This good good GAL and its just ME
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bro u will confirm feel ok one....cos u feel that she is with u, standing there holding ur hand and guiding u.Originally posted by nightyoung:I msg her.. that we are best friends and only death part us apart and I love her...
maybe we were just friends.....
i am feeling ok.. and being back to normal.. no more zombie...
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hi mike86, couldn't agree more with you that your situation is vulnerable since your exams are so near but you've been doing so well.. so, keep it up ya..Originally posted by mike86:sigh...
must be the weather or something...
i woke up thinking of her. dreamt abt her last night too... happy dream of some of our dates...
hand itches to call her badly... open my books but all the words look like german to me instead of english...
sigh... i feel like just sending a sms, asking her how she is... just to check if she's ok...
yeah... guess i was just being distracted... i haven't moved on from her... sigh...
in a way i'm happy for u, nightyoung... and i'm also sad for u... happy that u are no longer zombified, sad that you may have got urself into more trouble...
yet i got no right to say that lah - i feel like getting myself into more trouble as well lol... and my case a bit worse - my future at stake...
sigh so painful...
like bear had mentioned earlier, once a decision is made, stick to it.
since you've decided to contact her only after exams, then let it be so. afterall, it'll also do her alot of good that she won't get too tensed and confused talking abt affairs of the heart when she isn't in the right mind to do so.
resist the urge yah..? jia you jia you.. -
indeed this thread is the longest same as The Zhou dynasty.
and oso very ahgua -
Thanks all.. I am feeling ok..
very ok now....
hmm.. maybe she and me are just the best friends in the world... -
good for u... great tat u are really "awake" now... ~~~Originally posted by nightyoung:Thanks all.. I am feeling ok..
very ok now....
hmm.. maybe she and me are just the best friends in the world... 
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i'm happy for u, nightyoung glad u've finally reached some sort of closure...
hope the good times last for u cheers! 
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Wahlau really really same fate.... situation also same...heheheheOriginally posted by nightyoung:Thanks all.. I am feeling ok..
very ok now....
hmm.. maybe she and me are just the best friends in the world...
We r NOT!!! ALOne!!!! YEaHHH!!!!... right nightyoung???
Sorry guys not IDOL type...mauahahahha....sound ran out of place.... -
After i sms her this afternoon... i keep waiting for her reply and keep thinking about her while reading my book..
now i miss her again...
it is a cycle again?
i hope not..
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i thought u say both of u are like the best friends in the world??So why are u like holding on to her like that??Originally posted by nightyoung:After i sms her this afternoon... i keep waiting for her reply and keep thinking about her while reading my book..
now i miss her again...
it is a cycle again?
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yeah... best friends........ i love this friend very muchOriginally posted by *Lord Kang*:i thought u say both of u are like the best friends in the world??So why are u like holding on to her like that?? -
u urself say is a friend..So i hope u don't get urself into a mess again..It is not worth it..Originally posted by nightyoung:yeah... best friends........ i love this friend very much -
hmmm... somehow or rather.. I'm still sensing something in the air blowing...Originally posted by nightyoung:yeah... best friends........ i love this friend very much 
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U can love a friend also..But for him, duno is which type of love lor..Hope that it is those friendship love and not relationship love..Originally posted by stupidjoe:hmmm... somehow or rather.. I'm still sensing something in the air blowing... -
tats wat I hope too... cos it's going to be very very hard to convert love into friendship.. it takes a long long time for tat to change... ~~~Originally posted by *Lord Kang*:U can love a friend also..But for him, duno is which type of love lor..Hope that it is those friendship love and not relationship love.. -
Dear all,
we have been in this tread for some time and there are times when we are all strong and its at those times where we advise the weaker ones and we are weak we depend on the stronger ones to help us thru. thank you to all.
today is my turn to be weak.
today is her birthday. i wanted to be the last to wish her but she caught me before i could be the last. then some how i found out that she was celebrating her bd at mdm wong. i got so scared cos she cant hold her alcohol at all. first thing that came to my mind was that time when i had to carry her home after a friends bd and lost my new phone in the process. i was afraid that someone would take advantage of her when she was high.
spoke to a close girl friend of mind. told her i had the mind of going down just to check if she was ok. but she told me wat i already knew. that she is old enough to take care of her self and so forth. i sat here in pain and worries.
later i found that that she went during the weekends. told my self, its over nothing can be done. i just pray that nothing happened.
ask i type this, these words have and are going thru my head.
" i love her, still do and always will, but nothing will come out of it. she made sure of it. all i can do now is hope that she is happy and i can only try to make her happy when ever i can"
sometimes i wish i could dun know wat is going on. to not hear or see anything abt her. cos whenever i do, it hurts and i cant move. when i dunno anything or not think of her, i'm ok.
memories and feelings are overwheming me. self control. looking pass all the emotions i drag myself forward in life. telling my self, no regrets, just make a better future. a better one will come along and capture my heart.
love is a selfish thing. there are so many times when we love someone but can never be with the person. all we can do it to be there for them and try to make them happy whenever we can.
wish i could highlight all the memories and feelings and press shift del but i cant.
life is that unfair. sometimes i feel that even if god wanted us to fight for wat we wanted and treasured, why do we have to go thru this.
although he doesn't serve us on a silver platter, even if we go out and look for our own food, we sometimes come back empty handed.
that is life.
*may each and everyone of us be able to pass thru this period where we are down and come out like sleepycat, stronger and ready to manage these feelings. -
Be strong...Originally posted by Dodobirdie:Dear all,
we have been in this tread for some time and there are times when we are all strong and its at those times where we advise the weaker ones and we are weak we depend on the stronger ones to help us thru. thank you to all.
today is my turn to be weak.
today is her birthday. i wanted to be the last to wish her but she caught me before i could be the last. then some how i found out that she was celebrating her bd at mdm wong. i got so scared cos she cant hold her alcohol at all. first thing that came to my mind was that time when i had to carry her home after a friends bd and lost my new phone in the process. i was afraid that someone would take advantage of her when she was high.
spoke to a close girl friend of mind. told her i had the mind of going down just to check if she was ok. but she told me wat i already knew. that she is old enough to take care of her self and so forth. i sat here in pain and worries.
later i found that that she went during the weekends. told my self, its over nothing can be done. i just pray that nothing happened.
ask i type this, these words have and are going thru my head.
" i love her, still do and always will, but nothing will come out of it. she made sure of it. all i can do now is hope that she is happy and i can only try to make her happy when ever i can"
sometimes i wish i could dun know wat is going on. to not hear or see anything abt her. cos whenever i do, it hurts and i cant move. when i dunno anything or not think of her, i'm ok.
memories and feelings are overwheming me. self control. looking pass all the emotions i drag myself forward in life. telling my self, no regrets, just make a better future. a better one will come along and capture my heart.
love is a selfish thing. there are so many times when we love someone but can never be with the person. all we can do it to be there for them and try to make them happy whenever we can.
wish i could highlight all the memories and feelings and press shift del but i cant.
life is that unfair. sometimes i feel that even if god wanted us to fight for wat we wanted and treasured, why do we have to go thru this.
although he doesn't serve us on a silver platter, even if we go out and look for our own food, we sometimes come back empty handed.
that is life.
*may each and everyone of us be able to pass thru this period where we are down and come out like sleepycat, stronger and ready to manage these feelings.
I sms her today but she never reply me.....
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weiii bro.... try to continue with your life... Got another have half century to live. Time to move on.....if not we will miss more good things in life.Originally posted by nightyoung:Be strong...
I sms her today but she never reply me.....
we will be strong
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Bro Dodobirdie, I went thru tat previously as well.
She went to Chinos Chinos tat year to celebrate her b'day... I sense something will happen... and yes... my friends try to take advantage of her when she's abit drunk... by hugging her and kissing her... It really hurts me deep seeing that and there's nothing tat I could do to stop it as I'm a bit "high" on liquor tat nite too. In the end, I refused to allow my friends to send her home... I'm really afraid that she will taken advantage of as my friends are mostly flirts. I sent her home inthe end...
Then, she get to be closer with one of my colleagues who are a playboy. I tried to alert her about this but I guessed I'm too late... she's fallen for this macho guy. Who am I... juz another pathetic guy. I knew for sure tat this guy will betray her... yes, I'm rite after more than a year... he slept with another gal without her knowledge... as per his usual habit before leaving an "old" gal for a "new" one. Why couldn't she listento me for once... all these things wouldn't happen now... too late for any regrets though...
Now, I can't accept anymore failure in love relation... u noe wat... I actually get engaged with a gal who luv me more than I luv her... Although I still try to forget the lady I mentioned above, I'm still trying to forget her and forge a better relationship with my current gf.
I believe wat has passed has passed. We should let it go although they may be like a diary capturing all our past. We should look forward and hope for a better tomorrow. I noe someday u, bro nightyoung, and all other bros here will find a gal truly worthy of yr luv... move forward in search of that princess and let the past go with the time... -
haiz... there is so many unfairs in tis world... not just guys get heartbroken, but gal too... i happen to browse thru Friendster n saw tis testimonal a guy wrote for his ex-gf... it read:
"Hmm, wat can I say abt tis wonderful gal, gt a lot of things to say abt her but I think I will describe her in brief lah. For most ppl, when u first c her, u will find her bery cute, bery sweet(which is true). SheÂ’s a gal who care a lot for everyone she noes, bery caring toward animals also. Gt to noe her when we were in e same kindergarden, then we gt into e same pri, same sec, n same poly. Is tis fate? Mayb! Ok, I will stop describing her le n continues with wat I really wanted to say.
Nv did I imagine dat I will fall so deeply in love with uÂ… Did u noe dat u made me quiver with every touch u made before we fall in love. Out of all e guys dat woo u, you chose me, why har? But cum to think of it, I am very lucky to have u. My heart would beat with e music of ur heart n soul when we r together. I loved holding u, hugging u, kissing u and being able to spend time with u no matter how long or short e time is. U r everything I wanted, n not only sum1 I loved, but admired n respected too. Can u still remember e first time we went out alone?
If u cant, I will bite u arÂ…hahaÂ… E next would be to Sentosa, where everything started! I can still remember wat happen dat day, its so clear, seems like yesterday. After dat day, all e beautiful moments in my life started. I thank God for everything. I know in my heart dat u were sent to me for a reason! To teach me the gift of love, to give me hope in life, to have faith in everything I do, made me fall in love with passion n the most important thing is dat(which IÂ’m grateful to u), u changed me! Without u, I will nt b wat I m today. Maybe I will still b in bad companies n go e wrong way. Thank you. I had nv felt anything better than to be in love with you. Nv did I felt anything like dat before. Thank you. Within e years of our wonderful relationship, u expose me to so much things dat I nv had before, example, blackie, sweetie n guai guai. I love them a lot. They are such a wonderful children dat we had.
E time we spend taking care of them are tiring yet rewarding. We watching them grow n also, we watch them leave one by one. ItÂ’s a wonderful memories. N also, we had our bad times too. When I made u cry, pls, get it clear, its not dat I wan to say SORRY everytime, but dats e only thing I can do. Wat u wan me to do? Walk away? Or just wait till u cry finish then go n teng ni?
Through out tis 4 years plus of relationship, we had been through everything regardless good or bad. But does every beautiful things had to cum to an end? HaizÂ… I changed as time passes. I cant c my future anymore. IÂ’m confuse with my life, with everything coming ahead in life. I broke e promise dat I once made to u. IÂ’m very sorry to ruin e plan dat we had made for our future. Sorry, I dun mean it. When u ask me to make up my mind regarding our relationship, I always say, dunno, or IÂ’m confuse. U think I wan to say dat izit. I really dun wan lor.
But, I really dunno wat to do. To continue or to let go. Its a bery tough decision to make. But finally, I choose to let u go. I dun wan to make u stress on tis relationship, which I scare, it might affect ur studies. I dunno whether its a right chose to let u go, or izit a chose that I will regret in future. I dunno wat will happen in future, only time could give me an answer. Its been quite sum times dat we had broke up, u have no idea what I go through everyday, the pain and ache I try to conceal. When I asked myself wat izit dat I really wan nw, I dun have an answer to it. I asked myself if I miss u, my heart say YES! Do u noe dat I wanted to patch things up wif u? IÂ’m nt afraid of u rejecting the patch up b cos IÂ’m e one at fault. wat IÂ’m scare of is dat, I will hurt u again in future. It hurts me when I think of living my life without u, but, I cant promise dat I wont hurt u again in future.
I CAN’T BEAR TO HURT U ANYMORE! Tis is y till nw, I nv ask 4 a patch up. Sometimes I would hope dat u will meet sum1 who love u, cherish u and care for u more than me. When I think of it, it ease my heart for a moment but tears came rolling down e next. When u said that u r going oversea n nv come back, I felt so lost. I cried. It means dat there isn’t any chance of being together anymore. At dat moment, I really wanted to patch things up before its too late, but still, I’m afraid of breaking ur heart once more so I did not ask u. Wat I can do nw is to wish u all your best in ur future endeavors. N one last thing, which is for ur forgiveness towards all those things that I had done to break ur heart. I’m sorry. Finally, I would like to say these words to u, “Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you.” Take care n always missing u."
i could help but my tears just rolled down...
y every good things must cum to an end??? -
thanks bro,Originally posted by stupidjoe:Bro Dodobirdie, I went thru tat previously as well.
She went to Chinos Chinos tat year to celebrate her b'day... I sense something will happen... and yes... my friends try to take advantage of her when she's abit drunk... by hugging her and kissing her... It really hurts me deep seeing that and there's nothing tat I could do to stop it as I'm a bit "high" on liquor tat nite too. In the end, I refused to allow my friends to send her home... I'm really afraid that she will taken advantage of as my friends are mostly flirts. I sent her home inthe end...
Then, she get to be closer with one of my colleagues who are a playboy. I tried to alert her about this but I guessed I'm too late... she's fallen for this macho guy. Who am I... juz another pathetic guy. I knew for sure tat this guy will betray her... yes, I'm rite after more than a year... he slept with another gal without her knowledge... as per his usual habit before leaving an "old" gal for a "new" one. Why couldn't she listento me for once... all these things wouldn't happen now... too late for any regrets though...
Now, I can't accept anymore failure in love relation... u noe wat... I actually get engaged with a gal who luv me more than I luv her... Although I still try to forget the lady I mentioned above, I'm still trying to forget her and forge a better relationship with my current gf.
I believe wat has passed has passed. We should let it go although they may be like a diary capturing all our past. We should look forward and hope for a better tomorrow. I noe someday u, bro nightyoung, and all other bros here will find a gal truly worthy of yr luv... move forward in search of that princess and let the past go with the time...
seems that its so much easier to say the right things that need to be done but its so diff to execute them.
i hope someday someone will come by and replace my ex in my heart completely. -
sure all bros here will find someone who truly luv them n nv hv to come back to this thread, ever again... ~~~
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if that someone does come, she'll not only replace ya ex, she'll be much more..Originally posted by Dodobirdie:thanks bro, seems that its so much easier to say the right things that need to be done but its so diff to execute them. i hope someday someone will come by and replace my ex in my heart completely.
meanwhile, birdie.. take it easy on yourself.. let your heart rest.. -
hey..good for u stupidjoe..Finally found someone who loved u even more..So guys,do u prefer to be loved or to love someone else??For me, i prefer to be loved..To love someone else is too tiring..May sound kind of selfish right??
Like birdie said, someone else will come along and replace the missing part in ur heart..I believe that there is always someone out there for everyone..Is just a matter of where they are and when u will find them..
For those who still haven't found them, just enjoy the time now..Live life to the fullest and u can finally share it with ur special someone... -
thx, bro Kang... now I'm trying to treat her even better than I've treated the ....Originally posted by *Lord Kang*:hey..good for u stupidjoe..Finally found someone who loved u even more..So guys,do u prefer to be loved or to love someone else??For me, i prefer to be loved..To love someone else is too tiring..May sound kind of selfish right??
Like birdie said, someone else will come along and replace the missing part in ur heart..I believe that there is always someone out there for everyone..Is just a matter of where they are and when u will find them..
For those who still haven't found them, just enjoy the time now..Live life to the fullest and u can finally share it with ur special someone...
same channel as u... I will really prefer to be loved rather than to love someone... loving someone is like running a triathlon... too tiring... I've got not much energy left in me... we are the more selfish kind... I muz admit...
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yeah..ur welcome..Treat her better..Is hard to find someone who love u more than u do..Not saying that u don't love her that much...Originally posted by stupidjoe:thx, bro Kang... now I'm trying to treat her even better than I've treated the ....
same channel as u... I will really prefer to be loved rather than to love someone... loving someone is like running a triathlon... too tiring... I've got not much energy left in me... we are the more selfish kind... I muz admit...
I am still looking for someone who will love me more than i do...But....Ya..It is too tiring already...Do so much but so little in return...Cannot say we are the more selfish kind..Love is selfish anyway..Either u be selfish or prepare to lose it one day...