This good good GAL and its just ME
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well its over 6 mths already....gone through all the heart pains and cold turkey, if until now i still so jia lat then i really jia lat already.Originally posted by sleepycat:haha.. added u lah.. cuz ya situation was abit different..
theirs were almost similar mah..
hope u find ya cheese tonight.
find my cheese tonight, so u goin tonight ah? -
uhmm.. what's d link?Originally posted by Dodobirdie:well its over 6 mths already....gone through all the heart pains and cold turkey, if until now i still so jia lat then i really jia lat already. find my cheese tonight, so u goin tonight ah? 
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ok re structure my sentenceOriginally posted by sleepycat:uhmm.. what's d link?
hmm...find my cheese tonight ah....hmm.....so u are goin tonight ah?...
*easier? -
staying home & chilling out on my couch with chips, coke & SATC on dvd.. and it's a perfect weekend..Originally posted by Dodobirdie:ok re structure my sentence.. hmm...find my cheese tonight ah....hmm.....so u are goin tonight ah?... *easier?
dUn let d other rats run u out, over & down... good luck with the cheese..! -
can i join u?Originally posted by sleepycat:staying home & chilling out on my couch with chips, coke & SATC on dvd.. and it's a perfect weekend..
dUn let d other rats run u out, over & down... good luck with the cheese..!
if u are not goin then no cheese already lah..
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noOo & it's unethical to hit on a fellow almost-dead rat..Originally posted by Dodobirdie:can i join u? if u are not goin then no cheese already lah..
stOp jOking lah.. blurr birdie.. happy driNking tonight k..
going to get my dinner now.. chillzzz -
hei i'm not hitting on u, just wondering whether u wanted some companayOriginally posted by sleepycat:noOo & it's unethical to hit on a fellow almost-dead rat..
stOp jOking lah.. blurr birdie.. happy driNking tonight k..
going to get my dinner now.. chillzzz
anyway u seem to handle this better then any of us.
well i dun think i'm goin tonight. goin to go to my fav prata shop(marhaba) to chillzz....
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Originally posted by sleepycat:
yeah..thanks girl..this song really suits what is going on now..But i must admit, the walk is very very lonely..And I dread loneliness..So here i am, with just me and the 4 walls..
Dedicating the lyrics of these songs to mike86, Lord Kang, nightyoung & ahmike.. dodobirdie.. cheer up guys..
[b]Maroon 5's She will be Loved..
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else....
(I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain..)
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved.. She will be loved
Maroon 5's This Love..
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before.
P/S: dodobirdie.. like Lord Kang, i'm not enjoying this walk but neither am i suffering.. it feels like a stroll by myself to somewhere more peaceful.. though i don't know where i'll end up, i need to keep walking..
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She is being loved and is really hard to say goodbye..
Enjoy ur dinner guys... -
Taht's my point....... same fate...... hahaha..Originally posted by sleepycat:both ahmike & nightyoung are aquarians.......
drink more aqua water
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oh god.........i missssssseeeeeeddddd hhhhheerrrrrrrr
feeling physically tired,,, and mentally tired ......
actually i want to meet her again very much...
even though.. just be friends...
i miss her
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she gave me a missed call......
and sms me whether i was sleeping.....
want to reply badly
AKey... -
heheh thnx sleepycat
i've been listening to those songs since... dunno when liaoz hahahahaz...
tonight went to drink wif a couple of frenz... better than yi ge ren he men jiu... didn't think abt much, even though i left the house feeling damn screwed up again...
read the journal too... miss her... sometimes out of the blue would start thinking of her...
then i remember my goal, and i snap back to work...
i guess... in a way i've taken that first step already... either that, or i'm just purely distracting myself... i still wonder tho... whether she lost any sleep over it... whether she cried... whether she felt anything abt me leaving...
but those are all pointless thoughts, i guess...
chin up guys :] we're all here... always look on the bright side of life (even though the guy who sang that song eventually killed himself, but wth...) -
nightyoung - dun reply lah...
i know it's hard... but still... must hang on... just go finish up watever left over work u hav... then just sleep...
something my fren said tt's quite true - night time always makes us feel more lonely... so we tend to want to find company...
sleep it off... u'll feel better when the sun rises again...
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this is a passing process..take it slowly and easy..u will learn to adjust to it someday..I also the same..Want to see her but cannot..Originally posted by nightyoung:oh god.........i missssssseeeeeeddddd hhhhheerrrrrrrr
feeling physically tired,,, and mentally tired ......
actually i want to meet her again very much...
even though.. just be friends...
i miss her -
yeah..Go out with friends certainly can take ur mind off the things bothering u..As for me, think should get used to yi ge ren shen wo..Originally posted by mike86:heheh thnx sleepycat i've been listening to those songs since... dunno when liaoz hahahahaz...
tonight went to drink wif a couple of frenz... better than yi ge ren he men jiu... didn't think abt much, even though i left the house feeling damn screwed up again...
read the journal too... miss her... sometimes out of the blue would start thinking of her...
then i remember my goal, and i snap back to work...
i guess... in a way i've taken that first step already... either that, or i'm just purely distracting myself... i still wonder tho... whether she lost any sleep over it... whether she cried... whether she felt anything abt me leaving...
but those are all pointless thoughts, i guess...
chin up guys :] we're all here... always look on the bright side of life (even though the guy who sang that song eventually killed himself, but wth...)
Take is as u have taken the first step instead of thinking that u are just distracting urself..She sure will feel something because u have been there for her..It is only right for her to feel something.. -
i replied..... she ask me out to the movie... so how??Originally posted by mike86:nightyoung - dun reply lah... i know it's hard... but still... must hang on... just go finish up watever left over work u hav... then just sleep...
something my fren said tt's quite true - night time always makes us feel more lonely... so we tend to want to find company...
sleep it off... u'll feel better when the sun rises again...
(sorry - quite bad at advice and comforting...)
i want to go??? -
broken the key again.... hopeless..Originally posted by nightyoung:i replied..... she ask me out to the movie... so how?? i want to go???
go to d movie???.. get yourself more involved & practically, send your head & heart to the guillotine.. what will u do again if she lament abt her bf and yet doesn't know when she'll leave him and yada yada yada.. the vicious cycle continues...
be a friend? unless u're numb.. if you're honest enough, u know u r sending your heart to be cut into pieces again soon, even when she innocently claims that she didn't lead u on...
if u turn her down, at least u have the balls to be a man with a mind again..
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i think u better don't go..Don't see any point in going..Like sleepycat said, u just head back into the vicious cycle again..If u carry on like this, u will never set urself free..Originally posted by nightyoung:i replied..... she ask me out to the movie... so how??
i want to go???
Will u choose to have just a moment of happiness or have a future of happiness?? -
Sorry Sleepycat ... i broke the promise... i went to see her..Originally posted by sleepycat:broken the key again.... hopeless..
go to d movie???.. get yourself more involved & practically, send your head & heart to the guillotine.. what will u do again if she lament abt her bf and yet doesn't know when she'll leave him and yada yada yada.. the vicious cycle continues...
be a friend? unless u're numb.. if you're honest enough, u know u r sending your heart to be cut into pieces again soon, even when she innocently claims that she didn't lead u on...
if u turn her down, at least u have the balls to be a man with a mind again..
be careful.
what could be more worst? we went to the movies.. yes.. The Terminal
My second viewing.. i seen that before but she didn't..
I dun know what's got into me... why..... i hate it..... and i never got the chance to make it clear..
when she sms me she's alone...sad.. wish to see movie.. i sms her if i dun go will she go...
then she replied its ok.. she will go and sorry for the troubles she created for me... then i lost control... and sms her why she said liike that and i also let her know i miss her alot these few weeks....
then i sms her sorry.. shouldn;t have say all those things to her that night then she replied me its she who was supposed to say sorry... and all of the friends.. she only got her friend(the female friend i met) and me..
she already made clear.. but today during movie.. i saw her phone not the usual of her and he wallpaper anymore.....
but that doesn't mean i want a chance.... you know... maybe i was just too emotional..
sorry sleepycat.. sorry dodobirdle.. sorry mike.. sorry lolsuck.. sorry to everyone..
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sorry..... i lost control..... i wentOriginally posted by *Lord Kang*:i think u better don't go..Don't see any point in going..Like sleepycat said, u just head back into the vicious cycle again..If u carry on like this, u will never set urself free..
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The strange part was:
The Terminal.. Tom Hanks waited for 9 mths and so did i..
Jan to Oct.. before going to New York..
His story very the same as mine..
This way Amenia said to Victor when she left him:
Do you know what Napolean gives to Josephine on their wedding day?
its a golden locket.. engraved the word "Destiny" -
been watching this....
make a decision... write it on your phone if you have to... keep a knot around your finger...
and keep to that decision...
let time wear it away...
you know... stick with your decision in future?
hey... it's not easy when your heart pulls you along...
be strong yah?
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well, nightyoung... I noe it's a bit tough on u to try forgetting her totally... Even myself are not able to do it... I took 5 yrs... but now she's my good friends and she still always confide in me.
Sometimes, it takes 2 person to noe tat they can be the best of friends but not as couple. We are often confused over this... the feeling is great n very much attached to one another... but tat is juz concern... like for a bro n sis which can be confused as love.
My advice... if u feel tat u wan to contact her still, pls pls pls... do not harbour any hope of a "chance".... nv nv nv.... treat her as a very good friend who can confide in u only... meanwhile, u shld still try to get to noe more friends n perhaps get more ppl into yr gathering with her... for activities or chit-chat.. u will feel better n noe yr direction well... try it n trust me... trust yrself too.. ~~~ -
I msg her.. that we are best friends and only death part us apart and I love her...
maybe we were just friends.....
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sigh... must be the weather or something...
i woke up thinking of her. dreamt abt her last night too... happy dream of some of our dates...
hand itches to call her badly... open my books but all the words look like german to me instead of english...
sigh... i feel like just sending a sms, asking her how she is... just to check if she's ok...
yeah... guess i was just being distracted... i haven't moved on from her... sigh...
in a way i'm happy for u, nightyoung... and i'm also sad for u... happy that u are no longer zombified, sad that you may have got urself into more trouble...
yet i got no right to say that lah - i feel like getting myself into more trouble as well lol... and my case a bit worse - my future at stake...
sigh so painful...