This good good GAL and its just ME

• ThomasBRIAN

  19 Oct 04, 01:03

  well... if she want u to be a friend.. then be her friend.. as u said earlier u want to be her best friend...
  so what hold u back to be her friend now????
  
  anyway.. sometime.. u don't have to be with her ...
  as long as she is in ur heart is good enough.
• furideriku

  19 Oct 04, 17:05

  finally i read finish ur stories .. all the best =p * take me one hour to finish the whole thing *
• Match20

  19 Oct 04, 17:46

  wat xia....so long winded...
• nightyoung

  19 Oct 04, 23:45

  Originally posted by furideriku:

  finally i read finish ur stories .. all the best =p * take me one hour to finish the whole thing *

  Thank you so much..
• nightyoung

  20 Oct 04, 00:01

  When i was going back... i told my office bag.. and insde of coz is her stuffs.. so when i reach .. i gave her a call.. her sis picked it up and said that she's in the toliet. so i waited about 5 min and went to her block.. When i was outside, i called her mobile again.. we chat for a while and she come out of her door..
  
  She look sleepy... and i apologized for disturbing her at this odd hour..
  we smiled and talked,, the feeling was just different...hard to describe.. but it was a good feeling for both of us.. no pressure..
  
  she asked me if i can eat lunch with her coz she said she working in the afternoon.. but i said cant coz different timing and place.. (its true)
  she also mentioned that she will be leaving singapore to M'sia this thu.. with her friend.. of coz i know who he is.. she still say her friend.. (maybe she scared that i am hurt) i knew it anyway.. just pretend to not to know..
  
  so i passed her the stuffs of things and one by one said that what she need,, hmm.. very fast.. just let her know that i charged the battery for her..
  
  and we bid farewell.. we smiled..
  
  and i sms her i had completed one of the five things i want to do with her..
  
  so i rewrite the 5 things..
  
  1) Buy and charge the battery and care about her more
  2) Repair her VCD player (i will get the VCD player and repair it for her before she leave for M'sia.. and return to her when she comes back)
  3) Bring her to doc for Hep-B jab.. coz she mentioned she never got one before
  the last time
  4) Learn tennis every thu if she wants.. if not i amend point 4 (since i said we meet every thu)
  5) A picture that depicts i take away her pain and make happy into happiness and return to her and a meeting point.. 2054 7th July , 7 pm at orchard MRT
  
  After that high chance like what snow bear has said..
  i will be very very love her so much that i will walk away..
  
  
• nightyoung

  20 Oct 04, 00:03

  Originally posted by Match20:

  wat xia....so long winded...

  sorry.. maybe this is the most longest thread in this forum of the year?
  
  no choice.. i am too emotional. sorry.. and thank you for your concern for reading my thread
• Dodobirdie

  20 Oct 04, 00:14

  Originally posted by nightyoung:

  When i was going back... i told my office bag.. and insde of coz is her stuffs.. so when i reach .. i gave her a call.. her sis picked it up and said that she's in the toliet. so i waited about 5 min and went to her block.. When i was outside, i called her mobile again.. we chat for a while and she come out of her door..
  
  She look sleepy... and i apologized for disturbing her at this odd hour..
  we smiled and talked,, the feeling was just different...hard to describe.. but it was a good feeling for both of us.. no pressure..
  
  she asked me if i can eat lunch with her coz she said she working in the afternoon.. but i said cant coz different timing and place.. (its true)
  she also mentioned that she will be leaving singapore to M'sia this thu.. with her friend.. of coz i know who he is.. she still say her friend.. (maybe she scared that i am hurt) i knew it anyway.. just pretend to not to know..
  
  so i passed her the stuffs of things and one by one said that what she need,, hmm.. very fast.. just let her know that i charged the battery for her..
  
  and we bid farewell.. we smiled..
  
  and i sms her i had completed one of the five things i want to do with her..
  
  so i rewrite the 5 things..
  
  1) Buy and charge the battery and care about her more
  2) Repair her VCD player (i will get the VCD player and repair it for her before she leave for M'sia.. and return to her when she comes back)
  3) Bring her to doc for Hep-B jab.. coz she mentioned she never got one before
  the last time
  4) Learn tennis every thu if she wants.. if not i amend point 4 (since i said we meet every thu)
  5) A picture that depicts i take away her pain and make happy into happiness and return to her and a meeting point.. 2054 7th July , 7 pm at orchard MRT
  
  After that high chance like what snow bear has said..
  i will be very very love her so much that i will walk away..
  
  

  it seems like ur mental state has improved but as i see it, ur motivation now is to accomplish the 5 pts. so wats goin to happen after u finish the 5 pts?
• nightyoung

  20 Oct 04, 00:23

  Originally posted by Dodobirdie:

  it seems like ur mental state has improved but as i see it, ur motivation now is to accomplish the 5 pts. so wats goin to happen after u finish the 5 pts?

  Like what Snow Bear said
  
  "Do you love her enough to walk away?"
  
  Now i said to Snow Bear: Yes I do
  
  But i really want to meet her once more.. 7th July 2054, 7pm at Orchard MRT..
  
  
• nightyoung

  20 Oct 04, 00:28

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  you KNOW you will be "misunderstood" yet you persist????
  
  think man think!!!
  
  if you were her guy now, and there is this guy hanging around her all the time, what the hell would you feel?
  
  YOU are being that guy now...
  
  you WILL hurt her....
  
  and you WILL hurt yourself...
  
  again i ask..
  
  do you love her enough to walk away?
  
  

  YES I DO...
  
  I LOVE HER MORE THAN ENOUGH TO WALK AWAY...
  
  AND.. i thought you are snow bear? .. how come is lazy bear?
• nightyoung

  20 Oct 04, 01:10

  Tears rolled away.. like rain..... i told you i didn't want to..
  
  yes.. besides pt 5.. i want to add.. that i want to tatoo her name2054 on my left arm.. so that even if i old.. i will still remember her.. wont break the promise
  
  
• M.B.P

  20 Oct 04, 01:13

  after looking thru ur text, i decided to write u sometin... it's good to luv somebody, it's good to linger with the thought... but!!! at point of time u got to know when to stop... future is nv in the past.
  
  i am in luv with someone gf... i know very clearly how it felt... i had hurt her once and all i wan now, is to c her happy.
  
  i'm in no position to ask for anytin. from our conversation over the fone, i knows tat she regards me as a fren oni... i just go with tat...
  
  i'm not here to tell my story...
  
  i've learnt to respect lady now...
  
  comes what may...
  
  "loving is not in possession but to see he/her happy."
  
  live life to the fullest... never know what will happen tomorrow or day after... most impt'ly, never regrets.... cheerz!!!!
  NeveR WaS NeVeR wIlL....
• MeoW_MeoW

  20 Oct 04, 02:02

  Originally posted by nightyoung:

  Tears rolled away.. like rain..... i told you i didn't want to..
  
  yes.. besides pt 5.. i want to add.. that i want to tatoo her name2054 on my left arm.. so that even if i old.. i will still remember her.. wont break the promise
  
  

  friend, dun anyhow tatoo laa... there are other ways to remember stuffs... like memories...
• nightyoung

  20 Oct 04, 07:47

  Originally posted by MeoW_MeoW:

  friend, dun anyhow tatoo laa... there are other ways to remember stuffs... like memories...

  i will........ i said death part us apart..... so she always on my left side.. haha till the day i die..
• furideriku

  20 Oct 04, 13:34

  Originally posted by nightyoung:

  yes.. besides pt 5.. i want to add.. that i want to tatoo her name2054 on my left arm.. so that even if i old.. i will still remember her.. wont break the promise
  
  

  haha i even though of tattoo ...but i din do it .. but there only way for me is to remember her . the goes places where i and her used to hang out alot ..
• Dodobirdie

  20 Oct 04, 15:36

  Originally posted by nightyoung:

  Like what Snow Bear said
  
  "Do you love her enough to walk away?"
  
  Now i said to Snow Bear: Yes I do
  
  But i really want to meet her once more.. 7th July 2054, 7pm at Orchard MRT..
  
  

  ok now lets get the idea of meeting her at the above date and time out of ur head. hei...move on...ask u to put down already u still dun want. want me to complain to cat then she come and claw u isit?
• blizt3r

  20 Oct 04, 18:53

  Originally posted by nightyoung:

  i will........ i said death part us apart..... so she always on my left side.. haha till the day i die..

  Why do u need that when she is already in your heart ?
• *Lord Kang*

  20 Oct 04, 21:33

  U know sometimes loving somebody can leads to obsession..I feel like u are somehow obsess with her..That is not very healthy..Maybe u should change ur way of thinking..That is for ur own good and is for her own good..You always say u want her to be happy..But do u feel that doing all those things, will she be happy??
• sleepycat

  20 Oct 04, 21:38

  Originally posted by *Lord Kang*:

  U know sometimes loving somebody can leads to obsession..I feel like u are somehow obsess with her..That is not very healthy..Maybe u should change ur way of thinking..That is for ur own good and is for her own good..You always say u want her to be happy..But do u feel that doing all those things, will she be happy??

  pal... he is happily lost in this state of ecstacy..
  
  let him enjoy while he can loh..
  
  no cat's claws or Lord's help can stop him from from going deeper.. & deeper...
  
  ...and deeeeeper....
• the Bear

  20 Oct 04, 21:44

  well, hope it's not deeper into a rut
  
  

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  pal... he is happily lost in this state of ecstacy..
  
  let him enjoy while he can loh..
  
  no cat's claws or Lord's help can stop him from from going deeper.. & deeper...
  
  ...and deeeeeper....

• sleepycat

  20 Oct 04, 21:55

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  well, hope it's not deeper into a rut

  mmmm.. even if it's a rut, let him ride on the height of his ecstacy and peak at the climax of his culminated oppressed passion for his objectified love bah..
  
  at times, one has to waste himself away deliberately and mindlessly to lose some steam that's all pent up inside........ remember Hugh Grant?! eh.. off topic..
  
  anyway, once he has vented all those suppressed energies inside and gets them spent, he'd be sane enough to remember who he is and perhaps realise that he is in love with love?
  
  i like tattoos too... so sexy.
  
  
• the Bear

  20 Oct 04, 21:58

  could be.. to be in love with love instead of the one whom he professes he loves...
  
  ahhh...
  
  tattoos
  
  a friend of mine adores them too.. think her boyfriend has one and she was attracted to him because of his tatt
  
  i'm too outta shape to do any tattoo justice
  
  although if i do get married, my wifie's name is going to be inked on me
  
  

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  mmmm.. even if it's a rut, let him ride on the height of his ecstacy and peak at the climax of his culminated oppressed passion for his objectified love bah..
  
  at times, one has to waste himself away deliberately and mindlessly to lose some steam that's all pent up inside........ remember Hugh Grant?! eh.. off topic..
  
  anyway, once he has vented all those suppressed energies inside and gets them spent, he'd be sane enough to remember who he is and perhaps realise that he is in love with love?
  
  i like tattoos too... so sexy.
  
  

• sleepycat

  20 Oct 04, 22:05

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  although if i do get married, my wifie's name is going to be inked on me

  .... so sweeeet..
• the Bear

  20 Oct 04, 22:08

  not sweet...
  
  just something i wanna do to show her my love
  
  

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  .... so sweeeet..

• zrahf

  20 Oct 04, 22:19

  hey....dun anyhow tatoo over stuffs like this le....wat happens if u liked another gal? this tatoo might just stop u from advancing in ur life wor....relac man bro...
• *Lord Kang*

  20 Oct 04, 22:25

  Originally posted by sleepycat:

  pal... he is happily lost in this state of ecstacy..
  
  let him enjoy while he can loh..
  
  no cat's claws or Lord's help can stop him from from going deeper.. & deeper...
  
  ...and deeeeeper....

  haha...so corny..U forgot beary advice and a few others..Ya lah..Sometimes one have to go through all these then they will learn..But it is better to wake up the idea..It is better for him this way..No point living in his own world..Then he may miss out on other opportunities that maybe presented to him..
  
  Like what I learn in the army..." Wake up ur F**KING idea, soldier"...haha...nightyoung..hope u understand wat i try to say...