad love story…she want someone to reach out to hug her at that time and K did it….!! W felt so comfortable in his arm for the first time…. W wanted to free herself from him in her heart but instead she reaches out to hold his hand…. K whisper in W ear … “let me take care of you…” they lint against each other till the show end… till K send W home…
(K was afraid that if he let go her hand she would be gone foreverÂ…)
In front of W door step K release W reluctantlyÂ… W gives a kissÂ…Â…before her walk inÂ….
W sms K ‘I dun want to lie to you, I m still uncertain of myself….. If you ever find someone better, go…. If not you will have to wait till I change. It might take weeks, months or even years.. it might not even happen… you should know that I will still be fooling around…and no one would me from doing that…. Would you be able to take it?.....
K felt really down after seeing that, but he was contented that W is willing to give him a chance… “ no no no!!! I wun stop you from you from doing anything..and I say before I am willing to try.. and dun worry I wun do anything silly like last time as… I m going to give my best now.. and if I still fail I would accept it.. pls give me a chance to try for the last time…”
K try all his best to make W happyÂ…for the following months.W continues to flirt around.. her feeling towards K is still uncertain.. K has accepted everything of W including letting her to stay over night with others guys. There was once where W was at K house and they will going out but some other guy called and they would have to call off with KÂ…. K know that althoughW lie that her pal got something important to tell herÂ… KÂ’s tears dropped when he saw W got into some other guys carÂ…. It isnÂ’t the first timeÂ… K had accepted it.. he believe that W would love him whole heartedly some dayÂ…Â…Â…. -
K’s love for W grow each day…. K would spend all the time that W wants.. but K ‘parent dun really like W… guess is because they know that their son was so engross with this gal… to make him look so sad very day…. Whenever W went over to K place, she will get no respond when she greets them. But W cant b bothers….
Few months has past and W birthday was round the corner. K wanted to give W something she really like so he went to ask her wat she want and W say jokingly “ money!! I want that!” but to her surprise! K was all prepared! W always wanted surprise... on that day K decided to fold W $142 bucks of a single dollar note to heart shapes but it fail so he went to change it to 1 dollar coin… make a pop up card using W/s fav color… he book a hotel room full of balloons in there with flowers as well.. with a candle light dinner.(despite he was broke as he was still with army pathetic pay.. it took him a few months to save by skipping meal…) It was all ready for W. but when K ask W out that day he was being rejected… K told W that he wanted to have a dinner and to catch movies…with her… it was all fated.. W rejected as she thought that it was so boring.. so she went out with her pal instead of K.. K was so sad and thought that W really want to enjoy with her pals… he went over to pass W the present and sent her over to meet her pal. And went back to the lonely hotel room to wait for the time to send W home. In that room he really feels like giving up \but he can’t imagine the life without W…
When W reach homes then she realizes that K had done a lot of things for her.
The $1 coin and the cardsÂ… she was so touchesÂ… (not because of the money but the cardÂ… and despite the incomeÂ…) she start to think of what she had done in the past and present that had hurt him so must W pick up the phoneÂ…
“ Dear,… thanks for all the things that you have done for me.. I miss you … could I go over your place now can you accompany me for the last minutes of my birthday…?”
K was so happy and surprise that W call him DEAR! It was the first time in that half a year..(K had been suffering in silent in that half a year.) I
“I will come over rite...” they went to a hotel to stay over night but it was not the earlier one… K has canceled that room; throw away all the things in there. But he was contented that he could be with her for the night…. The happiness in him had conquered all the sad that he had earlier….
Before W fall asleep in K’arm she say… ‘ I love you.thanks for being here with me..’
They both were in each other arms…… W had never tell anyone in her life ‘I love you’! W start to really have some true feeling for K.. K was delighted .. how K wish that time could stop at this point of time… he would want to give W all he has…
they held tight to each other till they fall asleepÂ….. -
The story did not stop thereÂ….
W begin to spent more time with K even if she is out with other guy she would try hard not to let K know.. W does not want K to feel sadÂ…
K would sent W home from work everyday as she work till very late , and she is doing her part time course. K feel hurt when he saw W being so tired. And at times K would send W to meet her friends ,would wait till she finish den send her homeÂ…( w dun like the idea of having K around with her friends.. she did ask K to go first but he always wait..)
Although everything went well but KÂ’ parent still cant accept W.( till now W never get the ans.) she has been trying all her best to get into a topic with his parent but no ones bother about her guess is because they find that W had hurt their son too must.. W did not let K know how his parent as she does not want K to fall out with his parentsÂ… moreover K had already in bad terms with his parentsÂ…
Actually K is having the same problem with WÂ’s parentsÂ… W parents never allow W to go with a bikers.. their relationship had always been in the dark..
Weeks and month had pastÂ…. Their relationships carry on in this wayÂ…Â….. W had always had other guys out there. But this time round is not because she want to have fun is because she realizes that her love for K had grown but she wants to stop itÂ… she was afraid of getting hurt. W is being real selfish. She never thought that K was even more hurt den her. She wanted the best of all worlds but there will be no such things on earthÂ…
She try to get involve with other guys hopping to spread out her feeling but each time she blow off with a guy she got closes to K.. W try from time to time Â….and fail from time to time.. it hurt her deeply when K felt sad about her. Each of the guy that W had been with could not compare the love from KÂ… W keep trying to control her feeling towards K..
She was already trying her very best and she always thought that she could be able to let go easily in a relationship. But she was wrong.. she really fall into KÂ…Â… true loveÂ…
It was only through one incident that she realize the true feeling that she had for KÂ…..
She start a relationship with another guy.. AlvinÂ…
W got really drunk one nite in boat quake with her palsÂ… instead of calling K to send her home( she was afraid that K would get angry ) she call Alvin Â… while waiting she fall asleepÂ…Â… on the floorÂ…
“ hey!! Get up get up!!!!!!!!! Lets go home… why are you so drunk….”
When W open her eyes she saw Alvin but deep her subconscious she thought that it was K…….. in Alvin car.. W keep mumbling ‘ dear pals forgive me… I love you I love you… Pls forgive me if I had done anything wrong.’ Alvin since something is wrong but decides to wait till W is more awake… .Alvin went home after sending W home… he too know that W fool around often but he too choose to lie to himself as he like W a lot too…
W had a bad dream that nite, she dream about the past of herÂ…Â….. she cryÂ…. She know well enough at that point of timeÂ…. She love K,she love him deeplyyyyyyyyÂ…Â…Â…Â….
She had know wat to do nowÂ…Â….. -
W called Alvin the next day morning… “ I am sorry about last nite.. I got to drunk.. I wanted to tell you something… I am really sorry I can’t be with you… my heart had already given to someone… I would not ask for forgiveness… I am in the wrong… pls do take care.. I am really sorry.”
“ BUT I AM WILLING TO WAIT!!!” scream Alvin…
WÂ’confuesd heart to feel anything now and decide to really let go of Alvin now.. Alvin last request was to see her for the last timeÂ… W agreed Â…Â…..
W wanted to go and look for K after all thisÂ…Â…. When W reach there Alvin was already thereÂ…Â…. There were mixture of sadness and hated in itÂ… by den did W know that Alvin and K and other guy that was with her ,know that she had a bf when W was with them. W best had betray herÂ…. W and Alvin quarrel badly..but W cant be bother as at that point of time she is thinking of K. Even when Alvin gave W a slapÂ…Â…Â…Â…
She was to stun to reactÂ… the only thing is that she could not imagine how hurt would K feelÂ…Â…Â… W friends had been telling k all the thingÂ…Â…. K know it all along but choose to keep quietÂ… his love for W was too muzÂ…..
W walk awayÂ… no matter how Alvin call her back as he was sorry for wat he had doneÂ…Â…Â…. It no longer matters to herÂ…Â…..
W took a long walk to K houseÂ… by this time she had really fall in love for the first timeÂ…Â…. She thought of all the happy time that K had given herÂ….. she was really bad to hurt himÂ…Â….she know wat to do nextÂ…Â…
She was in K room.k was sleeping Â….. W always like the look of K when he is sleepingÂ….
She sat there with all her tears rolling downÂ….looking at himÂ….. she Lind over to hug K and a light kiss. K was awake by herÂ…. K was shock ,,,,,,,
W beginning to sayÂ…
“ dear I am really sorry , that I have hurt you so muz. And now I could tell you that I really love you with all my heart… and when I really love a person I would be really possessive .and I would not want to hurt you any more… ……….. lets break up….
It would do you good and all the good memories that we have would always be in our mind. We want had each other loving deeply rite….. dear learn to let go when it is time..” W could not continues anymore….. tears was all over ……. She stand up……. -
“ NO!!! dun go……” K ran over to hug her…….. he was also in tears…….. “ no …. No… pls dun leave me…. Iszit that I have done some thing wrong?? Pls trust me I will change…. I will for you…….( W heart brokes when she heard this as she would expect K to ask why? W was in the wrong and instead K was the one saying sorry.!) juz dun leave me……” it was the first time that K ever cry so hard for a gal of his life…….
“ K!!!!!!!!! dun you understand! You were not in the wrong! I was……… I was in the wrong….. all along is me…. I cant treat it that nothing has happen…. I cant ….. I would not want to make the same mistake again. No … pls let me go. I am not wat you think. I am not worth for your love… I am a slut!!!!!!!!! I want things in my way, I am very possessive, you will be tired down by me!!! dun waste your time on me… pls …”
“ no I dun understand no matter wat you are in now and the past I will love you till the end…. If you cant treat it as nothing has happen den dun!!!! Live with it. Let me take care of you. No matter whose wrong is that I dun care.! I juz want you! Wat past is past. We cant always leave in our past.. dear…….. pls.”
Both W and k were in tearsÂ…Â….. they hug each other for a very long timeÂ…..they cry till there is no more tearsÂ…
“ would you really take care of me no matter what happen? Dear… ?
when K hear this he pull her closes to him….. “ I will, I do, I want, I would shelter you with all my love.”
K never know what had happen to W that dayÂ…. Till nowÂ….
No matter wat K had W back whole heartlyÂ…. W did not lie this timeÂ…. She love himÂ….
But true love never went smoothÂ…. Love is not every thingÂ…Â….. -
True love never run smooth
They have proof their love for each other butÂ…. They would still have to face other thing.
WÂ’s parent would be great barrier to them.. . Is the second Chinese New Year since they have been together was still in the dark of WÂ’s family. W decide to let k meet of her close sis First. To her surprise she didnÂ’t say anything instead she invite K homeÂ….
K was at a lost, ‘what if they dun like me? What if … what if… all sort of questions pop up on K mind…. He dun wish to go but guess he got no choice as he love W deeply.
And to his surprise they had accept him! Just that he was bomba with a lot of questionÂ….
As for KÂ’s family W is still trying till one day when she greeted his dad,his dad turn and smile to her!!!!!!! That year was the best Chinese New Year. For themÂ….
It has been 2 years they were as loving as ever, they would still sms each other before they sleep.sms! this is how they got to know each other. They would say I love you dear, everynite without fail. But W was too ambitions she wanted to earn as muz money as she can but for K, he think likewise. W start to work till very late at nite. She went to pub, lounge with her clientÂ… from there their relationship started to stray a bit. K dun understand why W wanted to work so hardÂ… infect K was worry about WÂ’s health. They would start to talk it out at first but most of the time they would end up quarreling. But K would always be the one to give inÂ…Â…. although they manage to calm things down slowly but there was a gapÂ… they give in to each other not because they understand is that they would not want to end up screaming at each other. They still stand at their own point of viewÂ…. As time past by they stop messaging each otherÂ….
K changeÂ….he was not as nice as last timeÂ… as for W she had stop fooling around since that time she divert all her attention to KÂ… but to K all W care is her work and nothing else.. W love K a lot she wanted to work hard so that when they got marry they would have enough.. there will time where W would be missing K so muz that she would wait up whole nite Under KÂ’voideck for him but most of the time K would let her wait for hoursÂ…. Whenever K appear he would act as nothing had happenÂ… didnÂ’t he promise to take care of W?? Because of K, W had stop contacting all her palsÂ… including her 8 years of best friends. All her friend blame her for neglecting themÂ… only W herself know that she only have a little free time left she would want it to be spent with K.. but W would have in the end is waitÂ…. Waiting for k to appearÂ… just like last time when K was waiting for herÂ…. W was very sad Â…Â…. She almost cry herself to sleep every niteÂ… she was under a lot of pressure by her boss and she got no one to talk to Â…. She drink herself to sleepÂ…..
What happen to K? what have W done wrong? K was less sensitive. Once he is so engross with something that he like, he would totally lost touch with all ard him including W. when W need him most he was not there. W try talking to him.. but K will always say “ you never change. You are still so thick in your mind.. why cant you live normally? Why muz you always think of this think of that? Whats wrong with you?”
W felt really hurtÂ…. She change so muz for K but what she get in return? nothing but cry herself to bed every nite. K duno wat happen to himself he still love W as muz butÂ…Â….. Maybe he is juz trying to get more of W attention? -
W no longer could catch what is on K mind and it goes the same to K. when K needed W to be ard ,she is always with her client and bosses.. W and K had been thinking wat happen to them? Where are all those sweet moment they had together? Whenever K go back for his in camp training K would miss W deeply and that would be the only time where they spent all of time on phoneÂ…. They share time together with each other friends . Where have it gone? Where are their commitment? W was thinking and waiting for K to callÂ…every other niteÂ… it has been three yearsÂ…. W and K seldom spent Christmas,birthday,new year togetherÂ…Â….. K had to accompany his boss and W tooÂ….. but deep in their heart they long for each other each niteÂ… they had forgotten how to loveÂ…Â…. Although both of them still love each other.
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Things turn good and bad on and offÂ…Â….. W always thought that is her fault as she might have neglect K deal to her busy work loadÂ… she wanted to compensate for it.. W fights hard to get Friday off as K only off day is on Friday.. Because of this issues W had quarrel with her bosses a lot, Friday was a peak day for them..
“Wanted to be with K is W only wish… she just want to save their relationship…..”
Indeed K was very happy and he too enjoy W company...They start to workings out together, share their feeling. They could spend their entire afternoon lying on bed talking about their future.. Â… their future homeÂ… their kidsÂ…
There is a truth in his eyes saying that he would never leave WÂ…..everyday that passed made their heart grow fonder..
Guess happy moments does not last longÂ…
K wanted to take up part-time computer course and therefore he would need to get a com. The com. Had indeed sparked up KÂ’s lifeÂ… he was so engross with the comÂ… he would spent all his free time with his computer game.. That put much difficultly in getting K to call W.. in the night.. W was a computer idiot at that time, most of the time she could only sat there with her eyes open big seeing K playing his gameÂ…
W always tell K not to play till late at night as he would have great difficulties waking upÂ… K just canÂ’t get anything into his mind apart from the computer.
Night after night, W would be waiting for his callÂ…Â…..
She finally decide to call K.. “ Dear, I have been waiting for your call where have you been??
“ ……………”
“ dear what are you doing? Could you ans me? Are you still playing with the com?
Could you pleas stop for awhile? Could we talk for awhile?
“ okay you say lor…..”
W start to talkÂ…. All night long W were the one doing all the talkingÂ…
She was feeling really down as she felt very stress at work she need someone to talk to Â….. she give up.
“ hey dear are you listening to me?”
“……….. yup carry on lah…” he is not listening at all!!!!! Sound of game came from the background…
“ Kxxx, I had enough of you!!! Would you prefer the com or me? Which is your priory?”
“ what is the problem with you?!! What is wrong with playing games? At least is better then going out to fool around like what you do!! ….” K stop there… he knew he had say something to hurt W…
“ … so I guess you did not forget my past… I am sorry. I was in the wrong from the beginning till now. ….. tooooooooooo” W has already hang up… K felt really bad for saying that. He call W again and again but… “ sorry the subscribe able is not responding…
K got really worry.. he mount on to his bike and head ed to W placeÂ…. K has been so stupid to say out this kind of things.. how could him? How could he hurt W with his rubbishÂ…
He was at W blockÂ… he saw W there, sitting alone smoking and cryingÂ… (W was not allowed to smoke at home so she would have to do it outsideÂ…) -
erm i tink i wil stop here~!~.. later then post.. if i post all at 1 shot. u all oso BTH..
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eh sxxxx, i cannot catch up liao la... i read until the sloggy part...
sian.. guys wear sloggy CANNOT meh?
next time u do a abstract hor.. hahaha :p
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ThEsE wOrDs YoU SaId lAsT NigHt
SeEmEd hArMlEsS LikE a ChILd'S SmILe
BuT dId YoU kNoW It StUng My EvErY nErVe?
ShAtTeReD mY PrIde,
LeFt mE ScArReD
i MiGhT nEvEr bE tHe sAmE aGaiN
fOr tHeSe wOrDs YoU sAiD
aRe fOrEvEr eNgrAvEd
LiKe A MemORy CuRtAin
DraWn aCrOSs ReaSons
bUt YOU--- ReMEmBeR
I WoUld SuRviVe -
Hey monster,
I really suggest you go and rewrite the whole story. Like Joanne has mentioned, there are tons of grammer mistakes, missing words and spelling etc
I read already, catch no ball sia. Besides, the story is so long..
No offense anyway, we all know you have good intentions
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Good story , pls continue as i understand the story already .
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erm... im not the 1 who wrote the story in the 1st place.. so im not going to make any changes.. to respect the writer. sori..Originally posted by Solitude-:Hey monster,
I really suggest you go and rewrite the whole story. Like Joanne has mentioned, there are tons of grammer mistakes, missing words and spelling etc
I read already, catch no ball sia. Besides, the story is so long..
No offense anyway, we all know you have good intentions
anyway i have to go thr 92 pages of post in2 hrs to get the story and i manage to understand. so i tink maybe u just need abit more patience and effort to read it.. the name K and W may be confusing.. but u wil get the hang of it. jia you!~!~!~
pls... there is stil alot more to come.. erm.. maybe those who find it real long, can stop readin it. i dun wish to waste any body time oso~!.. hehe.. those who understand.. enjoy readin!~~!
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wats the url for the story??can one shot put the whole story herE? or email me can or nt..my email is [email protected]...
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i stil dun have the whole story.. im stil waiting for the endin in another forum. sori.. when i have the ful story i wil email to u or wat, ok??Originally posted by Fericia:wats the url for the story??can one shot put the whole story herE? or email me can or nt..my email is [email protected]...
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“ dear …..” K heart break when he saw W tears rolling down… K pulled W against him.. K was so stupid to make W cry with all he words..
“ dear please forgive me.. I didt mean what I say… I didt.. ….. I am sorry.”
W still hugging on to K tightly … but fall to the chair …. “ dear why must you lie to yourself and me? You have not forget the past…. Why Why Why!!!!!!!!!”( W had really lost control of herself… “ dear tell me… if you really can’t forget the past… tell me whole heartedly.. please.. I am willing to let go of you.”
K knee down to W… “ no no sorry dear I really didn’t mean what I say…. How could I do to prove it to you?... dear I know you dun like me to be always on the com.. I would stop.. please dun say you dun want me anymore.. I would rather lost the whole world then to lost you.. please.”
Guess K tears had soften WÂ…
“ could you leave without me?”
“ no! no! I would never will, when my first gf left me, I give up everthing, I fall hard , but I did pull myself up . If I ever going to lost you I will never get up… Dear…”
once again their love become deeper.
Quarrel. It might turn human being relationships worst but to some other it make them speak up their mind and to understand each other better..
In the case of W and K, their relationship turn stronger in this wayÂ… Quarrel let their love grow, make them grow up.
W wanted to make K happy and wanted to do thing together with him.. she try to play around with her com. She is try to get into it. On the part of K , he too wanted W to be happy.he start to cut down on his com. To be with WÂ… they have reacted to each other loveÂ…
They would spent time with each other every nightÂ… W would be at K house doing homework and K would be using the com. Alought they did not say much to each other but it warm up their heart to have each other around.
W was a girl who changed because of K W would try her best to give in everytime,and she put in a lots into the relationship. But W was an insecure girl. She was the most insecure girl in the world. This is partly the reason why she was afraid of relationship… since the first day W told K that she like him too, she was afraid that K would leave her one day..so she would try her best to do anything just to keep K.. If only she know that K loved her that deeply too, maybe she might not have felt so insecure but anyway that was her. She still cant let go of the past…. She would ask K every day “can you live without me?” K would take it jokingly.. “ ha… ya, nope ya nope….. duno…. What you think?” W felt that she would never can the true ans but deep in K heart… his ans is nope… he cant live without her… -
K went to W place very often and he get along quite well her family but that nightÂ…. The very night K mind seem to be wandering aroundÂ…. W notices that.
W wanted to ask K want has happen? She pull him into the room Â….
“ dear you ok? What are you thinking about? Your mind seems to be wandering around?” W was lying on top of K.
“Dear…Liling ( the gal which K wanted a break up to be with me..)call me today… she … say that…” K was hesitating..
Along W know that Liling still call K at times but so long as they did not do anything wrong she would act as if she dunoÂ…perhaps she is feeling guilty that K had left Liling because of herÂ…
W realizes that Â… she look into his eyesÂ… she was trying to get prepared of what is he going to say nextÂ…
K know that W was waiting for him to sayÂ… K look away from W and say..
“Dear, we were talking today… she call to ask how are we getting on. And…the past.. and she say that she …. Had my child…...”
W push K away from herÂ….
K trying to grad her back… “ dear you listen to me…. Please…”
“ GET AWAY FROM ME!!! BASTERD!” She release herself from K..
“ no dear you listen to me… I didn’t know she had my child… and she say that she had abort it already… it has been three years ago.. I only know it now.. dear please dun be like this to me.. I really duno… why is all this happening to me….!!!”
“ Stop! Dun say …. Anymore… I …. Sorry just leave me alone for awhile.”